Monthly Archives: November 2017

Giving and Receiving in the Flow of Light


Opening in the generosity of the Heart is awakening to the infinite Love that is Breathing all. Infused in the Light is all creation, all creation is fused in Light. The Beloved is the Source.

When we give with an open heart knowing whatever the outcome is will be perfect, we are in the Divine Light flow. When we give in demand we are in the Karmic flow. Control is one of our favorite things we do in this Karmic flow.

To open to the Divine within we are challenged to let go in Love and allow all to expand in the light. We may not understand what one person is doing, and if we have judgement, it is our opportunity to open to the healing inside and release the block of control. This opens us to the Divine Flow we are of and are.

With – holding is not in flow.. We must shut our hearts off to ourselves when we with – hold. Once again this is an opportunity to see where we are trying to control. When we notice others in with-holding and judge this we again need to look inside. We are calling this forward for our own benefit of reflection. It is all us. How we respond inside is where the gifts lie. We are in a sense of lack when we with-hold and judge.  We are judging ourselves. There is opportunity standing in that judgment and with-holding. Why are you with-holding to yourself?  It is not about the other person doing what you want. It is time to choose what is uplifting in flow. We let go of the situations that call us into separation, choose into the Loving and we are in flow. We can free ourselves and others by choosing to leave the negative behind. Live in and share with those who are lifting in Love. This is not an against choice, it is just a choice.

If we are assisting others we must be free inside. Allowing the support of the Beloved to guide us, support us and handle what others need. We can show up, offer what our gifts bring and let go. In this we are free in flow of Light. This is allowing the Beloved to be present in our presence. These offerings are free in the Blessing of love. More happens than meets the eye, when we allow ourselves to share from the Infinite Heart of God we are of.

Expanding is freedom in the Heart.

Be Love – Allow Love – Open to the Love that is present in the Presence. Giving and Receiving are one Love, all are Lifted. Let Go…



Living Loving Gratitude


Walk this day, this life in this Bounty of Beauty you are and are of – Loving Flow in Gratitude is present.

MY heart sings and sends a light filling Thank You to all that fall on my path, seen or unseen. We are one Beauty of Love. The Light is always shining through all of us. This Journey of Light is full and I am grateful.

So wishing you a bounty of love in Gratitude in this day and on going, it is infinite now.

Much Love and Gratitude






We are moving through our lives in constant opportunity. 
Join me in a half day workshop that is inspired with Light. Begin the process of shedding this year and open to the Light Inspiration that is present and calls you from within . This Inspiration propels you in your life. Do you have access to this? It is different than listening to the chatter of the world.
Go within, and know Inspiration of the Divine. We will move into meditation and inspiration including releasing processes. Explore letting go and opening to what is present in opportunity. It is all opportunity.
SPECIAL GIFT – I invite you to include a private session. Workshop and private session commitment. If you choose to go deeper, I am offering a private session at a special rate, $300.00 in addition. This must be used within 1 to 2 weeks of the workshop. Prepaid. 
This can be a very supportive combination. 
To register Please email: or call 415-606-4883.



Strong Gratitude…

The Inner Love moves in Gratitude. It flows hand in hand. Flow of Giving and Receiving within is seamless. We are One. The Beloved within is present. There is no need to go out to know you are Whole Fully in Flow.

It is peaceful and expresses in the Breath, in and out.

Take a moment and be grateful for your Breath, for you. For what is right here, right now. Receive in this moment the Beloved Breath of the Divine you are.

You are all of what you seek. When you share in this place of Strong Gratitude – again you  are in the flow of all is.  Love, all is present.

When you forget this, and seek your abundance on the outer to tell you that you are loved, successful and more, you will experience a sense of always looking, trying, and some sort of lack.

So in this moment in this next Breath, put your hand on your heart and say thank you to the Beloved. You are ONE.always Present in Strong Gratitude Love.

Happy Giving and Receiving. Now Breath.

2017 & 2018 Workshop and Retreat Opportunities – Awakening Your Light Inspiration – Polish the Inner & Glow in Your Light – Open the Doors of Wisdom thru the Inner Passage of Love.

Going Into the Heart of Challenge


We take time to polish our outer beauty, forgetting the Light that is shining from within is our source of Beauty. We tend to forget to take care of our inner world only focusing on the outer reality, which is the illusion. To glow from the inner is to know the infinite Flow of Light is from within and is our source. Caring for the unseen world that is actually running you in your life, allows the release of patterns, beliefs and more that keep you in a sense of separation, lack and more. Open the Inner Doors of Wisdom of Light of  Love, awakening  your glow from within and the Outer is Ignited. You are the Beloved, this is your Beauty. You only need to look within, to the light, and allow the transformation to show you the way in Love. Take time to polish your inner Beauty, bring it forward and create a life of inspiration from within. Infinite Love is Now.

WORKSHOP – November 26th –  AWAKENING TO YOUR LIGHT INSPIRATION – 1:00pm – 5:00pm, Carpinteria, Ca. Tuition $150.00

WORKSHOP – January 1st, 2018 –  New Years Day, POLISH THE INNER & GLOW IN YOUR LIGHT – 1:00pm – 5:00pm, Carpinteria, Ca. Tuition $150.00

RETREAT – May 18th, 19th, & 20th – Spring Retreat – OPEN THE DOORS OF WISDOM THRU THE INNER PASSAGE OF LOVE, Carpinteria Ca.

Times: May 2017

Friday,  18th, 3:00pm to 6:00pm

Saturday 19th, 9:30 am to 6:00pm

Sunday 20th, 9:30 am to 6:00pm

Tuition: Cottage Residential $550.00 – Non Cottage Residential $600.00

REGISTRATION FOR ALL OFFERING: email: or call: 415-606-4883.

RETREAT – Cottage reservation should be done as soon as possible, Below are details.

am once again excited to hold and house our retreat at The Cottages in Carpinteria California, where we can all be together holding the light.

Staying at the cottages for the weekend is encouraged but not a must. Residing at the cottages, allows you to step away from your day to day patterns, giving yourself completely over to the loving support offered in the retreat atmosphere. If you are unable to retreat at the cottages, you are still welcome to take part in this light filled weekend.

 This is a beautiful, playful cluster of bungalows located in the small town of Carpinteria, California, just a few miles south of Santa Barbara and few blocks from the beach.

Call property manager, Lisa Carey, for reservations at 805.680.6622 ~ Let her know you are part of the retreat.



Bay Area Extended Dates Light Session Opportunity – November 9th through 11th, 2017


More Opportunity – I am extending my dates here in the Bay Area. November 9th – 11th.

There is always more Loving Light opportunity for  all of us within. The places inside that are challenged by the world or more, are only calling you to let go and lift in the Love, Polishing the places that you may not be aware of will open you up to the Beloved you are. Life Lifts. When we heal we lift in Light and this touches the world. We are the key to all of this.

To schedule a session: email or call 415-606-4883

in love and Gratitude

Gratitude – Little Correction -Enjoy from the Heart.


I want to send a message of Gratitude to, those who have shared in vulnerability giving the Light the lead in your lives, also those who hold tight to the physical, for reminding me to look in and up, to know all is present in abundance. Infinite is beyond what the physical appears to be. This is illusions , physical is what you are creating and perceiving on your inner. How you are inside is what you put on the outer. Lack or abundance is your conversation, not the truth.

God is Infinite and there is always abundance. All things are in change. What you choose to focus on is what you see, perceive and create. You are a powerful  co-creature, Remember what you are generating in the inner, is flowing creating a field that matches it and will flow back to you in same. This is a magnetic dimension.

To go beyond this you must be willing to be with the discomforts of your inner bringing Light Love the Beloved awakening. This is a Spiritual Warrior. Surrendering of the worshiping of the polarities you hold dear to, surrendering the mental that tells you it knows. Opening to the Unknown knowing goes beyond emotions, mind and ego. The box you think means success is the very spot you will be tested in.  To know the Beloved is beyond the tangible.

So go inner and look up, follow the Light, be Love as you do this and well, experience  you in the knowing.

I am grateful for every twist and turn, as I know the Beloved is all perfectly in flow. So there is no right or wrong. If I follow the flow, I am in the perfect place at the perfect time. Change is always available and is the gift of surrender. You know nothing is permanent, nor is the thing you believed outside of you what makes you happy, valuable or successful. To know this is the journey. Joy is everywhere even when it does not turn out the way you thought it should, Love is everywhere , even in the darkest places. Light is. God is.

When you are ready you will not be able to stop the journey of God as your focus. You will know there is nothing more and you are One. To know yourself is to let go and Let God. You are Beloved.  We are One.

Bay Area – Private Light Session Offerings with Christi – November 7th – 10th, 2017


Private Light Sessions with Christi Mider

 November 7th through 10th, 2017 – Oakland and San Francisco , Ca.

Open your heart, let go – let love lead the places that are holding onto hurt and more. There is always more room for love. Take the time to cleanse the places you are struggling with and free the Inner you to play in Love, to create in Love. This is always available. Your love song is singing you home.

Private Sessions are a beautiful way to polish the places that are feeling or focusing on the difficulties. Your unconscious holds many of these things that seem to run you. We can uplift, let go in the light.


This is a powerful time, choosing into love is the purpose. There is always more Love pushing through if you will make yourself available.

You are a multi-dimensional Divine being, exploring yourself in a human expression. You hold the answers you are seeking that will unlock your inner freedom.  

Freedom from your beliefs, the illusion, that limit you and keep you stuck in patterns that do not serve you anymore. These patterns can also keep you in a sense of separation from the Divine Love you are.

With the help of spirit, We can track and free these patterns of old. Some may have been brought in from past life experiences and others from this life time,  your family DNA and the collective Karma.  This world is designed to triggers these patterns, we have the opportunity to release them in the light, awakening the places that are sleeping.

Through this process, you can access the blocks that are present now, clear them with light. Opening the doors to more loving possibilities in your life. 

You are the key that holds the map of karma you have laid out for yourself in this lifetime. When you open to the Grace, you will begin to know your true self as it awakens in the Light, breaking through the illusions that keep you distracted in negativity.

This work brings relief – transformation  – emotionally, physically and spiritually, bringing you closer to the truth in loving and opening you up for more grace in your life.

Please Note: For appointment  – or call 415-606-4883

Session time is  1/12 to 2 hours but, please always  allow 2 hours .

SESSIONS Fees:  Single Session $350 …  Series of 3 @ $900 .

The series is a very powerful way to commit to yourself and spirit, allowing a clear path of loving transformation. I recommend this for those who are just starting the work or are in more challenging times. I recommend they be done no further apart than 2 weeks.

You are theLight…Choose yourself in clear, clean Light choices of love, health, wealth and happiness. Nothing has more power than your Light, be willing to let go of the things that keep you unaware and living in the power of your Light and Love.

I offer phone and Skype sessions. Phone and Skype can be done by the minute @ $3.75 a  minute.


When scheduling and  booking a travel appointment,  ( Christi is traveling to your town) A credit card or check will be required  to hold your session. If you want to give a credit card number to hold  until the session  and prefer to pay in cash or check at the appointment that is available.

My  cancelation policy is 1 week  notice prior, to scheduled appointment or  if it is a short notice booking it is confirmed.

I am grateful to be part of the journey we are all on. Support and exchange of loving is what we do and I am honored to be part of this.

We are one.

Love and  Light

Phone : 415-606-4883

**** All sessions expire after 4 months. All sessions are non – refundable and non – transferable to another person or event.****

There is no beginning or end. Breathe in the fragrance of your creation, being open to the rich essence of love in all.

It is our creation that allows the beauty of our life to reflect to us. Trust the dark crevices to present the sweetness hidden in the growth. These are the places you will find your truth. CM

Love and Light to our journey here together.


Testimonials :

Healing with Christi is life changing.

If there is part of you wanting to let go and truly be free, I highly recommend working with Christi.

In three and a half years of working together, I’ve experienced incredible life changes. I’ve healed from chronic Lyme Disease and the belief that perpetuated my illness. My marriage came apart and resurrected anew. While my marriage is a daily practice, kindness, respect, and acceptance fill it more and more. My career vision came true down to each detail. And, wonderfully, I’m now healthfully pregnant with my husband’s and my first child.

More than these changes though, what is truly incredible, is the change within my internal state. I know now, deeply, that I am loved. That I am the savior I had searched for for 15 years. That I am being taken care of, irrespective of what my circumstances look like.With this knowing, there is a sense of peace. Even in harry, challenging times, there is an understanding somewhere inside that the challenges will pass and show me a new way to grow. During these times, when I stop resisting, the sense of peace returns.

In terms of what it looks like to work with Christi, Christi offers a clear channel of healing. Before working with her, I had seen tens of healers, psychics, astrologers, coaches, and spiritual teachers, and had participated in 15 years of five types of therapy. Working with Christi is different. She connects with the divine love and wisdom within you and translates it for you. It’s amazing.

C.C. San Francisco

Christi meets each of us with an unending well of compassion and love. I feel utterly held in the light and the safety of unconditional loving through her work and in her presence.  I deeply appreciate her clarity and willingness to pause and listen, even when I want to skip ahead.  She lives by example… truly being guided by spirit, and demonstrates this with every breath.

The weekend retreats, in particular, have offered me an opportunity to sit in awareness of the light, without the pull of outer worldly distractions and separation. These glimpses into Presence seem to be slowly stringing together to show me that it is possible to live without the seams of separation, and the group process shows me that I am not alone on this journey.
I am constantly amazed at Christi’s ability to be open to the love that is always present and share her own process, so that I can learn to love my own human-ness, and be open to not knowing. As I journey on this path of awakening, of remembering myself as the beloved of the beloved, I am eternally grateful for Christi’s skilled guidance, loving facilitation, and her consistent, persistent and impeccable reminders that joy is present, and love is always the answer. Thank you, Christi.
D.Z. Santa Barbara,California

I have worked with Christi for almost nine years. As I look back at where I started and the changes that Christi has assisted me through, I cannot help but be so extremely thankful that the universe brought us together. I used to live a life of fear and surface. I literally skated through each day like that. I kept my personal can of worms so deeply hidden that I almost had myself convinced it didn’t exist. The thought of addressing my “problems” which I now see as beliefs were more scary in thought then actuality. I began seeing Christi a few times a year which had a great impact on my life. After a few years I started packages. I saw deeply profound changes as a result of those packages. I always consider healing work for myself like an onion – you keep peeling the layers. They keep going. Having made the commitment to myself to do more consistent change allowed the loving to come in deeply. Loving myself, loving my “issues”, loving my beliefs and even loving my circumstances.  Christi’s work has allowed me to be more honest with myself and most importantly, more loving. That is the gift in everything and the journey of the soul. There is such joy and love available and It is so much more powerful than fear. But I am so thankful for that fear – It was my beacon to find the loving and with Christi as my guide my life is forever changed.

Danielle P.   San Francisco


I have sought out healing work with Christi on numerous occasions. I go to her when I need help breaking through major emotional and mental barriers that are preventing me from loving myself more fully. I’ve done work with psychologists and other intuitive and spiritual healers, but Christi’s work is unique in its power and effectiveness in bringing about immediate and lasting transformation. One of the many things I love about going to Christi is that I can relax and be myself (the good, bad, and ugly) and she is strong enough to hold whatever appears. She is a powerful channel of God’s love and healing presence and I would recommend her to anyone who is ready to become more loving of themselves, others, and God.

Stelli Munis.   Austin, Tx

Christi has useable knowledgeable in helping others deal with difficult people. She has helped me build a closer relationship with my family members, but it is necessary to be open and expansive to her methods. I highly recommend her.

Paula Pagano.     San Francisco


I  have had the honor of working with Christi on several occasions both in phone and in person.  Each time she was my wise, loving, and gentle guide taking me on an adventure deep within myself.  The experience was one of meeting and then taking apart long held belief structures that no longer served me. Each was a quite profound experience to really see and understand why they were there, and then release and let them go.  Christi always had great humor and gentleness around them – her lightness and joy were like the salve to help heal those old wounds and emotions that get locked inside.  After a session, I was able to see more clearly how these had held me back and was shocked to see the change in how even others responded to me afterward.  It was as if she had somehow worked on them too so that they showed up more loving and open.  

 There were a few beliefs that I was quite attached to, and she helped me see how limiting these were and how that manifested in my current experience.  Her commitment to wholeness, healing and seeing the beauty and completeness in who we are already is a rarity.  She doesn’t try to “fix” you or remove darkness, but instead can show you the immense light that you are already but perhaps haven’t yet fully come to comprehend or embody.  She brings her full being each time and is so committed to creating an experience of deep insight, awakening and profound love.  She is an amazing gift and am lucky to have had her in my life.

I send you much love and gratitude!

Elizabeth Cooke  New York 


An experience with Christi is indescribable.  She helped me find my way through one of the my toughest times continues to guide me on my own path to a happier and more fulfilling life.

Stephanie  Carlson.  Sun Valley