Monthly Archives: June 2013

Telling My Tale to Reintroduce Myself to you.

I want to start by saying I have planned nothing in this journey yet I am clearly on a path. The more I understood I did not have the answers the more I understand. Not understand in terms of finally knowing, but in terms of freedom in embracing it all and bringing it all back to loving creation.  The focus of my work is to help others connect with spirit, heal and expand on all levels, finding their way back to their soul selves.

I have been doing healing work for the past 18 years. This inner calling came about while I was doing fashion styling, living in San Francisco.  I have always had an ability to hear and see spirit, along with feeling and hearing things about other people. I did not know it was not about me, so I pretty much felt disconnected to my center most of the time. I was trying to manage others feelings as my own, this did not work so well.  

The wonderful thing about experiencing others this way was that I really realized how much we are all mirrors of each other, not exactly, but the essence that shows up for us to experience through others does reflect something we each carry in ourselves. My misunderstanding of my intuitive abilities gave me challenges within myself.  While we reflect each other, my compassion for others pain took me down roads in myself teaching me how to heal through experience and inner guidance.

 I have always loved Mr Magoo because my life always seems to show up for me without me knowing it. I step and there is something there to guide me to the next place.  While my inner guidance and connection to spirit were growing clearer, this life and work can be challenging and the support of teachers is important. My path has had a magical weaving of teachers and practitioners helping me open up to my inner Master. I found a deeply important ongoing mentorship and friendship with Robert Waterman in Santa Fe, NM. His work supports and reflects what I was experiencing and exploring with my self and spirit. These relationships with others on this journey are important as we are in constant change and growth. 

  Meditation is my key to being tuned into the clearing, connecting and transformation with spirit. Inner teachers come forward and assist in my life and with the work I do this is the constant in my life. This is where the relationship to myself and spirit become one. My awareness continues to be refined as the journey continues. I bring this connection into all of my relationships and work in this world, there is no separation. 

We are all reflections of our creations to each other, at least in essence. Through the process of opening up to my healing work with people, I am also clearing blocks and coming more into my soul self.  I committed to this work because I found that it is a way of life that comes naturally and lovingly.

I can only say that this organic life process is an amazing education. My teachers, whether they have been formal or the people I live life with, have all been perfect and always evolving and expanding as life does. The joy I find in my work with people is that everyone is evolving and as this unfolds, nurtures, and aligns for you, I too, align.

 In addition to living and working in the glorious Santa Barbara area, I travel to New York, Los Angeles, Sun Valley and San Francisco with my work.  

 My contact info is on the website also more details on the story.

Love and Light and to be continued …

We feel plucked out from our center source when we look to the outer world for our confirmation.

When we learn to refocus towards our heart center then step in time with that beat, we will glide on the breeze of grace. Letting the answers lift us to the next step.

The hum of our loving heart soon fills our ears and our whole awareness begins to look different, feel different and is different. This dance can be slow or fast, it can be still even. There is no right or wrong. Learning to explore all of the experience, allowing it to teach and be what is full and abundant now, as opposed to what you expect full and abundant to look like.

When we allow, yet participate with willingness in our mind, body, and emotions, bringing a loving heart to all, we lift to our center, to our source of love and know we are not alone or in lack.

This is a real practice in using your divine ability to create by choosing to look at and let go of what does not serve you anymore. Be open to the unknown and taking the unknown steps. Even when it may seem impossible.  That belief or feeling is just your mind , beliefs and past telling you there are limits. We are creating this experience here and now. The past is the past, all that is available is now. Practice and move into what you would like to experience. focus on the loving and doors will open.

Start to create the world you would like to live in, from within. This will always be available and expand into creating your outer world.

We are abundant, loving, divine souls, playing in the this human experience. Look to your inner master , it is there.

How do we find joy ?

Joy is n the letting go of what you believe is holding you down. Be willing to fly beyond the boundaries of your mind, the boxes you create there and feel the energy of the exchange of light held in the words, the movement, the heart is in all of it. 

There is no right or wrong, it is your impatient mind that keeps you harsh and separate from the flow.

Find the joy, let go and fly.

We walk this life in a formation of experiences from the past and present. We have hopes for the future without knowing we are creating it all from the cells of light we are.

Our bodies will speak to us when we have held onto the things or directions that are keeping us from our truth. Truth is loving. When we withhold this loving it will show itself by getting your attention one way or another. The things that we call unhealthy are the very things that hold loving information leading you back to your path.

Each person has a unique pattern they are walking, although we mirror each other , there are nuances that we carry that are our own for now. 

When we have a wakeup gift in our bodies, the exploration of where and when we started to withhold some loving truth from ourselves can be quite a journey. To try and say one thing causes this illness would be a lie. It usually has been building on one pattern to the next.

The good news is, if you are willing, we can begin to pull the sword from the stone you believe you are and awaken to the fluid light of health and love you truly are.

Healing the body is tied into healing the mind, emotions, and body leading us to know ourselves as loving spiritual beings.

This process can be so loving and freeing, you will begin to see and love the grace in what has been and let go of it and let go of your illness when it is ready.

Each person will find their own healing, in each step. What healing looks like can and will be different for each person. The one thing that you will find true for all is it comes back to love, learning to be the love.

Be willing and all is here and will be.

Life seeks light, light seeks life, light seeks light.

There is no separation. The only time we experience separation is when we only focus on what is not. There is always growth in what seems to be a desert with no change of terrain. Keep your heart open and follow the light, it will lead you to your ocean of knowing, living love, and abundance.  

Be the light you are and  know.  Shadows will surrender to the light when you allow the light to flow through your roots that hold . You will release the doubt and fears you carry in your cells and the universal you. You will reach beyond your dreams .

The desert may look like nothing but sand, it is the palette for you to dream and create your growing light blue print of life. Bringing life to what seems barren, seeing all that is there to create in the abundant space given to you.

Be one with your light love creation. You are always seen and heard. You are the I am…