My Purpose is LOVE


Have you ever experienced a challenging situation that brought you to a place of frustration, judgement, ,a sense of separation that seemed unreasonable? You think – and think is the operative word, that your only choice is to shut off from someone or something in a retracted way. Maybe you feel like a victim to what ever is going on. That somehow you have been wronged. fooled, betrayed and there are many more position that could be put in that spot.

What if all that is happening is calling you to open the very place you have been with – holding love from, the place you have stomped away from the Divine before, accusing and saying that thing that happened or hurt proves that Love is not present. Well, what if it is showing you how you still don’t know your infinite Love connection and this is what keeps you away from the very thing you seek. Love. The details are not what keeps you away, it is your choosing to walk away in negativity and labeling that over there is bad, You choose where you place yourself.

What if you could see how you have been denying yourself Love and that over there has stirred that place inside to awaken.

I  want to give you a suggestion, instead of looking outside at that thing that hurt or upset, look inside and move to loving to the places that believe that shutting off or fighting is the only safe way. Once you start to allow the love to breathe you, ask yourself if you have ever had this experience before and if so check and see how you handled it inside and maybe in the world outside. Do you find a place that is sitting there shut down, clamped down with-holding still? You probably will and that place is running you.

When have you walked away from something shutting your own loving off? When have you moved to righteousness?

I was just raking time to love and clear a place that wanted an answer, wanted to be in the love. That place that was wanting, is the place that forgot Love is present, and as I move into my love in that place,  I could see where at other times I  had subtly but, it was what I was doing, walked away from loving, shutting my loving off, believing the upset was proof there was no love present. I forgot I was the Love and my purpose is love. I was inviting this separation in. I did not really know I am Divine Love.

It was liberating when I came into the presence. The Presence is now in Love. We still take care of ourselves, aligning where we are uplifted, but, blame and shutting off love only keeps the upset, the unhappy place alive in us.

You are a constant opportunity of love. The places that become disturbed are the places that hold the most opportunity. isn’t that awesome. Breathe that in and be present in the sweeties of the light that shines through those places, releasing them from the dark.

My Purpose is LOVE. What is yours? Take time to be present and try Love on. It is a natural fit that continues to expand, and to expand discomfort happens. This is where the opportunity of LOVE – THE DIVINE, is present in the alchemy of you as one in the presence of God that we all are of and is.

Be Love …IS




644668360When I look at this image I experience reflection that opens my awareness in being all.

All is…One.

I like to look at the times I create a sense of separation, this can be through seeking. Seeking being special which also is the same as feeling less than, or left out, or as if something is wrong or even more right.

When I find this coming up inside, I take time to get quiet, open my heart within and allow the part that has stepped outside of me to calm and rejoin the harmony of God within. When I have come back into this expanded isness, state of being, there is no lack, there is no separation, only all is perfect.

This moves me into this place and no time,  I open to the creative source that is the flow, the Life source. God. Which is not a religion but, in me in all things and more as I am.

The story that someone or something will make me know I am special, worthy or whatever may come up –  is and always has been just a place that does not know the Divine is now here.

So I keep it simple, remember it is all here, where ever you are it is. Take time to be, Breathe, go in and expand the Inner in this Divine stream of God Consciousness that is present . Once you are allowing this here an now, you know, al is and you relax and let go of  efforting.

Give and Receive is an inside game and once you get into  this flow the outer is supported in Grace and Ease.

You are Special as we all are Special and once you know you are, then you can see the same in others. Special is the Divine ordinariness that is singing all of this.

BE in the flow, relax breathe, Love Breathe, Love Breathe and continue the inner expansion and be open to surprises.



You are Divine. You hear this all the time, yet speaking this and thinking this is not experience. To know, is an experience that will be an awakening beyond what you could think. That experience will open you in ways that call you to know you more in this infinite Love, there is always more […]

via Retreat- Illuminate the Divine Within October 26th, 27th, 28th, 2018 — christi mider

Be Kind


Today I challenge you to be kind in your heart moving your thoughts to a loving thought.

These are times where many opportunities of negativity  are available to partake of. If we choose to shift our view, leading with kindness, we may find our health in our mind, emotions and body begin to balance. To thrive even. We may find that we are available to uplifting positive  solutions, letting go of the fear or fight or against-ness we tend to run inside.

We have choice, even if another chooses anger we have a choice to be kind to ourselves and through kindness we create. Instead of moving the walls in and going negative, we open our hearts to  Loving inside ourselves. This will take practice and even when we get upset, we can love that part in us. Once it is heard in Loving, not anger and righteousness, we open to letting go and inspiration of love comes present. You will notice relaxation in your very Breath. This is Divine Breath.

You are Beloved . Take a chance and open to this, it is not about denying what you are experiencing . What you  experience is all about how you are with what is going on inside you. That is the experience.

Be Kind to yourself, listen inside, nurture in Kindness. When you are upset be willing to heal through love, conflict brings more conflict. It is a focus a choice, not a denial. You must allow all of the parts of you that are hurt or upset to stand in the Light the loving for the freedom to surface in Healing. There is no shame in any of it.

Be kind…Just see what manifest in you, as you choose your path in each Breath, choose Love, even when it is hard to understand that it is present. Just shift to you inside, and love you, be kind. Calm will settle. Breathe in Love Breathe out stress, Breathe in Love, Breathe out continue as needed. You lift and open and flow is present again.

Love is available in it all.

Happy Tuesday.


Temple of Love



We are a Temple of Love of Light of God’s will.

Awakening in our human-ness to the Beloved we are is a Journey of love. It is simple yet seems  full of  doubts challenging  us. We want to have some sort of control over ourselves and others, we notice that just when we have a sense we have it figured out, we can be shaken.

These places are the very places the Light is pushing on to let go and allow Love. This can feel scary and out of control. That seems counter, that love feels out of control. Well the Spirit is unconditional, and therefore does not take a position of right or wrong, or even specialness. When this Spiritual Love opens inside, it will shake the places that hold tight to positions, control. We all may be doing these things in various ways. So when those places are shaken, we can shut off or choose to go into growth. when I say growth I mean expansion, beyond what has been holding us down, we go up.

We are a Temple of love, this Temple is opening it’s many doors as the light shines in rooms that have laid dormant for eons.

Open to the Breath of God and love will fill those rooms. This is a walk of Love in Strength, choosing to open doors in Love and move to a new view. The view is one of up-liftment, co-creating with the inspiration of Spirit, the inspiration of love. You will find the very things that seem to be out of reach begin to flow. Even when you do not know how to do something, you open in trusting inspiration in Love in the unknown . This brings such joy and play in creating from within, the Beloved sharing in this Life that you are co-creating with as one leads in Love Inspiration.. When you move in the willing-ness to let go and let God and you are met.

We are the Temple of God – Love –  Light.  Let yourself go, despite the fear of not knowing and you will be awakening to the unknown Love you are…


Retreat- Illuminate the Divine Within October 26th, 27th, 28th, 2018


You are Divine. You hear this all the time, yet speaking this and thinking this is not experience. To know, is an experience that will be an awakening beyond what you could think. That experience will open you in ways that call you to know you more in this infinite Love, there is always more and you  will have a sense of this. This is an exciting constant opportunity awaiting us in every breath. We resonate the Divine, which is beyond thought. It is hard to actually describe this but, once you have a glimmer you will want to know yourself in this essence of Light of Spirit as one. Through these eyes we can live, share, Love, – co-create in ease, even when all seems uneasy. There is a sense of something full, abundant, Loving whispering in us, saying all is well, all is here. Being patient can be challenging  but once you begin to attune to this inner Divine, you find your peace more readily each moment.

Once again come join me and a small group this fall to open to this Divine love you are and are of. We will meditate, process in loving light and share in the up-liftment of ourselves and understand how this spills out in creation. Bring an open heart and you will be met in love. This is a great time of opportunity and taking time to attune,  expand is a great service to yourself and all.

Times: October 26th, 27th, 28th,   2018

Friday, 26th   3:00pm to 6:00pm

Saturday, 27th,  9:30 am to 6:00pm

Sunday 28th,  9:30 am to 6:00pm

Tuition: Cottage Residential $550.00 – Non Cottage Residential $600.00

REGISTRATION FOR ALL OFFERING: email: or call: 415-606-4883.

RETREAT – Cottage reservation should be done as soon as possible, Below are details.

I am once again excited to hold and house our retreat at The Cottages in Carpinteria California, where we can all be together holding the light.

Staying at the cottages for the weekend is encouraged but not a must. Residing at the cottages, allows you to step away from your day to day patterns, giving yourself completely over to the loving support offered in the retreat atmosphere. If you are unable to retreat at the cottages, you are still welcome to take part in this light filled weekend.

 This is a beautiful, playful cluster of bungalows located in the small town of Carpinteria, California, just a few miles south of Santa Barbara and few blocks from the beach.

Call property manager, Lisa Carey, for reservations at 805.680.6622 ~ Let her know you are part of the retreat.





I returned a few days ago from a 10 day Spiritual Retreat –  Peace Training.

The word training sounds like a work out and in a way it is. Building a foundation in Love, clearing the things that are keeping the negativity  that has been leading.

I understand words can only bring you the opportunity to pause and take in the possible experience of yourself in Love as a spiritual being, being…

I like to keep my intentions simple.

I am a very aware sensitive being. Not special, many are and as you awaken this becomes more evident . The beauty of knowing your own sensitivity is you become aware of how you focus yourself in this world. When I say focus it is unconscious patterns, beliefs, survival, – Karma, that pulls our attention and experience to us.

So I  would like to share my intention to notice the Love, even when the negativity is what I see, experience,  to take my entire self inside, attune and lift in Love. My Inner Love is there and it is more powerful than the negativity. My Inner negativity has been dancing with me and has served me in ways beyond what I can know. Acceptance is Key. We are in all of it and Love is there.

I am willing to sacrifice the radar pull to negativity to be safe and to set the Love radar on high and be the Love. 

So I challenge you to spend your day or days in honesty, Loving yourself when you forget the love and challenge yourself to notice the Love First and Last. If the in between is working out what has disturbed you, that is fine, just be willing to focus, intend a Loving Outcome. Letting go of separation.

We are one, and in each of us is the Beloved. Be the Beloved you seek and hold for others without hurting yourself or them. We all have our own inner realities that can create opportunities of separation, while another is holding in love we may experience negativity.

Be willing to go to the Love inside and see what path and reality you are expanding  into.

Intention Love…. Be Love…

This is a learning and yes a constant new is available. Infinite Love.

Have a Beautiful Day, Have a Beautiful Life, You are Beauty in Love Always.