I was called inwardly to God a long time ago in this lifetime. It was a movement within. My view suddenly became a yearning for the unknown, an excitement for knowing. I had clear messages that were guiding me in freedom and love. Everything kept calling me to be present and receive. This naturally shifted my focus in me and life. There was nothing else more important to me than to come closer; there is nothing closer; it is doing us. Ironically it breathes us.

I was given loud and clear experiences with spirit and still do receive. Though it is subtle, it is clear. It has no ego; it just is. The doubter has no room; I let go in flow. The controller also let go. Presence is present. There is no other; only expansion ONE.

I continue to expand, and in this I am revealing and bringing the parts of me into healing, trust, and love. I actually receive as I let go in breath, inward, relaxation in prayer, meditation, and processing through seeing, hearing, and experiencing what may surface in my personality that is being called into Grace. It may be in discomfort; that discomfort is a gift. Ignoring this can create more challenges. It does not go away. It is called to be loved in the Light. No fear of what may seem too much.

Back to focus, open quiet, breath, sound current, forgiveness, and dancing in Spirit. All is revealed in perfect ways. None of the discomfort makes it into Spirit, it is Disolved.

This process is as constant as breath. I do not hold onto it or control it; I give and receive. I am breathed. I relax my mind, calm my emotions, and allow the discomfort to happen at the same time: my emotions, mind, and body are a temple of God. In this world, they erupt and let go in Loving light flow as I attune. It is not still; it is active, and it is expanding Peace, Sacred silence.

I share this so you may open yourself to new things, let go of shutting off to be at peace. It can be going on all at once.

I write of this sacred dance constantly. We live our lives in ordinary ways, while all this goes on. It is amazing Grace. We are here to be in this dance. Some people will be called more than others in this time. This time will be their time, when it is time.

No one is ever lost.

In Loving Service – Gratitude

Christi

Invitation to Know You Are the Beloved.

This is an invitation to alchemy in Loving Light. There is no wrong or right, receive the experince of Loving Light you are. This comes into the areas that do not know this in Loving.

Consider if you are cocreating your experience, it is all inside you. What you do with it is the key. What if you knew your reaction inside had the power? Meaning, if you want love, be the love. sounds good, right? This is actually a statement that suggests you are not the love. You are already the Beloved, but the places inside that only know this outer world as truth, and control are seeking Love outside. This is where we all get to go back inside and claim our self-talk and judgment, bringing love to the places that do not remember they are Light.

Attuning spiritually is key. That is what you are, a Divine Being having a human experince. This is a school of remembering. Being remembered, in flow. This is a beautiful and seemingly challenging choice. It will also be a kowing that pulls you to it. It is you in the Loving Light Flow of God.

Polishing is a natural flow in the process. Be open to assistance as you traverse this open field of God’s Love. All that shows up is here to help you. Check inside. What shows up, does it tell you to be you in love flow, not ego, it is something in freedom. Everything may start to unravel. Be open to what that is revealing in Loving expansion.

Freedom in Love inside. More…

Be the love that you are. You are the Love of God. What doesn’t know that love in you is being called home.

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In Loving Service

Christi

What is gratitude?

Do you put a right and wrong on how things unfold? When someone or something doesn’t do or go the way you want, do you judge? Do you think or feel a push of right and wrong?

What if you consider everything is an opportunity? Are you in your ego, control, or are you in Flow? Spiritual heart is free and in loving gratitude. Through the Spiritual eyes, you see all is. If something comes to you, this is your co-creation to reflect or move what is standing between you and Divine Love, Being aware.

I recently had an experince with a beautiful person who I had a lack Karma with in me. I abandoned myself to prove I am worthy, not showing up as valuable inside to me. I put this person between God and me. I allowed myself not to be paid and supported from a place of lack in me. forgetting I am the Beloved. Serving in God’s Flow. There is flow in the way the service comes in and expressing gratitude in supporitng and being supported. When I saw the film of life times, I stood up inside in Loving and took agency over myself in Spirit. I am grateful to have this healing, this Grace. The karma is in me. Withholding love, health, wealth, and happiness. Withholding the Divine flow. I am the key to this shift.

I value the Divine loving Light sharing I am Blessed to share, I also value the Beloved in me that is showing up in service. I do not have to prove I am Divine; it is. I value all who show up to share in this experince. It is All One.

I share this only for you to consider the places you have denied the Divine in yourself and others to prove, to control, to only see through your physical eyes, which may tell you that you are not worthy. or they are not worthy, and many other ways to live in separation from the Divine flow and gratitude.

Taking Agency is not control; it focuses on the Spirit in you, opening to more Divine Expansion. If you do not value spiritual awakening and yourself, it will show up.in experiences of separation, victim, wanting more control, lack, or blame, the list goes on. It is not about control or right or wrong. It is about Grace. This is an opportunity for Alchemy, the morsels that wiggle, speaking to your inner. This is your basic self repeating a pattern. How about opening to the Divine Light support to help that part be remembered and be led from that Spiritual Heart. Your basic self will be supported in amazing ways.

Let go of stories, blaming. Move to gratitude and open to the true healing that is present now. It is your choice to focus, value, and move vulnerably to expand in Grace. Nothing is against you.

This can feel challenging; we all hurt, and when we choose back to Spirit, we open to a greater Love that is Grace and in an infinite flow. All misunderstandings are dissolved. Each day we find all the places that call us to be in separation inside. Separation is an inside experince. No one outside of you will ever fill this. It is you, the Beloved, who is calling you home.

This is a life of being remembered while being in a human experince. There is infinite creation and love.

You are all. Be present, be in compassion for forgetting, forgive yourself for forgetting you are Divine, and give it up to God.

In Loving Light Service

Christi