Times of Anger and people who choose to create walls with their own anger and controls.. This is a human process, though many people believe that this way of life will create their personal wants, their personal reality, and believe they are a victim to everyone around them. They are creating it and it just bounces back on them over and over. We all have seen this in ourselves, when we see it in others over and over, the question is what now?

We all may have small paychic games we play inside that we think do not affect others. They may and they mostly affect us. coming back on us over and over. There are those who intentionally use this kind of thing to inflict on others and communities. this behavior is one of ego, control, anger, and mostly misunderstanding of who and what is really present in each one of us and themselves. The answer is to open to communication in Loving and leading in kindness. When someone wants freedom and believes that creating more negativity will bring this, they are creating a prison within them selves. The world gets smaller and smaller inside in negativity. What you do to others, you do to yourself. Truly, check this out. It is all yours. You keep throwing mud, and you stay muddy, it is hard to see anything else.

I have been aware of a challenge in my community of this kind of thing for awhile. It has brought me into great gifts of Love in me and around me. I also have days where I experience encounters with those who continue to play in this illusion ( psychic mud ) I am pushed… want to say…, don’t you get it? Well obviously they don’t get it, the truth is it doesn’t matter if they do or do not, it is up to me to keep loving me, healing the place that is feeling or believing what they do has any power in my life. Master School of love. Keep my eyes on the loving God, opening myself to that power in me. Living my life in this way keeps revealing more Miracles and Divine intervention in me and my life.

Look for the good in all, I see those who continue to create from this place of psychic intrusions have hurt, anger and control challenges. I understand the feeling. I can have compassion for the misunderstanding in them by, taking care of the part of me that may have the same thing in different ways. The one in me that is reacting is ready to let go in loving. GIFT…

These are times of choice. Do we choose to keep worshiping negativity or choose to come closer to our Divine inner awakening and choose harmony, loving, creativity, health wealth and happiness? it is a choice.

My Mother was always in defense, she was sure others were not kind or meaning well. I have spent a lot of time healing that pattern, coming more into my own freedom in love. I know from experience, spending time on judging, fear and againstness drains, joy, love creative flow. I take every opportunity to heal and awaken in Love. I am not perfect, but as I see this pattern show up in my neighborhood, I look more deeply at my own concerns with this.

We see the world crying for peace, kindness and underranding. Everyone wants a place to belong, to know Love to live in health, safety, happiness and love. I am at times saddened and challenged when I experience this same challenge in my own neighborhood. It is macro and micro. The only answer I have is keep refocusing in me, finding my own peace and forgiveness. Not looking outside me, as I do not know the capacity of those around me. I only know I have experienced and seen loving Miracles over and over again.

I TRUST LOVE.. Those who choose the opposite get to live in that. I know what that is so I can understand and let go, Move on in my life with my own purpose. Loving. I have been gossiped about and lied about here. I keep Blessing it all. The days it is harder for me are the days, I Bless me in my loving healing. I know God is Present in me and I open to the Grace Healing and protection of love.

I look at the world through those eyes, there are so many nuances going on each person, the wind blows and they see in different ways, hear in different ways, feel in different ways. Trusting oneself is an interesting game. If you trust your negativity more than your love, guess what you play in mostly. I was given this lesson to wake to love in this lifetime. I can truly have compassion for those who live in internal fear all the time. Those who live in the ideal of power through negativity. My response over and over is, I did that too, and I was a prisoner of that. I took a chance on what I really wanted LOVE, not controlling love but Loving flow. I have been so blessed with experiences that go beyond this world, and flow into me and my life. It may be a constant step by step process, but, I choose Love is the mountain I walk.

I wish for all those who are wondering why they are stuck, that they might try this on.

“What you seek is You” Rumi.

Love is You. I wonder what it would be like to know you? Love…it is not outside of you. It is in you., Be willing to be honest, when you are retracting and take time to choose you, the one who is seeking love, is love. Letting go of the outer game and go inside , this is where the war is and this is where the peace and love are.

BE kind on this journey, starting with you, there will be overflow, when you wake up. Be brave and take a look inside. Allow Love to lead you there. Be honest it is only you. God loves All of its Creation. You are Beloved, you will know this when you allow this radiation to awaken in Love. Put down your swords of anger and control and see what will be revealed. Are you Brave enough for peace and love?

I know I still have to dance this dance hen I want something or someone to be different and and I am grateful every day. I have the power to go back inside to God, and reveal and heal. You have this too. Choice.

You are Beloved. Join the Dance of Love…

In Loving Service

Christi