Expansion – Let Go – Let God – (Correction) all is perfect.

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When we choose to or maybe more accurately, we are pulled to awaken to the Beloved we are and we are of  –  our inner and outer life begins to expand.

What does this mean? We become more aware of ourselves on the inner. When we have this awakening, we will lighten , then the things that are holding us ” down – back” – will surface. As the Light awakens in us, it Lights the places that are in resistance.

To let go – Let God – lifting out of illusion of this world, we will be confronted with the things that are actually distracting, holding in separation from the very thing we are and are seeking.

A key to this expansion for me is to be aware of the places that are retracting, be kind in loving to myself, those places have been holding to protect me. Even if it is negative talk, that talk was a protection. Moving to loving is the key in all of this, starting with yourself. Not making others wrong, understanding that what is coming forward is the very gift that will set you free inside.

Remember, you are Beloved. When something comes up inside that  is challenging your patterns, your habits, your relationships, take time and allow the one inside that is calling you into the awakening to the Love, the Beloved. Allowing the place that has been in separation to relax into the flow. Knowing that no one else holds the key to the flow of Love you are and that you a wrapped in. Forgiving in love your own misunderstanding of hurt, powerlesness and more. It is our human condition to forget who we are. The Divine essence of God.

When we awaken – it is an on going process. We get free, and we know, then we have another place that shows up that does not know love the Divine, as we keep waking in this loving light,  we know each one of these orphans is just fine and we hold in loving as we open to  the Grace – the letting go in Love. None of it is wrong, we are remembering the orphans home in Love. Nothing needs to be different, only loved. This may be an uncomfortable experience, as that is what has been holding in discomfort. Comfort is present as we allow this process in love.

When love enters into each one of these places we let go. The key is to let go and receive in vulnerability. Receiving is key. We tend to want to control, so letting go and receiving -giving begins to be a oneness of flow in the Divine essence of Spirit.

We will lift in love, knowing the Beloved is present in all things.

Be well in your growth, allowing the disruptor to be your key to your freedom through – in Love. you are Beloved…

 

 

Expansion – Let Go – Let God

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When we choose to or maybe more accurately, we are pulled to awaken to the Beloved we are and we are of  –  our inner and outer life begins to expand.

What does this mean? We become more aware of ourselves on the inner. When we have this awakening, we will lighten , then the things that are holding us ” down – back” – will surface. As the Light awakens in us, it Lights the places that are in resistance.

To let go – Let God – lifting out of illusion of this world, we will be confronted with the things that are actually distracting, holding in separation from the very thing we are and are seeking.

A key to this expansion for me is to be aware of the places that are retracting, be kind in loving to myself, those places have been holding to protect me. Even if it is negative talk, that talk was a protection. Moving to loving is the key in all of this, starting with yourself. Not making others wrong, understanding that what is coming forward is the very gift that will set you free inside.

Remember, you are Beloved. When something comes up inside that  is challenging your patterns, your habits, your relationships, take time and allow the one inside that is calling you into the awakening to the Love, the Beloved. Allowing the place that has been in separation to relax into the flow. Knowing that no one else holds the key to the flow of Love you are and that you a wrapped in. Forgiving in love your own misunderstanding of hurt, powerlesness and more. It is our human condition to forget who we are. The Divine essence of God.

When we awaken – it is an on going process. We get free, and we know, then we have another place that shows up that does not know love the Divine, as we keep waking in this loving light,  we know each one of these orphans is just fine and we hold in loving as we open to  the Grace – the letting go in Love. None of it is wrong, we are remembering the orphans home in Love. Nothing needs to be different, only loved. This may be an uncomfortable experience, as that is what has been holding in discomfort. Comfort is present as we allow this process in love.

When love enters into each one of these places we let go. The key is to let go and receive in vulnerability. Receiving is key. We tend to want to control, so letting go and receiving -giving begins to be a oneness of flow in the Divine essence of Spirit.

We will lift in love, knowing the Beloved is present in all things.

Be well in your growth, allowing the disruptor to be your key to your freedom through – in Love. you are Beloved…

 

 

Awakening the Flower of Divine Love – Spring Retreat May 10, 11, & 12, 2019

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SPRING RETREAT – AWAKENING THE FLOWER OF DIVINE LOVE

TIME MAY 10 TH  –  3:00PM TO 6:00PM – MAY 11 TH –  9:30 AM TO 5:30PM – MAY 12 TH –  9:30 TO 5:00PM  

The essence of the Beloved is an unfolding, revealing the sweetness that is singing and blooming within every cell. This is a renewal of the Beloved you – in every breath.

Blooming in the Light is an ongoing expansion of awareness of the Divine sweet essence you are.

Going within the places that are holding tight in resistance with loving light allows the presence of your own inner Divine design to awaken in the presence of illumination.

We will take our time and create a holding space of Love illuminated with the Spirit to explore and allow the freedom of flow to release these restriction that have forgotten the way of love is present no matter what has happened. These may be imprinted by our family, society, religion and more, allowing the experience of alchemy through the Divine Presence awaking in surrender to innocence .

We will be in meditation and Light processing.

This is a small group of Loving sharing, that brings sweet awakening in the Beauty of the Light Ignited within.

Times: May 10th, 11th, & 12th, 2019

Friday, 10th   3:00pm to 6:00pm

Saturday, 11th  9:30 am to 6:00pm

Sunday 12th 9:30 am to 6:00pm

Tuition: Cottage Residential $550.00 – Non Cottage Residential $600.00

REGISTRATION FOR ALL OFFERING: email: christi@christimider.com or call: 415-606-4883.

RETREAT – Cottage reservation should be done as soon as possible, Below are details.

I am once again excited to hold and house our retreat at The Cottages in Carpinteria California, where we can all be together holding the light.

Staying at the cottages for the weekend is encouraged but not a must. Residing at the cottages, allows you to step away from your day-to-day patterns, giving yourself completely over to the loving support offered in the retreat atmosphere. If you are unable to retreat at the cottages, you are still welcome to take part in this light filled weekend.

 This is a beautiful, playful cluster of bungalows located in the small town of Carpinteria, California, just a few miles south of Santa Barbara and few blocks from the beach.

website: www.carpinteriabeachcottages.com
Call property manager, Lisa Carey, for reservations at 805.680.6622 ~ Let her know you are part of the retreat.

 

One Day Workshop – March 17th, 2019 Beloved Awakening of the Spiritual You There is a loving space for you.

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Beloved Ones,
I am offering a one day Light – Workshop
The Theme is Love – Beloved Awakening of the Spiritual You – love  is enfolded in all parts of  resistance, as one Love Song awaiting to be awakened.
Date –  March  17th, 2019
Time – 12:30 pm to 6:00pm
Tuition – $300
Registration : Call 415-606-4883 or email christi@christimider.com
Please reregister and prepay to support this light gathering in flow.
Online is available for a few.
This is a small group as usual, which gives a sweet personal opportunity to share and clear in the embrace of the Love – light that is present when we gather with this intention.
Peace is present in every breath…
In Love Service
Christi



Website – christimider.com

Thank you for honoring my 24 hour cancelation policy.

415-606-4883

LIGHT

Innocence

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We are in a process of letting go. When we move into a place of Authority we block the flow.

We may have moments that seem clear and full of understanding, yet, it is like the sun shining on a field of wheat. Much is still to be harvested .

Leaving space and time  open for the sun to ripen the field.  Each wheat grass may ripen at a different rate and have variations in what is to be enjoyed in the feast that it brings.

Each experience has purpose of love, what that is for each person may have a different knowing. Embrace your heart and allow all others their process. God is this process. We are not responsible for how someone else does this or how we think it should look. This is key to freedom.

Learning to be patient and holding with a loving innocence allows us to be in the presence presently. The mental is not quickened, it is quiet and there is no need to push or pull. Only a sweet presence that all is unfolding in Love.

When we allow the innocent part to be comfortable  we allow ourselves to be in the unknown. The answers are in an inner expansion that is still awakening. An Isness. Being. There is an experience that continues to unfold.

Be aware of the need to be the knower, instead be the receiver , letting go and letting God, and Be the Lover in innocence, allow. The process unfolding is the journey,. BE present in the Journey and allow in innocence.

 

Receive – Let Go – Give = Corrections …

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RECEIVE – LET GO – GIVE

When I write the words it seems each step is separate but, I experience this all in one flow. It is…the isness.

The essence is  – flowing within – manifesting is in this flow. We cannot hold on to anything. It is flow.

Open – and be the flow – share the gift you are and have to share. Each of us is / has gifts to share. Open inside and embrace the breath that is Breatheing you – be in this process of receiving – letting go and giving. It is natural, and somehow there is constant supply as we make ourselves available to this.

This requires taking care of our Inner selves as well as the outer. This does not mean creating walls or resistance. If we move into this essence we are going to be supplied in abundance, walls and resistance. This may show up many ways.

I look at how I still hold back,  block, not allowing the receiving,  letting go. When this happens there is an inner lack of energy, a flatness that starts to weigh me down. This is a sign that I am in a control pattern and there usually is something around unworthiness, hiding in the controller as the support that I felt would keep me safe. Which is actually in all the control patterns. If we are truly in awareness of the essence of our Divine self, we are in flow.

The human is a beautiful process of forgetfulness coming to the remembering  Love and awakening to this Divine isness –  flow.

Take time and be open – allow what you are holding onto to surface and speak bringing Grace through Love to these places.When we hoard things they will  back up on us. When I say hoarding, this manifest in many ways of with-holding to ourselves and others. Our gifts are here to be shared. There is infinite supply, God is infinite Love. What supply are you focused on. Fear, possessiveness, lack, comparisons ? These are just a few hoarding places, we hold tight and try to hide them and we are manifesting this abundantly as we do this. There is no hiding only flow.

So I take time everyday to allow those places, even though it is and can be uncomfortable to come forward, give them a chance to be seen ,so I can allow the Grace – the Loving to start to unpack those bags  I have been hoarding, carrying around like they are my source my truth and I have to create from here.

It is really hard to be in flow while we carry these places around. This takes patients, this takes love and willingness to receive – let go -and give in the focus of love. Even when it is scary, it will reveal the Beloved song – gift you are, once you look up from the baggage , lighten the load first, empty the bags  of resistance  and experience the infinite flow, infinite possibilities that are singing you alive here.

So Thrive – do not survive. You actually are thriving now but, what world are you thriving in,  love -play, abundance – sharing and caring or fear, anger, blame, shame and lack ?

You choose the essence you want to be aware of.

I choose God the Beloved infinite flow of love inspiration. I stumble often still but, I still get up , look up and choose God. My heart is lifted and I begin to receive beyond my knowing of myself in this Divine line of the Christ – the Grace – the infinite supply of Light – Love.

This is a Spiritual Journey, awakening the part that has forgotten what, who I am is my home. It is in me – it is in you – we are one abundant love song with many tones.

Sing out- receive – sing and give. We lift together.

In Loving Service

Christi

Question and Answer – Receiving and Giving…

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Today I have a question for you.

What would you like to receive, what would you like to let go of ?  What would you like to give?

Take out your journal or a pad of paper and be prepared to write.

Take a moment, Breathe, and allow your heart to speak. Allow the place inside that may be feeling in lack to ask a question, or just share what feels restricted, hurt or more.

When you hear yourself, know you are listening in love and there is an answer, be willing to receive in innocence. The process requires going inside, opening your heart to the Divine flow. This is loving flow, so whatever allows the love to blossom in your heart will begin to attune you. Then quiet your mind, breathe in the love, breathe out the love.

Allow what comes up to drift out. Listen in Love allow the flow of understanding to come present.  You may find doubt, hurt judgment, fear and more, these are the places that are holding you in restriction. These are the places that are waiting to be released in Loving Grace. Be willing to Receive love in these places, and forgive yourself for the judgements, the misunderstandings that keep you in this reality of lack, or separation.

Take moment and allow the flow to come forward as these things surface, you can choose to freeform write it out, bring love and forgiveness forward as you do this. Letting it all go. Do not reread what you have let go of, throw it away. Clearing space to hear what is truly calling you.

This is a process and can go as deep as you want, my recommendation is you call in the light  before you begin the process, allowing  the support of Spirit to direct all of this for the highest good.

Receiving and giving flow becomes one dance.

In Loving Service