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Monthly Archives: August 2026
Loving Upliftment
Loving upliftment…listen to your own voice inside when you read that. What does that mean to you? Does it exist in you, or does it come from outside? Do you embrace the parts of you that are not free and uplifted, or do you ignore those parts to try to be free and uplifted?
How can you be free and uplifted if you carry these parts in you as burdens? What if all of these parts are Angels calling you to Love? To the Light? The outer world is a reflection. How you respond inside keeps you in a certain view that will show up again and again. This is good news. This means you hold the keys .
To receive is to let go in a vulnerable and authentic flow. Bringing Love to that which does not know Love. Imagine walking down a road and finding this orphan that lives in you, who is hungry, alone, and powerless in fear, hurt, anger, unworthiness, and more. Would you walk by and avoid that one when you have what it takes to bring ease to the pain and upliftment? What is needed to expand back to what is present for all those parts? Love. Light. Stop and be present; do not run away. Turn away, as every time you turn away, you are turning away from what you seek.
This is a dance of the Divine Love that is breathing you. To access this key, you go inward and come present with the Loving light. When the Light shines, it reveals what does not know the Light.
There may be people you know who have a gift to hold the Light and assist you to look inward and receiving. Do you value that? Or do you value the outer world in a way that keeps you chasing? Staying in distraction keeps you busy. What is it like when you are alone in stillness?
Come close, Beloved ONE; you are the Divine design of the Holy of Holies; you are ONE LOVE. There is no other. Do not be afraid. All you will lose is the veil that keeps you in illusion. Be brave in Love. Jump; it is flight.
In Loving Service
Christi
Fall Retreat – Breath of Light, November 6th through the 9th, 2026. Zoom and limited-space in-person: Windermere Ranch, Santa Barbara, CA.
Expand in Light. You are the Light.
You are warmly invited to join me in a collective sacred space, designed to hold the Light or be held in the Light.
Be breathed by the Light as you are Divine. Discover more of yourself in the sacred space within, as we reveal what has been standing between you and the Beloved you are. The Light. ( Living in God’s Holy Thoughts.) You can’t be separate, yet we all forget we are Light. We are Breathed by God – Light.
Inner attuning is key. Have you ever noticed how you hold your breath while breathing? The intrapments of this world cause us to hold our breath. Resisting the Light, trying to be safe in control. The very thing that will bring you freedom, inner freedom, is the key calling. It can be as simple as letting go in Loving trust to receive in breath. This giving and receiving in the intention of Light expansion, it is a celebration of God’s Holy Thoughts!
We will open to more Light, and this can reveal the places that are not quite in the Flow yet. This is a beautiful dance of Love. Those parts of you are being called home. ONENESS.
Breathe in Love in Light and reveal what resists, then allow the Light Expansion. We will do processing, meditation, and journaling. This is a sacred experince within you and the Divine Flow of god that is breathing you.
Hikes will be intertwined in a few of the days, grounding in this flow.
There is always another opening waiting. You choose. Come join in! Breath Of Light Now and Always.
Registration: contact me at christi@christimder.com and/or text me at 415-606-4883.
Tuition: $925. Deposit: $500. Hold your space – Venmo Christi – Mider or Zelle prepayment.
Dates and times:
November 6th starts at 4:30 pm, ending may vary.
November 7th runs from 9:30 am to 5:30 pm. Ending may vary.
November 8th runs from 9:30 am to 5:30 pm. Ending may vary.
November 9th runs from 9:30 am to 5:00 pm. Ending may vary.
Mark your calendar. Connect with me to register.
Look forward to hearing from you.
In Loving Service
Christi
Authentic you
I had a great experience today sharing an idea of how to serve in another way. This is not a new offering. It is one of the ways I used to work with people in the early years.
The work I share is about the inner, as that is what is creating and how any of us reference creativity, expansion as a Spiritual Being. The human is being done and forgets that this is not our home. We are not this
The physical world is reflection, and has frequencies we have co-created. Have you noticed when you enter a room in your house over and over, you sit in the same place, you think, feel, etc., certain ways? Maybe you think it is comfortable, and maybe you experince being repetitive in other ways inside, maybe not expanding. Or other things. If you had anger, sadness in that home or room, it keeps repeating; it is you, anchoring this.
Clothing is interesting as we wear it. If you put on something, do you notice how the frequency is after wearing it a few times? Sometimes people believe an outfit makes them feel better. You are what is creating that experince. When you look in the mirror, what do you feel or experince? When you close your eyes and relax inward, how is that?
When we keep things around us, we will have conscious or unconscious inner experiences. There is no wrong or right. There is no out there.
What if you could be present and honest with how you experince yourself, let that information come forward and use it to clear, or alchemy or heal. Come free? Someone might tell you to bypass that; I say let’s look directly at what seems like a block and find the key that you carry that is calling you home. Let that part that is not experiencing freedom give you information about where you are withholding Flow Love inside. From that view, when you approach your life, your home, your clothing, etc, you know expansion is calling you; there may seem like overwhelm, and it may be time to clear inner. Take time with yourself, then the outer is easier. They are not separate.
I am grateful to the person who was willing to share.
We all have our tactics to look outside for instructions. What if you love yourself, choose to listen, and use what may feel hard as a gift to process, heal, and clear, before you touch anything else? We can throw away clothing or things, but what is in you is still there. Do not bypass with a suggestion to override or ignore. you are worth being with and coming into the Spiritual freedom that is doing you. Everything can be used. The thing you bypass will show up again in another way.
I am offering or suggesting that you can clean deeper, be freer, and be less bogged down in the outer by clearing the inner first, and they can flow in tandem. Once you clear the inner, the rest can be easier, and you can do this at the same time, being present with what is going on, calling in the light, and start to process. The things in your closet or home hold something inside you that can be cleared. Notice how you experince yourself when you stand at your closet. Be honest. If it is overwhelming, maybe you are holding onto old things and are afraid to let go all at once! What will happen? Well, what is it in you that you are afraid to let go of? Seems like too MUCH!! What will happen? What do you tell yourself? What is the change you are aware of inside that is reflecting, but you may be afraid of?
All is in Loving
If anyone is interested in exploring this process with the support of Spiritual Light clearing, please ask; I would be honored to share the service and set an appointment.
In Loving Service
Christi
Vulnerable Grace
Are you present ? How are you present ?
Are you relaxed, trusting, open heart, peaceful mental, emotional and physically? How present are you? Do you sit with yourself, scan in observation, allow, experince and open to Breath of Light ?
Are you tight in your breathing? What subtle places or not so subtle are in reisitance to let go and receive ?
Come into your Kind vulnerable heart, no judgment, no right or wrong with what shows up, even anger, etc. Love – Be present in breath…give and receivei in Love. Ask fo spiritual assistance.
Asking for assistance is trusting loving. Vulnerable, not hiding, but open to receive. if you want to do it yourself, you are shutting off the Spiritual flow. There is no seperation yet, when you hold onto myself, you are not vulnerable and open to receive the Divine Flow that is doing you. It is a dance of remeberance. Subtle, Loud, let go…
When you come into yourself this way you open to be seen and known as it is all know already. You place yourself in a position of vulnerable Love to receive. This takes courage to be present with what is.
You are the Beloved, you forget this and then turn back inward over and over as you are called home. Purity of the Spirit will reveal you within.
ONE LOVE – not control. This is an infinite flow. Letitng go of the bumps over and over in the Light.
You choose. No one can stand between you and God, you place things, events, people places in there. Worshipping these things as truth. It is an inside job as you allow in vulnerable love to see and let go, experience into a freedom of Love. There are no words for this.
Vulnerable Grace … IS…
In Loving Service
Christi
Breath of Light Fall Retreat, November 6th through the 9th, 2026. Zoom and limited-space in-person: Windermere Ranch, Santa Barbara, CA.
Expand in Light. You are the Light.
You are warmly invited to join me in a collective sacred space, designed to hold the Light or be held in the Light.
Be breathed by the Light as you are Divine. Discover more of yourself in the sacred space within, as we reveal what has been standing between you and the Beloved you are. The Light. ( Living in God’s Holy Thoughts.) You can’t be separate, yet we all forget we are Light. We are Breathed by God – Light.
Inner attuning is key. Have you ever noticed how you hold your breath while breathing? The intrapments of this world cause us to hold our breath. Resisting the Light, trying to be safe in control. The very thing that will bring you freedom, inner freedom, is the key calling. It can be as simple as letting go in Loving trust to receive in breath. This giving and receiving in the intention of Light expansion, it is a celebration of God’s Holy Thoughts!
We will open to more Light, and this can reveal the places that are not quite in the Flow yet. This is a beautiful dance of Love. Those parts of you are being called home. ONENESS.
Breathe in Love in Light and reveal what resists, then allow the Light Expansion. We will do processing, meditation, and journaling. This is a sacred experince within you and the Divine Flow of god that is breathing you.
Hikes will be intertwined in a few of the days, grounding in this flow.
There is always another opening waiting. You choose. Come join in! Breath Of Light Now and Always.
Registration: contact me at christi@christimder.com and/or text me at 415-606-4883.
Tuition: $925. Venmo Christi – Mider or Zelle prepayment is requested.
Dates and times:
November 6th starts at 4:30 pm, ending may vary.
November 7th runs from 9:30 am to 5:30 pm. Ending may vary.
November 8th runs from 9:30 am to 5:30 pm. Ending may vary.
November 9th runs from 9:30 am to 5:00 pm. Ending may vary.
Mark your calendar. Connect with me to register.
Look forward to hearing from you.
In Loving Service
Christi

