ILLUSION – FOCUS – ACCEPTANCE – LOVE

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STORY – ILLUSION – SEPARATION.

I know that when we experience hurt, upset, and a sense of powerless- ness, we think and feel it is true.

My first step when this comes up, is to claim I am not a victim, I do this in loving to myself, I look at what is happening, what they have brought forward in me and in acceptance, that this place is the very place that is holding me in a sense of separation from me, the Beloved one of God. I am in an opportunity that I have co-created to expand in. To open to the freedom of Love that is awaiting me. I am also aware it can seem that somehow what someone else is feeling or doing has power over how I feel or even live. From the view of the body, feelings, and mind that reality seems real. That is the illusion. Through the Spiritual eyes we open in Love and can see where we have been co-creating this experience inside in our unconscious and is whispering in us and running in our lives.  Sometimes these are places we know but, just choose to deny. Denial does not make it go away, it just manifest in other ways.

If we are having challenges with someone or many, this is an opportunity to look at what is coming up in us as judgement, hurt, guilt, need, or want or maybe what we think we need to be. there are many variables in our creation in polarity beliefs. These are stories we carry around with us even if we are not aware of them. volumes of lifetimes of co-creations.

When we allow ourselves to know our own part in all and that we hold the answer to what is going on. The answer will come from allowing the honesty to come up with out fear, when I say honesty, it means look at what we have been thinking, feeling and resisting in honesty. Let it come forward with the loving as the focus. We must Love that part in a way that says I do that, I did that and it is okay and I am not that but, I do or did that. Whatever that is has information for me, has the key or keys to my healing freedom in Love. Grace is available when we are willing to step into Spirit, letting go of  fear of ourselves. Letting go of fear of being seen, opening to loving, not making these places we identify as bad us, hurt us or more, but the stepping stones to awaken to us -the Divine  Love that has been awaiting to be present in our aware living love.

The stories are there to awaken the Divine with-in us, in this world. When we start to let go, we have more love flow inside.  Not trying to control or resist what is coming up allows us alchemy in Grace, as we do this we may experience more ease, love, flow inspiration in ourselves and our relationships.

No need to fear our creations, be willing to open to Love through all our stumbling and we will soar in Lovelight flow. Igniting the Divine inspiration design in joy, love, health, wealth and happiness inside allows us that experience.

With-holing does not bring us the flow it shuts off flow. When we experience with-holding that is in us. So be the one who is opening within not waiting on others. Keep going and lift in inspiration of Love Divine.

In Loving Service

Christi

 

Holding The Light

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The Beauty of creation is constant and infinite Lovelight.

These are amazing times, with all the changes that are calling us to be present and be available to the changes. Our tendency is to experience restriction in these challenges and opportunities.

The Alchemy is one that we carry within and as we move in this world it reflects in our way of handling, moving in the flow of our lives. This flow is one of light and love. We are learning to know this, to be available to this, in any situation that comes. The process may be slow or quick or both. One is not better than the other, all is perfect for our support. Building a foundation that is ever expanding in this loving light takes care, willingness and timing will be perfect.  It is never against us, always for us, we choose the color of our experience .

My work is here to assist in opening you to the light  the Love – Grace bringing ease, understanding and a more expanded awareness of your inner light, your Inner Divine inspiration that is Breathing you.

I am here to Hold the Light as you open to the light, you will experience what is awaiting you in the places that have been shut off, focused in hurt, fear, negativity and infinite nuances of  patterns, Karmic opportunities. These opportunities are awakening to the love that is always present, even when it seems it is not. This is a Grace filled Alchemy. Open your heart to your own Divine Breath and we will soar as we share in the Divine light. Let go and walk in the world shining your light and lighting the way.

Take time to support yourself, you are worth it.

For Light  appointments email:

christi@christimider.com or call 415-606-4883

SESSION DETAILS: FEES AND VARIOUS WAYS TO WORK.

1) BY THE MINUTE SESSION –  Phone and Skype – @ $3.75 a  minute.

2. FULL SESSION FEES:

 *Phone – Skype or in Person. 

*Session time is  1 1/2 to 2 hours but, please always  allow 2 hours .

3. Single Session  $350 …Prepaid  

4.. SERIES of 3 SESSIONS – 1 1/2 to 2 hour @ $900…Prepaid. The series is a very powerful way to commit to yourself and spirit, allowing a clear path of loving transformation. I recommend this for those who are just starting the work or are in more challenging times. I recommend they be done no further apart than 2 weeks. They must be completed with – in 3 months then they expire.

5.. SERIES of 4 SESSIONS –  1 hour @ $700…Prepaid, This series designed to be done 4 weeks in a row, each 1 hour only . This is a way of continuing your Light support, I recommend first becoming familiar with your Light work via the longer sessions single or series before taking on this process. There are no rules here so, you decide. Love is the key to all of this. Vulnerable honesty… You must do these consecutively 4 weeks in a row, completed. This series is designed for phone or Skype.

*All Sessions are non refundable – non transferable and have a 3 month expiration date.*

 

 

 

Thrive

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I was writing freeform and exploring,. I stumbled into an awareness of a place that had been holding in survival and as I wrote that word, immediately THRIVE came out on the page. It did not only come out on the page it came out in my cells and my entire being knowing.

The willingness to keep exploring beyond the mind, is full of Grace opportunities. Yes I was writing but, I call in the light and do this with an intention of Spiritual assistance in giving up the things I am hiding and holding onto. This can take time and can be uncomfortable even boring at times. The thing is…I am worth it and so are you.

It is not about being perfect, it is about Love, these places that hold on, are in resistance to Love, to giving and receiving as equal THRIVING energies. One is not better than the other, one is not stronger than the other. It is only what we put on these things that we experience. Control is in all of this, feeling lost or out of control tends to push us. That is not bad news but, how we use this push will be the opportunity to give up the hiding, restrictions the control, in order to be inspired through – in Love Flow. If we are in a block experience , the answers will not come from running around looking  in the outside world to know. It is the very time to go in and explore ,to unlock the doors of resistance, fear, hurt, and more.

Remember, you are the key to all the doors. You are supported in the journey, open your Spiritual eyes, this is done by being willing to move towards love and going inside, beyond the mind chatter the emotions and physical, it is about the Heart. When we do this and it can take time and patients, with a focus of God or whatever you call it, we will begin to experience a lighter more expansive inspiration. There are no limits to what is available, so being open to go beyond what we know or see already is key. The unknown is full of Love, full of joy and infinite inspiration. We can move in this world in this flow.

This flow is ever expanding so, we will continue to find more opportunity to let go, let God falling in Love inspiration. There is no finally, we will always be moved to expand inner Love and in this we find the places of separation that lead us to the freedom letting   go in Grace moving into Peace in our lives, with ourselves and others. Then there is no sense of lack. Overflow in Love, inspiring all we are, do and share.

Use these places as gifts to unlock, unwrap and receive the Gift you are and that awaits. It is not a problem, it is Christmas.

So THRIVE IN LOVE INSPIRATION…YOU ARE THE THRIVING INSPIRATION OF GOD.

YOU ARE DIVINE INSPIRATION…

Joy -Freedom of the Heart

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I talk about revealing the places that are in separation, with holding, hurt fear and more to awaken in love, it is a path to freedom in Love. All the information is within you.

The beauty of this is you become free in yourself and this brings a knowing of the Divine, which brings a knowing peace,  joy and love, and all is safe, you awaken the Divine awareness and once you are in this, nothing is bad, all is an opportunity.

This allows  clarity in your intentions, hearing the inspirations of love directing you in your life. In your day to day. Even when it seems challenged you are still in awareness of the love that is present and is your source. Even when you feel down you know it is just a passage to something inspiring you to surrender in Loving flow. This takes vulnerable courage.

I was listening to an interview with a “Life Coach”, she used the expression “wins”, this is not new but, I was thinking how I celebrate or over look my “wins’. Then I was aware that all of it is a “win” as I keep opening and being present with what is.

The summery is you are a “win”, and when you judge yourself or others you are creating a playing field of unworthiness or worthiness. You even build your world around this process. You collect others in your life that play the same way. seeing themselves and others through a lens of wins and losses. Giving value to yourself depending on what you have put on yourself that moment in an experience  or day, etc.. Your own self talk in these life experiences and sharing feed what is resonating –  inspiring you from within. This can not be just a mindful overcoming it involves unconscious patterns, karma’s that are running you. So you choose to let go in an unknown dance of Grace Love, through honesty and loving all of it. giving it up to God. Going with-in to that which is infinite is key. Meditation opens these doors. Even if you do not feel or know what is going on, your intention is a surrender to the Divine. you will be met as you open to the Beloved you and the all. God. ( you can call this what works for you. The infinite Love )

It is all you. When you are willing to Love you and all of you, the ones who stumble are included. Actually the ones who stumble are your best friends, they reveal the illusions that are keeping you in a narrow controlled reality. You may have spent lifetimes building those stumblers. The stumbler is the teacher calling you to expand in your learning and loving as you get back up. So it is all a “win.”

Celebrate yourself. Give yourself the opportunity to know unconditional love and create a life from with-in this. This is in you. So you start within, not outside.

God is Breathing you, it is Divine Love Flow. It is present always, all you have to do is choose a shift of acceptance in what is present, open to loving expansion through exploring your inner worlds of creation, unifying in Love. Manifesting a Loving Life which includes all.

Exercise Suggestion: Notice your reactions as you go through your day. When you retract anywhere in you mind, heart, body, emotions, Notice what you tell yourself in challenges or even when things are “good.” Notice how you are not relaxed in flow in yourself.

Take a pause – move to acceptance – bring love Breath in and Breathe out any thing that is in separation. Do this repeatedly, notice where you are hiding and Breathe into those places in Love until you feel relaxed – there is no want or resistance. Then open up your Love eyes more and allow what is or was to be information, all is is fine. Nothing to grab or repel, shut off.

Now you may be aware you told yourself something was good or bad. Just take a moment and see how it is to listen to what you may be needing or wanting or judging inside on yourself or others. Separations show up.

There is no right or wrong just information. Now sweetly give those stumblers, who are in separation from flow of love, a safe calm acknowledgment. Then Forgive yourself for judging yourself for what ever you judged in you, even if you judged another, there is a judgment on yourself in that. Do this in love. You just did that because you are learning to let go of the illusion that everything is outside of you and you are powerless to what is happening. You have choice, and you are Divine but, do not know what that is in those moments of separation.

Awakening is a life journey, so relax, let it flow, there is no finally. You will always have more fodder as long as you are in this body. This becomes play.

No worries, you will find more ease and play in your life as you open your inner worlds. You probably will redefine ease and play, joy and love. There is infinite Love, infinite possibilities .

I am still dancing in this process and I am so grateful to have the opportunity to do this in  Loving  awareness. I am grateful to have the opportunity to share this ever expanding journey of Love – of God here now.

In Loving Service

Christi

 

Acceptance Now

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Refocus – be where you are now. Allow the places that are in resistance, are in fear, against ness or control to surface while you are in the seat of love.

To uplift, to fly, to be free, you can embrace the ones who are not sure, not feeling safe, and un-not them through love. When you lock down your mind and energy, trying to deny the places that are in separation, upset, and more, you may notice your belly is tight even your digestion is affected, you might notice other parts of your body holding tight not breathing, and in resistance to relaxation, to flow. Bearing down in many ways trying to deny the places that are in misunderstanding, in costume and afraid to be seen.

We are here to love, and it starts within you, to love all the places that seem unlovable in you. Bringing light to them, bringing them out of the cave into nurturing and forgiveness. This is a constant opportunity, as you become willing to embrace this, you will also find yourself living in love and Joy. Creativity becomes a flow of inspiration.

Love is inspiration, even if you are polishing a table, your focus will resonate, your being love will resonate in that action and place. The places that are in resistance keep that experience in a limited view. You may not experience the moment as Divine opportunity. These moments are perfect times to reveal your inner talk, your inner focus.

Use it all, allow it all to show you where you are withholding and then Love in forgiveness.

My work is here to assist you in this process. There are many supports for you to learn this as a way of life. Expanding your inner reality in love and allowing a new expanding outer experience. Sharing in freedom of love is an Inner Experience.

All of this is an experience not a mental process. Open your heart and as you do this you may find places of resistance, these are the places with all the gifts awaiting you.

Many Blessing Of Love Revealed to You. Be willing to open to the unknown. What is now is expanding new. Be willing to let go in vulnerable acceptance, you are not in control and the controller is the infinite love of Lovers.

CM

 

 

Flow

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When we are in the flow of love in Spirit we are relaxed and free. We see there is no need to create a sense of specialness, hierarchy or control . We walk and step in acceptance.

When we are grateful, we are in the flow of love. We know that everyone is Beloved and whatever each being is doing – God is their source for and of them. We are not their source. We are not doing a favor when we share, we are grateful for the opportunity to be in an exchange. To serve. It all comes from and goes to God.  We do not save people. They are Divine and it is all in and up to them. To receive in what is offered you must give up control, let go and allow.

Nothing in the material world can last, the only thing that is infinite is our Spirit, our Soul, the Source of all that is… infinite. God ( place the word that works for you here)

When we put all our value, our satisfaction in this world we will find a sense of need and lack constant inside or a sense of specialness need. No matter how many people, how much money or homes, or whatever you choose to seek in this world to feel complete, safe and loved you accumulate, it will never fill you. We are Divine beings and opening to this is a journey that opens the Inner worlds. This requires letting go of control. If we only value our own control, our own costume that “appears” to have it all on the outer, we will find that it is a house of cards. Love is generating all. Gratitude is the very thing that allows letting go and receiving.

To be the Love in Gratitude there is no possessiveness, there is honoring the Beloved within and the Beloved in others by its very nature of being. We are One of the Divine Being.

When we know we are Divine we do not see others in lack. we only see the Divine. If we have any positioning on this it will seep through any exchange we are involved in. Being honest and clear is challenging for most. This requires a big Love to stand in the very things we use as control and allow them to surface, seeing how they have been serving us in our search but, separating us in our self awakening. Limiting the Divine love flow, sharing and caring that we are seeking.

There are no favors, there are only opportunities. Check inside and see how that aligns in truth for you.

Truth is a constant exploration of letting go in vulnerability into a Love that continues to expand inside awakening in God, Divine. Be willing to let go of the illusions, into the I do not know and be willing to receive.  Sharing in gratitude in Love for all are opportunities.  Control will never hold, things will be in constant change and challenge anything we hold onto as the only way.

Open your heart to the walk of Freedom by, letting go of control and let go in vulnerable Love and acceptance.

Love is at the core of it all.

Be the Love Flow…

 

 

 

 

Ignite the Light Inspiration for 2019 and More – Half Day Workshop – January 6th, 2019 – Time 2:00pm to 6:30pm

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Ignite the Light Inspiration Workshop

Join me in a small group for an intimate and focused inspiration of light co-creating workshop. We set the tone of flow in our life, take time to be in the flow of Love Light and open to ignite what is waiting in the unknown.

This will be a time to gather your inner clarity through meditation, processing and opening to the flow of Light as you co – create a Blue Print of expansion from within. Clarity comes from clearing the blocks, illusion, and karma patterns, so there will be personal sharing and processing with me.

The beauty of the small group is you have personal time with intimate support.

DATE : January 6th, 2019 Sunday

Time : 2:pm to 6:30pm

Tuition: $250.00

Register by email: christi@chrismider.com or call 415-606-4883

There is opportunity for one or 2 online participants. You will be able to share in the group as if you are in the room.