I have been looking at how I choose. Why did I choose? Is it a default to others or patterns of lack or control? Am I actually looking inside and being present, seeing what is going on inside?

Letting go of control, mind, and checking in, am I motivated by fear, lack, Fear of missing out, specialness, or?

I am slowing down even more to allow flow to come awake, healing the retractions and stories, allowing my choices to be aligned in me to take part in something to come from clarity in me. I have watched when a choice has been made out of a lack of control. Disharmony inside will always seem to whisper.

I also know when choice is made from the YES.. experince or NO experince from peaceful clarity. There is an authentic loving flow. No one has to validate or can take anything away. It is clearly a choice that is coming from and in me. There is a strength in this that allows a flow, a knowing I am walking in grace, A choice made by me in a greater mastery of my path, that I claim. Following God is my partner. The awesomeness of this is that it has a Divine sweetness. It is true.

Take time to pause, go indie, give space to clear what stories stand between you and the choice that is in flow, clarity. Breathe, listen, check, and see if you are moving in choice from default or clarity in peace. Not reaction, chasing. Come present. allow yourself to let go, receive. There will be no restrictions. No Lack. It is a clear choice. path.

Be True to Thy Own Self. Means many things, not from ego but from divine flow. What is your intention? If we depend always on others’ validation, we will never know what our true choice flow is. We are influenced by so many things in this outer world; take time each day to go within and be present with the presence. From that place, God is your partner. Listen and allow the flow and clarity to answer. Do not let someone else cripple you by pushing you through in a special, urgent way. Let yourself take the steps and the process. We will be met in clarity. Inside, and all the rest falls into place. Sometimes this is quick and sometimes we will experince confusion. This just means we are not present in ourselves and the flow. Take a step inward. Let go of the outer and allow the clarity to come.

This is a daily practice of living life present in the presence.

You are Divine.

In Loving Service

Christi

I want to open this sharing up to you. Please take a moment and consider writing your experince or question. I would love to hear from you. This work is about expansion and upliftment on the inner. You are Divine. This affects everything. We touch each other in all we do. Take this opportunity to put your energy into this space in Loving.

1. Share your experince with this loving light work and path.
2. Ask a question.
3. Please keep this about the loving expansion you have experienced or are seeking.
4. Remember, this is about your inner Light. Your inner world, which is all.

To those I have worked with it has been a pleasure. Please share if you are called inner.

to Those I have not met – Nice to meet you, please take a momnet ot share.

I am always in expansion and growth, this work is the same. So the more I hear from others, I am connected in a greater way to uplifting service.

In Loving Service

Christi

In these times of collective focus, sharing experiences, are you listening inside? Are you focused on what others do? Are you observing and staying aligned with the inner flow? Not control, inner flow is expansion, clearing, expansion, clearing- and choosing in clarity what is supporting you.

Like many, I can still get caught in stories that pull me in control, separation, or lack, shut off the inner flow, which is Spiritual. Each of us has this breathing us. Do we check and see where we have restrictions and are holding on in lack, could be health, wealth, happiness, the flow of Infinite Divine support. To know this, we all have a beautiful dance of in and out of this flow. The outcome brings us all sorts of experiences in the outer world on purpose. When it gets odd enough, we have a choice to turn back inward and open to Grace expansion, clearing what patterns we have that keep us in forgetting or living in the loving flow. When I say odd, check how you are inside.

Sometimes people hold their breath when things are stressful. They try not to feel, expand, or try to disappear in a way. Maybe things will just get better. We are holding the frequency of what is creating the very thing we are trying to hide from. We are key inside to all of this. Each experince gives us a chance to explore and alchemy in the Loving light what we continue to do or create. in separation. There may be different facets of this, so when it surfaces, it is never exactly the same, and you have the gift of expansion in a new way in an area in your inner life that overflows. The outer may appear good, but what is going on inside?

Take time each day, each week, each month to be present and work with yourself in the presence. This means to be present with the presence. Allow what is in restriction to surface, bring it into the Light. It is all known anyhow.

I know we sometimes just want to play, of course! What if play can include this beautiful Divine, you being the lead? This goes beyond the physical world, and is doing all of it.

It is said 10% is this world and 90 % is Spirit. My experience is to move into God is my partner, and it is 100%. When I am willing to refocus, relax, and move back to this, each trauma and drama starts to reveal the gift of Grace. Some days they are small, and some days are huge; they seem like mountains moving to Miracles. We are Miracles, so all is a Miracle.

Have a day, week, month of miracles – come present in the presence with meditation and Light Love Work and dance in the Grace.

LOVING LIGHT OFFERINGS

Private sessions and packages. I also offer workshops.

Here is my upcoming workshop and private package offering link. https://christimider.com/2026/06/22/summer-refresh-lighten-in-grace/

Here is a link to share Private session information https://christimider.com/about-the-process/

Hope to meet you or see you again soon.

In Loving Service

Christi

Summer Workshop Series- Lighten in Grace – July 2, 9, & 16, 2026

Add time to your summer play with this workshop series designed to support you in meditation and new ways of processing.

Ordinariness is the prior condition of God. My experience in the sharing I offer is that everyone comes to share in humanity, to let go to the Divine expansion. This brings understanding, which brings freedom. Freedom within. This process is a way of Life. Open to you in the Divine remembrance. What is going on with you is perfect. It brings you a life curriculum of Alchemy in Love. In the remembrance – you are Divine.

The dates for the first 3 sessions – July 2,9,&18, 2026. Time 6:00 pm to 9:00 pm. Ending may vary .

Tuition for the series of 3 is $525. – Prepayment – Venmo, Zelle, or PayPal.

*Three more sessions will be brought forward that line up with the flow of these July intentions.

I also recommend and offer a Package of 3 sessions, which can be used over 3 months, starting before, during, and after. At a discounted amount of $850. This all works hand in hand.

Share yourself and your Summer with us in the Light. Look forward to seeing you.

In Loving Service

Christi

Grateful Love.

Bringing Home the Love Retreat- Gathering was such a beautiful expansion. I want to express my gratitude to those who came and shared in the process with such authenticity. Letting go is not always easy, as a matter of fact, the resistance that surfaces is just the fear and protective go-to that keeps us in separation from what we seek. What is revealed in illumination is a conduit of Living Love manifesting in places that have forgotten.

I am grateful to all who take a chance on themselves and Love. Love that goes beyond mind and emotions to freedom. Thank you for sharing with me and trusting the process. You are the key to this design.

Keep going… You are worth it. I am honored and grateful to serve in Love with whoever is called.

In Loving Service –

Sharing and Caring. Spread the word if your heart calls to support another in this way.

Christi

WHAT CHANNEL OF LOVE ARE YOU TUNING TO?

God is infinite support and supply. God is Love. Neutral.

Take time to explore what you are tuning into inside. You may say you want something, better relationships, creating a life that is kind full of creativity, abundance in many ways. There may be a part of you who is focused on side talk, or frequency on the opposite channel. That side talk focus is more persistent in your cell-level experience than the love that is known to be free, infintie no matter what. The love that is experiencing a need to control or feeling controlled is limitation. Limitation inside.

How are you loving in you for yourself and relaxing in overflow?

Being the channel of Love you seek is in you. The places that do not know this frequency are contracted in many ways. You come in with some of this, and you experience events in family and this world that ignite these seeds of forgetfulness or separation from infinite love feeding you as you. This is a life of tuning yourself in remembrance through Grace- Healing – Love.

Take time with yourself, open the door inside, and invite the discomfort into a loving space. Ask for Spiritual assistance. Open to the Light even if you don’t know what that really is. Be innocent and open to receive.

The discomfort is a part of you at some age and time that has held on to a moment and event, or many that you experienced and told yourself something in the sense of separation. This was to be safe. It was probably uncomfortable and not the Love you are or seek to know you are safe, worthy, etc. As this little one or big one comes forward, listen, bring compassion. Allow the loving to embrace this one in you who has been hiding in contradiction, anger, hurt, etc. Listen to comfort as you hear the hurt, you probably will feel it, let it cry or be angry, and still know you are Love and you are held in Love. When you are ready, see how you told yourself something negative about yourself in this experience. ” Im not loved, Im not wanted, Nobody sees me, nobody cares about me, Im bad, im too much, Im not enough. I’m unworthy, Im not safe, etc.” This is a sacred, intimate conversation to heal. You are loved in this. When you experience some calm or clarity, just forgive yourself for judging yourself and believing …..whatever you believed. When you are free in that heart center, you can forgive yourself for holding on to what happened, judging that, and those who did what they did. They also did not know better. You forgot, and they forgot. First love you. Then the rest is easy.

This is the life of healing, tuning to the infinite Channel of God Love, and is a polishing of remembrance.

I want to suggest meditation. Here is a link to one like.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9mbzeZiEJ0

Im sending Love and Light- More Grace is present.

Private sessions and packages are available. See Details for my upcoming retreat at this link. There is a loving place for you if you want ot join.

2026 Spring Retreat – May 29 – June 1, 2026. Bringing Home The Love. In Person – Windermere Ranch, Santa Barbara, CA, or Zoom. There is Limited Space In Person.

In Loving Service

Christi

Inner Love is in the breath. Your very cells are beating a love beat that is generated in the Divine flow of God.

When we relax and go inside with an intention to let go, let God, we reveal a place inside that illuminates Light. This is a process. We could call it a practice. The more we do this, the more expanded we become AS / IN the HeartBeat Of Light. Our Inner life is motivating all.

The flow of expansion allows Spirit to flow through you. You are of this Divine essence. There is a heartbeat calling you. You experience the Divine and you experience yourself – you are ONE.

You are HOME. I talk a lot about clearing; this goes hand in hand with meditation. We let go of the worldly goods and open to a more experiential life of Living Love radiating from within. Attuning to Spirit = God is the key in all of this. Leap. You are Divine. When asked to know yourself, you are more than this world. Going inside, opening the doors to the Divine flow. Listening. This takes patience, trust, and willingness to let go. Sit through discomfort and to expand. into Love. Then comfort. is present beyond what happens in this world. You walk free inside. You have a natural tool to be present in you in clear flow. You are not alone.

All experiences that seem to be challenging are just here to polish you. Meaning to be healed, and then the belief, energy that has been running you is freed in this remembrance. We learn all of this through choosing to take part in the experience from a new perspective of letting go to Divine Love. We do not control Spirit. We let go to Love. Wherever we do not know love will surface, try control, keep us small, etc.

This is the life experience I have chosen to live and to share. I am blessed every day with a new letting go and freedom. It is not always easy, but it is…There is really no way to explain any of this. It is an experience. Sometimes we read something or hear something, and we know an expansion. That was always there, recognized it, and became present in your experience. Let go of I already know that to receive.

You are Beloved. Be willing to open the doors to what that is.. If you already are in that flow, keep on. It is always moving.

UPCOMING EVENT – MAY 28TH THROUGH JUNE 1ST – SPRING RETREAT ONLINE AND IN PERSON. LIMITED SPACE IN PERSON. BRINGING HOME THE LOVE. RETREAT INFO. LINK https://christimider.com/2026/04/27/2026-spring-retreat-may-29-june-1-2026-bringing-home-the-love-in-person-windermere-ranch-santa-barbara-ca-or-zoom-there-is-limited-space-in-person-2/

LOVE TO SEE AND SHARE IN LIGHT

IN LOVING SERVICE

CHRISTI

Be Love…Being…Present

What is that for you?

Is there a should…? 

Do you pretend and do things to look like love instead of being present in Love and doing what is in flow inside and out in authentic Love?

Do you love yourself based on how others do? 

Take time to be present with the part of you that bases your love on what others do. rather than being in love with you and being aware of the loving radiance of others without having to have them do what you want them to do.

Demand is not love. 

Let Go and Let Love. 

I personally am very grateful when people are true to themselves. They are in their loving for all. It may mean they do not participate with me the way I think I want. This allows me to go inside and look for the habit that is not love, that I hold against myself. The Controller that never feels fully in love inside. That will never feel full as long as I am making a person or people my God. This reveals a place that has been withholding love from another time, blaming hurt still from a past event.  Never knowing I AM Love – allowing the forgiveness bringing me present – to freedom in Love inside that becomes alive. My part and their part are dissolved in the Grace of God.  There is no other. No Blame, just open to healing Grace.

Be willing to be present in you. Honest Love allows personal power inside God’s flow. Grateful for expansion…

Grace is Present.

Play with this. You hold the keys, open to Spirit in greater ways. You are Divine.

In Loving Service