Monthly Archives: November 2019

Gratitude – Blessing

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I am thankful to all.. Each of you bring an  essence I have the privilege to know and experience in my life in sharing the love.

I send my simple Gratitude and Love that is ever expanding.

Have a Blessed Holiday gathering.

In Love

Christi

 

Growth – Expansion – Uplift-ment

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I have been looking at the Service, the Light work I share.

I am aware of great expansion in me, which brings challenges as I clear the limitations ,the separation inside.

Love is Present in all of this. The more love that is present the more challenges can come forward. How to keep my focus in this loving, not looking to see if the negativity has cleared outside of me with others  is an amazing challenge. I was listening to my Teacher talk about this. I was aware of the need to see what was going on pulled me out of the Grace field every day. This is an inside job. I can be in my love expansion and be blissed out, then move to the challenge, and be thrown again. This is a dance of Love. Not denial but, a Love strengthener. God has this and if I allow this field of love, Of Grace to lead me inside, I am being led in my life in Love. The places that do not know love go seeking to fix,  not trusting I am enough and I am worthy, are calling me. So I go back inside and love some more, and find the healing balm of Light. I also will seek assistance in these times as many can hold the light in reflection and assist in opening these places to more opportunity. of Light  It is a beautiful thing to assist people in finding their inner voice, their inner connection.

I know my work is in constant expansion in me which brings more Love more light to those who come for their own expansion. This is a never ending opportunity and I am grateful to be called to hold in this beautiful Service of love – of God.

I am always amazed how much more is available in this field of Transformation. We are the key to this expansion, we also assist each other in this. There are those who came to this as a calling or seemed assigned it. I am grateful to have them in my life. I am grateful to be one who was called / assigned.

” for Where 2 or 3 gathered in my name, there am I among them.” Mathew16:20

I am not religious but, ” I am” is all of us. We enhance.

Be present in the love within. Be present and know it already is. Be willing to expand and show yourself in vulnerability, this is a step that expands beyond, dropping the shackles of being perfect, as you are a  perfectly imperfect  human, can you love all of what is known and unknown coming forward each day?  To love yourself is the first step in Love. To love all parts, not in narcissism but, in awakening kind vulnerable Love. No demands just acceptance. This begins to resonate on every level in every cell, calling the light forward, being the light you are, awakening here in this human body experience. Transformation is in this process, or in process always.

Be the Love, come present, we are not in control, and we are love and loved. We will be met in love as we meet ourselves in love, we already know love is present. No need…I am, Is…

In Loving Service.

 

 

LOVE IS PRESENT SPRING RETREAT May 1st – 3rd, bonus 1/2 day 4th, 2020

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Love is present – Always in all ways.

To know love is present in you in God Flow. These are nice words but, to know this is a constant letting go of costumes, of the things that keep us in concern, judgement and more. This is a journey of continued opportunity. Continued Love polishing. It is not for the faint of heart. It is for the one who is willing to be honest and know love will meet you. We tend to want to be something, to be the knower, to be the one who fits in, to be…

We already are but, to let go of all of that says we are not, allowing the innocence to be present, allows Love to flow, and  lifts those places that hold tight to beliefs and pattens of ego control and more. These are not bad, these are just places that are not awake yet, they are places that do not know Love is present.

We all have more love polishing opportunities, to come present with Spirit, in Love, come present in Love with Spirit. We move in out of this in a blink of an eye. We are the key to all of this. Are you willing to be vulnerable, let go of the “I know”? Allow the giving up and receiving flow, of experience that continues to expand in Love Flow. Be Love.

Join me for my Spring Retreat.

When we gather with others we are stepping up, in agreement to be present in vulnerability, in Love for ourselves. Sharing this way is a beautiful sacred experience. The Spirit holds us all and the Grace is averrable if you are.

This is always a sweet sharing, we will meditate, process and unpack the places that are still holding tight to separation.  We will Renew in Love Light, taking this in and walking in this flow of love in your inner  life spilling out in all areas.

When you set the intention to take part in this retreat, taking a clear step allows the energy to flow in you and in the co-creating the gathering. We are all in this together. You choose your focus and you will be met.

This is a small group of Loving sharing, that brings sweet awakening in the Beauty of the Light Ignited within. Love is Present.

Place: :7th Street Cottages – Carpinteira, Ca

Times: May 1st, 2nd, & 3rd, 2019 possible May 4th half day.

Friday, 1st   4:300pm to When we Finish. Spirit Has us, Let Go – Let God…Joy!

Saturday, 2nd  9:30 am to 6:00pm

Sunday 3rd,  9:30 am to 6:00pm

 Monday 4th, 10:00am – 1:30pm

Tuition: Pease read there are changes.

1) Early Bird Cottage Residential $600.00  Paid in full by March 1, 2020, after $700

2)  Early Bird Non Cottage  Residential $650 – Paid by March 1, 2020  after $750

3)Tuition  Deposit: $150 – Non refundable March 1st, 2020

Deposits and Prepayment for retreat is required for conformation of your space in the group.                                                                            

Tuition is non refundable – non transferable as of April 1st, 2020 .

REGISTRATION FOR ALL OFFERING: email: christi@christimider.com or call: 415-606-4883.

RETREAT – Cottage reservation should be done as soon as possible, Below are details.

Deposit required of one night, please contact Lisa, all information is below , let he know you are attending the retreat.

I am once again excited to hold and house our retreat at The Cottages in Carpinteria California, where we can all be together holding the light.

Staying at the cottages for the weekend is encouraged but not a must. Residing at the cottages, allows you to step away from your day-to-day patterns, giving yourself completely over to the loving support offered in the retreat atmosphere. If you are unable to retreat at the cottages, you are still welcome to take part in this light filled weekend.

 This is a beautiful, playful cluster of bungalows located in the small town of Carpinteria, California, just a few miles south of Santa Barbara and few blocks from the beach.

website: www.carpinteriabeachcottages.com
Call property manager, Lisa Carey, for reservations at 805.680.6622 ~ Let her know you are part of the retreat.

In Loving Service

Christi

 

 

Gratitude and Love

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This is a time we all become more busy in the world.

Remember Love is at the heart of it all. Be present in yourself as you are out in the world playing with family and friends. This is a time we tend to forget and stretch ourselves in ways that may cause a sense of separation, not enough time for the one inside. This one is Beloved.  When we  stay attuned to the source,  we stay in flow.

Remember to be present, be love, be grateful flow, in yourself  with Spirit…You are One Love. You will have overflow.

I am sending you all my Love and Gratitude, in this time Thanksgiving.

in Loving Service

Christi

 

Let God

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Let go, Let God.

This is a wonderful focus, and this is a challenge for most.

We live in a field of Karma that pulls at our emotions, our minds, our bodies that seems to have all the power. To be with ourself, and  go within we are going to find a lot of chatter and more. To be willing to be with this in loving and open to a new experience takes a commitment to yourself, letting go in every retraction to love.. No one else can do it for you, but, others may be able to assist you in learning to Love. Love yourself which makes it easier to be within yourself, be quiet- let go let God.

To love all of yourself in a way that allow freedom within. Allows freedom with others. We begin to appreciate ourselves and others as they are. Each of us has our unique song, this song is Divine, of the Beloved. This song merges into the oneness the is-ness and we are free.

Then we come back in the body, and we feel the pull of the world. Karma will keep us busy with against- ness to ourselves or others. Of course others are reflecting what is an opportunity for us to love more inside. Where someone else has the ability to shake us is the very place we are not aware of  love inside. The place we still do not know or love. This is a perfect part of us that is still unaware of the Divine Love that is present within.

Let Go – let God is love expansion. To love all is a constant opportunity.

Take a deep Breath into those places you feel tight, or hurt or restricted, or shame or righteous or fear or …you put what comes up here, Breathe in and love this place, do not avoid it. Do not stuff it, allow it to be held in Love breath. allow a love conversation to reveal what you have been harboring in separation inside. You may find a release is simple or you may find it takes time, all is perfect. The veils of Karma keep us busy with believing there is a problem, a separation, that is its job. Move into Love and you will find you connect deeper inside and altitude begins to free you up in Love.

Be Kind to you and you will find more ease in your inner and then you may feel more comfortable in this world with others who you feel a challenge with. This challenge is only another polishing opportunity. This is a perfectly imperfect creation.

Love the imperfection and you will find more Grace is coming forward. Demanding just keeps you in separation from what you seek. Flow is a subtle Light filed experience , Let go Let God is Flow.

Be open to a new freedom, let go in Love.

Remember it is a road of Love opportunities …

Happy Wednesday….Click Link for song

 

 

 

Take Care

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My journey in this Christi Body and Human BEING of 61 years  is one who has been given a playground of  a  Divine  sensitive.

This is not special ,it is an experience of self awareness and expanded awareness of the psychic surrounding happenings and vibrations. I am  also blessed with a Beautiful connection in Spirit where ease and expansion of love are all present.

I have found my life self care requires me to take space and time for myself in ways that might seem separate or as if I do not share with others. Some people may even take offense at times.

One of the challenges in this way of being, is to love myself as I am and not abandon myself so others feel okay, as I  I pay a price that no one else is aware of until you have had the experience. Most people are not aware of their own inner connection being mixed in with someone else’s.  When this abandonment happens it is not a Love flow this is a costume that is easily crumbled.

I have spent years coming to terms with how and who I am, I am still in process as we all are infinite. The one constant I know to be true is love is my intention.

To be Love in ones self, all of oneself can be a huge challenge for most. To love ourselves the way we are and not try to make anyone be what we want them to be plays into this and to know Love is freedom. I do not always know this and in those moments, those places I find more love opportunity.

This has never been about control, this is about expansion, being authentic in Love. This means vulnerability in my self when others do not like my way of being.

To stay true in love I must be honest inside, check if I am doing something that is loving in me to me and then there is overflow in sharing with others. This may not look like what others expect, but, if they are open inside to their own Love flow they will know and lift inside without a word or exchange happening.

I want to say I am doing my best to take care of myself, so I can help take care of others. What taking care of myself looks like to keep my physic awareness and sensitivity aligned in Light, may look counter to what others expect but it keeps my health and Love heart aligned in flow. This means not hugging and hanging out in the world as much as others do. I have my play on the inner and outer in subtle ways.

Acceptance of ones self without going against another is freedom.

Be Brave and Love beyond the should inside, be honest, love all parts and know we all have our own experiences and are walking a road that has many turns. Do not assume you know what is going on with another, when we get our own hurts, it is not because of another, it is how we are with ourselves.

We are all Beloved Beings walking in a playground of learning, expanding in love.

Be the Love you seek. It is overflow when you open your own inner heart to you in all ways.

Thank you for letting me share this light love Work With You.

I wish you a loving experience with Your Self in and of The Beloved Divine Flow, it is an infinite opportunity.

Some one said to me ” Once you get comfortable with being uncomfortable, you will be comfortable.” R.W.  These words always bring me back to me in Loving, allowing me to remember I am and this is not my home.

In Loving Service

Christi