Monthly Archives: July 2017

One Love


I have been given an opportunity to explore my own process of sharing.

Through this process of shining the light into places that hold onto a need for the response to my sharing in a certain way, I have an experience of  beauty in seeing the places that hold onto separation and lack. These places are control centers.

These places have a misunderstanding, that to know I am Love or Worthy, I need others to see me a certain way and respond to the sharing in a certain way so I know I am special.

I have been allowing myself the challenge to be self aware when I share a service, a gift or my work.  Am I looking for a response that makes me feel special or that I have purpose through the other persons response? Am I giving unconditionally or am I seeking something when giving?

I am becoming more relaxed within, as I have been able to take the moment of awareness, when abandoning myself to acknowledge what I am doing , when I become aware of sharing from a conditional place. Pausing in the honest discomfort and giving  Love and Comfort to that place that is reaching instead of being and flowing. Knowing it is only a place that has forgotten I am whole and we are one in the Divine Song of God. there are no limits and all flows from God. God is infinite Love. We are One…

So how do I stay attuned to this?  I go within and stay with the Loving within.  I am willing to keep going to the honest discomfort and Loving from with-in. Opening to Spirit through breath and meditation.

The wonderful thing about this, is my sharing is free as I move into the infinite Song I do not expect something, it already is. I am aware it is all one flow of giving and receiving. I am experiencing an open opportunity of love and neutral abundance. In this I know I am full and supported , Others do not hold the freedom or validation.

When I share I am open to the flow, giving and receiving are free in the exchange.

It is natural.

The ego and the places that forget and go into retraction, fear or need to control, are still present at times, it requires loving relaxation to move through this and let it fall away. I keep this as a constant loving refocus within.

The Freedom to share in giving and receiving becomes one of Ordinariness in Love. No one is more than another, we are one in the dance of sharing. Allowing all to express and dance free is the freedom of inner peace and love. The opportunity to share is uplifting in the freedom.

Be the Love -Sharing in overflow of knowing this with-in and walk in freedom. Sharing is also receiving, so observe how you receive. It is one dance.

Give yourself the opportunity, observe, be honest, and love it all. See what comes…

You are the Beloved Love Song of God. Dance within this and freedom in Loving flow will be present Now –  as it is already.


San Francisco – Christi Mider – Light Sessions – Availability on July 30th, 2:00pm, August 1st through 3rd a variety of times. How can I serve you in Love?


SAN FRANCISCO ~ Private Light Sessions ~ July 30th,
2:00pm –  August 3rd ,2017 ~  A Variety of Times ~
See you soon…
 Private- Light Sessions 
Open your heart to the Light that you are. There is always more available. The path is within.
Your outer world does not tell the true story – we may distract ourselves – doing to be happy, yet Happy is within the being-ness inside. When we are in touch with the places that are holding onto to separation, embracing them in Love, we begin to wake up to our Divine essence and know Love-happiness in the sense of Spirit within, no matter what is happening. It is not what we do that makes us happy, we are the source of the source.  Attuning within is the way we find our truth. This is a path of constant change and opportunity. The unconscious is running us. As we open to the Light and are willing to explore the places of inner separation, we open to Grace…

When things become stirred  up in your life, this only means there are opportunities of transformation calling you to freedom. 

This is a powerful time, choosing into love is the purpose. There is always more Love pushing through if you will make yourself available.

You are a multi-dimensional Divine being, exploring yourself in a human expression. You hold the answers you are seeking that will unlock your inner freedom.  

Freedom from your beliefs, the illusion, that limit you and keep you stuck in patterns that do not serve you anymore. These patterns can also keep you in a sense of separation from the Divine Love you are.

With the help of spirit, We can track and free these patterns of old. Some may have been brought in from past life experiences and others from this life time,  your family DNA and the collective Karma. 

Through this process, you can access the blocks that are present now, clear them with light. Opening the doors to more loving possibilities in your life. 

You are the key that holds the map of karma you have laid out for yourself in this lifetime. When you open to the Grace, you will begin to know your true self as it awakens in the Light, breaking through the illusions that keep you distracted in negativity.

This work brings relief – transformation  – emotionally, physically and spiritually, bringing you closer to the truth in loving and opening you up for more grace in your life.

 For appointment email:

  Phone 415-606-4883

Session time is  1/12 to 2 hours but, please always  allow 2 hours .

SESSIONS Fees:  Single Session $350 …  Series of 3 @ $900 .

The series is a very powerful way to commit to yourself and spirit, allowing a clear path of loving transformation. I recommend this for those who are just starting the work or are in more challenging times. I recommend they be done no further apart than 2 weeks.


When scheduling and  booking a travel appointment,  ( Christi is traveling to your town) A credit card or check will be required  to hold your session. If you want to give a credit card number to hold  until the session  and prefer to pay in cash or check at the appointment that is available.

My  cancelation policy is 1 week  notice prior, to scheduled appointment or  if it is a short notice booking it is confirmed.

**** All sessions expire after 4 months. All sessions are non – refundable and non – transferable to another person or event.****

You are theLight…Choose yourself in clear, clean Light choices of love, health, wealth and happiness. Nothing has more power than your Light, be willing to let go of the things that keep you unaware and awaken to living in the power of your Light and Love.

Love Inspiration * Workshop Session 3*All are Welcome * Summer Love: Committing to Your Inner Loving Expansion is a service to all. This is a heart Felt adventure.


    Summer Workshop Session 3 – – All are still welcome

   Third Session *  Thursday-July 20th – 6:30pm to 10:30pm

  Alway More Available … In Infinite Love – Light…

Choice is yours …See below for the offering choice…

You may join in for the remaining session – gathering.

We Love to share Love…

Once again I invite you to join me and a small group to Play in the heart. These workshops will be building on each other. when we commit to ourselves in a way that is consistent in our focus of any kind we begin to build a foundation of trust within . Positive or negative, you choose. When we experience this with ourselves , becoming aware of choice within, we find that we can trust in our own heart and listen from this place. We build from the Heart, which is attuned to the infinite source we are of. The Beloved…

To register: email or call 415-606-4883.

Date Second Session – Thursday- July 20th, 2017 

Time 6:30pm to 10:30pm

Tuition: $200 a session

This is a small group so please know committing to your Loving Expansion is a service to all. This is a heart Felt adventure.

 “Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” Rumi 

With every Breath -I plant the seeds of devotion  – I am a farmer of the Heart – Rumi

Share the Love


Be brave and be Love. This can be a quiet moment, this can be a joyful moment, this can be a kind thought, this can be a kind sharing.

There is overflow available when you are in freedom within. This is where the love, the overflow resides and will resonate. It is an experience.

Be open to the experience that is uplifting beyond what you have had before , this is where you expand in vulnerability. The unknown, is waiting.

Be the Love, Let go, Let the song of God that sings you sing in the Light. Share from this place and your presence , words will be singing in Light. Sharing goes beyond the words.

Be the Love…it is natural…

New Private 1 Hour Light Session Offering-Summer Opportunity – Correction Below in Love…



This offering is to open the door to more opportunity to explore in Freedom of Love.

This Light work goes deep into the unconscious chambers that hold the keys to your patterns of Karma that are creating the process of your life.

This is a walk into the unknown knowing, this is a Spiritual Dance of Love, traversing the places you hold onto, that keep you numb from the infinite Love that is singing you.

When these places are touched by the light, when you are willing to be vulnerable, to let go of control, to be free in your inner world, you will be free.

I have offered my 1 1/2 hour to 2 hour sessions as, the work is deep.  . This is Loving connecting Spiritual Work.

I am moved to offer One hour sessions.Via Skype and Phone.

I never try and control how long it takes for an individual to open up and let go.

 $225 for one hour session

 $3.75 Sessions by the minute

$350.00 1 1/2 to 2 hour Sessions

This opportunity to schedule an one hour session via Skype or phone is given in Abundance – and Love, so receive in Abundance and Love.

Much Love Light and Gratitude.

To schedule a 1 hour session Skype or phone or the in person 1 1/2 to 2 hour full session:

Call 415-606-4883  or email 




The Gift is present now in this moment, the offering overflows.

It is difficult to receive when all you perceive is, it is not enough or not what I wanted, imagined.  When you feel unloved or unlovable, this will be how you experience everything. The mind will keep chattering about what is not, instead of being at Peace with an open heart, experiencing through the Loving Heart will open the mind and all shifts in the  Light.

Move to gratitude in your Heart, Be grateful to yourself and all that is present. Your world will open up in overflow. You are the key to all that is here in your reality.

Knowing you are responsible for your creation, can seem overwhelming. If you move to looking at all that is, through grateful, loving eyes, you will begin to experience, see the Bounty that is present , just on the other side of what seems limited, that view is just information about what you have been creating or created, Love it. See the illusion of separation you have created. Do not judge it, Love is the answer. Be grateful to all of it. It is all an opportunity to know yourself in the Power of Love that you are.

Receive the Gift of Love. Move inside for the Love where the Beloved resides and walk in the world with this being your guide. No one, nothing can take this away, as it is your very essence.

In Love and Gratitude


What You Cant See…


I am more aware of the push to trust the unseen, the inner experience is the guide and when I strain to see past, when I step outside myself, and want know – control  or move to the outside doing to get something- I miss the gift that is right here now. It is not a problem things are in movement – change. When we make an effort to change from a place of abandoning ourselves to please others, we might find walls everywhere. When we try and control just for the sake of knowing, what we think should happen, will happen, we will find walls everywhere. So what  can we you do?

I know we will hold tight to something saying it is a boundary- yet it is a control energy. This can create a block in energy and flow of love and clarity. We may even feel like we are more out of control inside because we keep having to keep walls, up. Relaxing inside is not available.

Finding balance and harmony inside, sharing and caring can look many ways, yet it does not involve control.  Love is Free inside and in our creation. Even if we agree to please  someone , many times  this does not come from free Love but, to make sure the other person does not get upset, or feels important. Why would we do that, because we are not in our center and sharing from the heart. We are sharing from another place.

How can we share without control, by being open to the unknown – and change – letting go of some of the things we may have held as the way.

Opening to the highest good is opening to Spirit- to the unknown and change. Grace will show itself for all concerned and through the process there will be unity in Love in freedom.We are supported in ways we can not imagine.

So take the time and breath deep, let go, and open to all possibilities in a peaceful, loving, supportive way for all. Place whatever may restricting you in the Light. Be open to the Love in guidance.  Getting the uplifting experience will prevail in the freedom to change in flow and share.

I only share this as this dance is my constant, what I want and what I think I want, or even what I plan is always a moving target. I have learned when I move from a mental, physical, must have place, not with Spirit alignment, everything seems to stop. I am pushed in ways that are uncomfortable  yet bring me the most amazing surprises of love if I let go and allow. The internal freedom becomes more and more natural . Letting go of the against stories, and considering a new step inside then the outer begins to unfold. Loosing control is truth as we are not in control anyhow. To know God within is to loose control yet, gain freedom.

So you choose once again, freedom or control.

Much Love and Light