Control … Love … Uplift … Choice


“There’s the old expression, “The things that we don’t understand, we fear. And the things we fear we hate.” Whenever we find hate has an entrance into us, there’s something in us that needs an awakening. We’ve got to wake up and see who’s at the door. We have to see what our true self is letting through, and how we’re perceiving the environment.”

-John-Roger, DSS

We are free to choose our path even when it does not appear to fit what others may want or need.  Im not talking about inflicting on another. This choice can seem like an action of separation, yet if you are aligned in Beloved within, you will know the step you are choosing is love.

It is not to control others or even yourself. It is walking a path that is in ease, uplifting in Love. This path will wind, have ups and downs no matter how hard you try to control outcomes. The ultimate outcome is Awakening in the Arms of the Beloved.

This step is not in judgement of others, if you are judging yourself  or others for not understanding your choice, you are no longer in the Beloved awareness, you have moved into separation within. This is not a righteous place, the Beloved is open and in Gratitude of how we all show up. No one has to understand or agree with your choice. Check and see if you are hurting yourself or hurting another.? Or Is it uplifting and expanding?

You can-not control what someone else feels or tells themselves.  Even when you choose with Love, you may see others do not understand, this is the Human experience. We are in our own veils of Karma and will perceive through that lens what is happening. The only way to begin to understand, is to get the altitude through your Beloved eyes. This attunement usually requires going inside to the Beloved, connecting to The Beloved. This is done through meditation. Soon you will walk in the awareness of this Beloved, as you build the bridge through meditation in Spirit and clear through Grace the veils that create the illusion of separation.

So now Let go, you will find your voice of love when you allow the Spirit of loving to lead you on your path.

What uplifts you will be a good sign post. If there is fear or resistance, go within and begin again by getting altitude. See if the fear is just holding you in an old place or is this a step that needs some refinement?  Sometimes we must first step  over-through the fear and that will illuminate  the path which will refine as we go. What-ever you choose there will be Light assistance to walk with you, even when you stumble, if you pause and go to the Beloved, you will be lifted in the light and assisted. Nothing is Terminal. There is always more choices and assistance. God is Infinite. This is about change. Change within and the path will appear.

Much Love and Light to Your walk, each step being full of light. This step can be small yet illuminate the next step. When you choose this step of love and light you will see the road begins to meet you and guide you. This is the dance of you in Spirit as one. C.M.

Be-Loved … Beloved … Be-Love


The winds of love whisper the song of Light within. The hum of Love is a resonance  that vibrates a true essence of the Divine Light within. Singing out to the world as you walk through your day, being Love.

When you are open to the Light healing of love, there will be shift in your inner world that explains it all. There will be an inner peace, and inner knowing , that sets free the distractions and distress, bringing peace and harmony to those areas that hold onto to separation.

When the winds of Spirit open up in you, there will be no mistake too big or too small to Love. There will  only be Love for it all, as it has purpose.There is one way to the heart of God and that is love. When you choose Love within your inner world, you will be in good company. In this moment you will know the true you as Beloved. There is no separation, except in the mind and emotions that struggle with what is. You can never be separate from this good company of Love, of God, you only have to give up the illusion of control through separation, and you will be open to receive what you have been waiting for. It is present in your very breath. Relax, Be- Love, Be-Loved, Beloved.

Beloved ~ Be-Loved

Gratitude ~ Attitude



Gratitude is a state of being, it is Love, it is Joy, it is full ,in sharing and caring. It is inspiration. Have you noticed how your cells, your body, mind, and emotions lift when you share gratitude, this can be silently with yourself, the can be silent with God, this can be silent when you think of someone in your heart, gratitude comes up. It shows up in so many ways always including a sense of full Love. This is sharing in the Beloved as one.

This is not new information, yet I challenge you in this very moment to pause and move quietly inside and experience gratitude for the Breath that is present, and all that is participating in that sharing.

BE inspired in gratitude . You will lift and see the path of Love is guiding it all.

Much Gratitude and Love to and for all…


Happy Mothers Day to the Mothers in all of Us. Divine Mothers Love.


Celebrate those you Love and Celebrate the Mother inside you. We all have been Mothered and Mother Love is passed along to all of us. Divine Mother Love.

Woman ~ Man ~ and Child. Caring, Sharing Loving in all of it.

If you do not know this, take a moment and allow this to come forward then celebrate and share that part of you. You have this…

Happy Mothers Day to All







                                               MAY 5HT, 6TH, & 7TH, 2017
                                              CARPINTERIA, CALIFORNIA
Opportunity awaits as we open our hearts to the seeds of Love, the seeds of Light move from within the center of our breath, we are ignited to rest in the beloved light that brightens our life as we light from within. The outer world begins to brighten, expanding the view through the eyes of the Beloved veiled within.
We begin to share our seeds of Love Light in the presence of the breath. There is ease and grace that flows through and around us as we attune to the Beloved within, expanding our resilience bringing joy, peace and ease in our presence. 
This world is full of opportunity which allows us to express in many ways. When begin to ignite the seeds of Light, of Spirit within, we begin to open to the unknown Light expanding once again. With this expansion there will be letting go, letting go of the old skin, the old things that we hold onto believing that they are who we are or what will keep us safe or what gives us value or even what has power over us or gives us power..
We are Divine Love waiting to ignite, the seeds are waiting within, we do not have to wait for anyone or anything else to know this. It is all you. As you let your seeds go you will be swept up in the infinite design of the Beloved Heart, the Source of all we are and know you are Love, you are Loved, You are, We are One. No separation only infinite possibilities of God.
Join me with an intimate group of Loving people, opening up to the Light to ignite the seeds that await you, the call of Love is waiting to be met. We will have meditation and Loving processing, assisting in the transformation. 
Letting go of the old and receiving more of yourself in the Beloved Song of Light.
You are the Beloved seed of God, The Beloved Love Song Lighting the way. 
Nurture the seed of Light in your inner world – Lighting up the world around you.
Be the Light Be the Love you are…
Residential Tuition: $550 
Non-Residential Tuition: $600
[ Tuition is non- refundable as of  March 20th, 2017 

Registration: Christi Mider 415-606-4883

I am once again excited to hold and house our retreat at The Cottages in Carpinteria California, where we can all be together holding the light.

Staying at the cottages for the weekend is encouraged but not a must. Residing at the cottages, allows you to step away from your day to day patterns, giving yourself completely over to the loving support offered in the retreat atmosphere. If you are unable to retreat at the cottages, you are still welcome to take part in this light filled weekend.

 *** PLEASE CONTACT LISA ASAP AS THERE IS OLNY ONE REMAINING COTTAGE TO SYAY IN FOR THE RETREAT. IT WILL BE RELEASED SOON. WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU COME STAY WITH US IN THE LIGHT FILLED WEEKEND.This is a beautiful, playful cluster of bungalows located in the small town of Carpinteria, California, just a few miles south of Santa Barbara and few blocks from the beach. 

Call property manager, Lisa Carey, for reservations at 805.680.6622

Freedom in Love~Love in Freedom Workshop~ March 26th~Time 12:30pm to 6:30pm


Love in Freedom – Freedom in Love.

When we relax within our own Heart and allow what is… to just be, we move into a place of freedom. When we allow what is present to present in Love we are free. When we are willing to give up a position of right or wrong and move to the love within, we begin to live free, opening ourselves to co-creating though our Loving without needing to posses or control. We may experience the knowing we are free in our loving even if someone or something does not agree or does not behave how we want them to.

As we become more attuned to our Spiritual Heart, we begin to know we are the source of the source of our Love and  experiences. Our love becomes free flowing within and leads us in our lives in a way that is centered even when the emotions and mind seem upset. This is a Spiritual Love not an emotional or mental Love. When we are attuned to Spirit within, we are humming Love, not depending on others to know the love is present. The love is and always has been present in you, not because of someone  else but, because you are the Beloved directly. The illusion is that someone else is your source of knowing love is present. You may feel your own Love more when your around someone as they may reflect the Love and you experience yourself more but, it does not leave with them when they go. It is all you. We share in Love, yet this love is a free Love inside. So coming and going is free and full. We are One of the Beloved.

Come join me for a  full day workshop of exploring your free Love, attuning to the Light within in Spirit.

We will have meditation, sharing and processes.

Come with a willing heart, a willingness to let go and be Love in the fullness of God that is present always.

Details…March 26th, 2017

Time: 12:30pm to 6:00pm. There will be breaks.

Location Carpinteria, Ca.

Tuition $300.00 Full Day workshop

Register: email or call 415-606-4883

This is a small group so limited seating is available. Please pre-register as this allows you to begin receiving what you are opening to. We are One.

In Loving Light





Reflections of Love


Each day we walk in the world encountering the experiences of many textures. Many people perceive the world as a place to strive and become something. Many people experience this world as a place that they are at the mercy of. there are many ways to walk in this world and experience it.

If we are living in this world as if it is outside of us, and we are a victim to what is coming and going in our lives, past present and future, this world can begin to seem hopeless, scary, we usually experience a deep sense of separation.

There is no wrong way to live as it is your choice. Thats the beauty of it. If you knew that you held the keys to unlocking all your discomfort what would you do? Now I know many people want to blame others for their experiences. Yes we all are helping each other by reflecting through experience, this only means we show up and you will experience someone or something through your own veils of creation. These creations are here for you to choose how you will respond this time. We have co-created all of this, we are in a Master School of Love.

It is vey hard to see how you could love something that is painful or seems to have some sort of power over you. When you begin to choose into freedom, you choose into your own awakening, which means your responsibility in all that is present in your world, your life. It is all reflection. This can be hard to accept, yet in spirit you know we are one and that you agreed to come and explore the Divinity you are while having a human experience. ” You allow or promote everything in your life”.

Can you love the very thing that you are hurt or angered by. Imagine if you could be that Love. How powerful you would be. It is not a possessive Love, it does not mean you agree with or disagree with the negativity, it  becomes neutral and free inside.  This can mean you experience  the Love through the alchemy of negative creation inside, the love you will first find available is to the one inside you. The one who does or did the same thing as the one who is upsetting you. This path is not an easy path. It requires honesty and Love. Not a Love that judges and requires anyone to do what you want. You are the Love and freedom within. You must Love your own negativity, hurts, judger, and more before you are free inside. When we hold onto judgements, hurt and more we a withholding Love to ourselves. When we hold onto these thing we must shut off part of ourselves to keep it going.

This can cause more upset in our lives, including physical illness. Balancing your own inner world  is the journey of creation home while here in this Human experience.

Be open to knowing you are the Beloved, even though you do not know this yet, as you open to the winds of Spirit, let go of the control and allow the flow, the awakening to sing through, you will have a knowing. Be willing to let go once again and again and agin, it is infinite.

You have the keys to your freedom in Love. Thank those who brought you the opportunity to awaken , let go and  be the Love. This is what all of it is about.

BE the love even when it makes no sense. BE love and let go of control. You are the Beloved of The Beloved…