Someone thanked me for my good intentions. I thought that was interesting and had a double edge to it. That was my experince with the energy.

The only intention I know is to be clear and honest inside myself and share from there. Let people be, do themselves. No expectations about what or how I can help. If I have been engaged by them in a situation, my intention for me is to do my part in clarity and kindness. I hold the Light. If they change their mind, my hope is for them to be honest and clear, and share their new intention for themselves regarding the situation, in a clear way. We all affect each other. I like to take care of myself. Which is always a good idea for everyone. Not at the cost of another but as practicle healthy process. That is Kindness and clarity to others. When you hide and keep someone strung along, it is a psychic control tactic. No one makes anyone choose in or out. It is each person’s choice for themselves.

We all get out of alignment inside. That is the opportunity to heal what has surfaced. Blaming others is not going to do that. I talk about everything being an opportunity to expand in the loving Light. As we go higher in Spirit, the negativity we carry will be magnified to clear, to heal. It can also affect others in a more intense way. You can’t hide. That is the gift.

We make our own intentions for ourselves. We all go inside and come present with a focus and intention from within, but we can’t put an intention on someone. That would be control.

I offer a service of Loving Light. Sharing is an intention, but not having an idea of the outcome for them. Anyone who has that thought might look in the mirror at how that works inside them and with others.

What are your intentions for you and your life? How would you like to show up for you and then be present with others? How do you approach others? Do you play a game of putting an intention on others? Do you expect that others should be a certain way?

Opening a door is just that. No one puts any expectations on how or if someone walks through. Being willing to hold a door open does not determine anything.

Consider how you approach giving and receiving. Are you free in loving sharing, or is there control in what you give or receive? Do you want others to respond to you a certain way?

Do you love yourself, and are you free inside in peace, expansion, Love?

Do you have fantasies or illusions about hierarchy that keep you in separation inside and with others? Expectations about anything will usually keep confusion going. Come present, in the heart. Clear what is in disturbance in the loving. Love is what it is all about always.

Come Present – BE Open and receive the Loving Light. Stop the spin. It goes nowhere

We all are the Beloved. The Remembrance is now. Love is Now.

INTENTION – GOD – LOVE

In Loving Service

Christi

This post is just to send out a heartfelt voice, a reminder to all, including me.

It is always about LOVE

Let go of ego in kindness and see what is left. If it is defense or hurt, control, etc. Bring the Loving alive in the Spiritual heart and allow the Light to dissolve it all. It is always about LOVE.

We all are Divine.

In Loving Service

Christi

We all have places inside us that experience negativity as punishment. What if we can choose to look at whatever may be present as calling us to heal the story or misunderstanding of this lifetime and the past that keeps us in lack, control, frustration, withholding love inside, and blaming, instead of being open to Grace?

Grace, being Love, is always present, and we all are Divine. This infinite Love is breathing us. When we are willing to let go of this world and turn to God in moments of despair, we start to clear our minds and feelings to receive. We may have to repeat this many times; are we willing to go for the Grace? Love the part that is challenged and open to receive the bounty in God’s bounty. Love, creative flow.

This is a choice; sometimes it is easy, sometimes we want to lie down and be a victim. Be kind and consider that there is light in everything, and we just need to turn back to the Light and receive. Whatever called us into our challenge is just asking for loving Grace. Take time to get up over and over. There is always a renewal awaiting. What we learn is letting go by forgiving what we judge and judging ourselves. Let it go…

We are all Divine, and this is an experince of receiving, letting go beyond mind, emotions, body into the Light that is…

Choose Light, Love and keep going. We all have our humanity to Love, and we all meet in Spirit as ONE Love.

Expand in Light. You are the Light.

You are warmly invited to join me in a collective sacred space, designed to hold the Light or be held in the Light.

Be breathed by the Light as you are Divine. Discover more of yourself in the sacred space within, as we reveal what has been standing between you and the Beloved you are. The Light. ( Living in God’s Holy Thoughts.) You can’t be separate, yet we all forget we are Light. We are Breathed by God – Light.

Inner attuning is key. Have you ever noticed how you hold your breath while breathing? The entanglements of this world cause us to hold our breath. Resisting the Light, trying to be safe in control. The very thing that will bring you freedom, inner freedom, is the key calling. It can be as simple as letting go in Loving trust to receive in breath. This giving and receiving in the intention of Light expansion is a celebration of God’s Holy Thoughts!

We open to the Light, and this reveals the places that are not quite in the Flow yet. In this flow, there is an alchemy in Love. This is a beautiful dance of Love. Those parts of you are being called home. ONENESS.

Breathe in Love in Light; love it all is a letting go of shame, blame and withholding. We will do processing, meditation, and journaling. This is a sacred experince within you and the Divine Flow of God that is breathing you.

Hikes will be intertwined in a few of the days, grounding in this flow.

There is always another opening waiting. You choose. Come join in! Breath Of Light Now and Always.

Registration: contact me at christi@christimder.com and/or text me at 415-606-4883.

Tuition: $925. Deposit: $500. Hold your space – Venmo Christi – Mider or Zelle prepayment.

Dates and times:

November 6th starts at 4:30 pm, ending may vary.

November 7th runs from 9:30 am to 5:30 pm. Ending may vary.

November 8th runs from 9:30 am to 5:30 pm. Ending may vary.

November 9th runs from 9:30 am to 5:00 pm. Ending may vary.

Mark your calendar. Connect with me to register.

Look forward to hearing from you.

In Loving Service

Christi

How do you experince your inner self, which is where all frequency is coming from?

Are you relaxed in loving, sharing, and caring, or are you trying to be something? Do you know that each person has their own Karma flow? Karma is movement, not good or bad. The physical world is designed as a magnetic field, like a battery. Posotive and negative frequency.Psychic energy flow.

We all have stories that run us. Many times, we struggle to be special, to know we are loved. When we look to the outside world as our cue to know we are good and to validate ourselves, we create a house of cards. They don’t hold. We may blame others, create psychic energies of control, power, illusions of glamour, good, bad. Victim. etc.

These are all orphans that don’t know love. Co-creation starts within; even cleaning out a closet will bring up what is not free, what is holding onto separation. Bypassing the opportunity to clear is a choice; there will always be another opportunity. It doesn’t go away when you just do the physical.

God is infinite love; no matter how confused you are, you are loved and are love. Do you want to keep creating from the outside in, or are you willing to Love yourself and know the Divine is Present?

I am honored to hold the light with people. I am blessed with sight that allows me ot see what comes present for them to heal. The Light does the work; I serve the Light. Someone said to me, “You don’t know me.” I ask, ” Do you know yourself? My service is here in the moment, not to track and know all of others’ life processes. When you say you don’t know me, you’re saying to yourself that you don’t know yourself. That is something that goes beyond and continues to reveal itself in the Divine flow of God’s love. To know yourself in God’s essence is a letting go.

Trying to be satisfied with the outer is like being on a gerbil wheel. That is part of choice, and we fear jumping off the wheel. Maybe we will lose. everything. the wheel is who I am! The wheel is the illusion. We think if we move physically, it will all change. Actually, it is inside. Where you go there, you are. Jump off the stories inside. Vulnerability is not being right or wrong; it is being willing to let go and see yourselves, all of it, the way you hold off love in control and having ideas of how that looks, etc. Vulnerability is letting go to receive the Divine. Letting go of I know that. All is God’s creation. God loves all of creation. Let go of againstness.

In these times of planetary expansion in the light, which will always be in that flow, it is all God, expansion; there is more opportunity to clear; that is all it’s about. It is an amazing Divine Dance.

So be honest with yourself, take time to really go inner, be comfortable with being uncomfortable, and allow in vulnerability, the revealing, receiving. This is an experince. No one else is your problem; it is all inside you. What you think is true is not true. Expansion in Love brings freedom, and we are in the Divine essence, knowing all is on purpose, and we can choose to let go in Grace. To see through God’s eyes is clear. LOVE IS PRESENT

I am grateful to be on the road of truth through honesty in Love. I make mistakes, and I use them to heal. Others make mistakes, and if I experince a connection in that, I use that to heal. This is a service in God’s Glory.

Thank you, God, for letting me know love and be the Love, and when I forget, I thank you for the remembrance healing.

In Loving Service

Christi

Expand in Light. You are the Light.

You are warmly invited to join me in a collective sacred space, designed to hold the Light or be held in the Light.

Be breathed by the Light as you are Divine. Discover more of yourself in the sacred space within, as we reveal what has been standing between you and the Beloved you are. The Light. ( Living in God’s Holy Thoughts.) You can’t be separate, yet we all forget we are Light. We are Breathed by God – Light.

Inner attuning is key. Have you ever noticed how you hold your breath while breathing? The intrapments of this world cause us to hold our breath. Resisting the Light, trying to be safe in control. The very thing that will bring you freedom, inner freedom, is the key calling. It can be as simple as letting go in Loving trust to receive in breath. This giving and receiving in the intention of Light expansion, it is a celebration of God’s Holy Thoughts!

We will open to the Light, and this can reveal the places that are not quite in the Flow yet. This is a beautiful dance of Love. Those parts of you are being called home. ONENESS.

Breathe in Love in Light and reveal what resists, then allow the Light Expansion. We will do processing, meditation, and journaling. This is a sacred experince within you and the Divine Flow of God that is breathing you.

Hikes will be intertwined in a few of the days, grounding in this flow.

There is always another opening waiting. You choose. Come join in! Breath Of Light Now and Always.

Registration: contact me at christi@christimder.com and/or text me at 415-606-4883.

Tuition: $925. Deposit: $500. Hold your space – Venmo Christi – Mider or Zelle prepayment.

Dates and times:

November 6th starts at 4:30 pm, ending may vary.

November 7th runs from 9:30 am to 5:30 pm. Ending may vary.

November 8th runs from 9:30 am to 5:30 pm. Ending may vary.

November 9th runs from 9:30 am to 5:00 pm. Ending may vary.

Mark your calendar. Connect with me to register.

Look forward to hearing from you.

In Loving Service

Christi

These are times of great change and opportunity. The world has infinite experiences going on.

We all have subtle and not-so-subtle reactions, emotions, and thoughts; even our physical body will have ” symptoms”. The ups and downs are not good or bad; it is all an experience. We label things as good or bad, better than, etc. Take time to notice your experince when you label good or bad inside. How do you feel, think, and hold yourself? What happens next?

What if you give yourself a soft opportunity to pause before you label, retract, worship, or label this as good or bad? I challenge you to take a pause, move to love that does not demand, and see it all as a divine experience. Listen quietly before you choose a label. See if you can move to neutral love and observe, and from there you may experince an alchemy or peace or just more kindness to all parts. Bring in gratitude. Whatever is going on, be grateful.

Yes, joy is wonderful, and it will come and go. When you try to hold onto it or avoid all other experiences going on, what are you telling yourself about yourself? All the dimensions and experiences that you are, as a human, are here to be loved. This is the dance of the Divine being and remembering. God loves all of its creation.

Give yourself a break; be love. Enjoy the ups and enjoy the downs; what if they all become a beautiful dance of LOVE?

Be your best friend; gaze upon you in the inner experience in Loving flow. Open your God eyes and see the Divine dance that is leading you home. Let go and follow the Light. Reveal what is being lifted. All is well no matter what. I know we all do not know this all the time, love; that too, be present and bring the worry, fear, and more … love. Be open to receive.

Yes, be Joy, be Love, you are that, and Love what comes in that flow too. It is an inner movement. Change is a polishing. Do yourself a favor and do not judge how that happens. You will find more freedom. Let go of blame and shame. This is a Divine design.

In Loving Service

Christi

Light Sessions – Workshops – Retreats

Loving upliftment…listen to your own voice inside when you read that. What does that mean to you? Does it exist in you, or does it come from outside? Do you embrace the parts of you that are not free and uplifted, or do you ignore those parts to try to be free and uplifted?

How can you be free and uplifted if you carry these parts in you as burdens? What if all of these parts are Angels calling you to Love? To the Light? The outer world is a reflection. How you respond inside keeps you in a certain view that will show up again and again. This is good news. This means you hold the keys .

To receive is to let go in a vulnerable and authentic flow. Bringing Love to that which does not know Love. Imagine walking down a road and finding this orphan that lives in you, who is hungry, alone, and powerless in fear, hurt, anger, unworthiness, and more. Would you walk by and avoid that one when you have what it takes to bring ease to the pain and upliftment? What is needed to expand back to what is present for all those parts? Love. Light. Stop and be present; do not run away. Turn away, as every time you turn away, you are turning away from what you seek.

This is a dance of the Divine Love that is breathing you. To access this key, you go inward and come present with the Loving light. When the Light shines, it reveals what does not know the Light.

There may be people you know who have a gift to hold the Light and assist you to look inward and receiving. Do you value that? Or do you value the outer world in a way that keeps you chasing? Staying in distraction keeps you busy. What is it like when you are alone in stillness?

Come close, Beloved ONE; you are the Divine design of the Holy of Holies; you are ONE LOVE. There is no other. Do not be afraid. All you will lose is the veil that keeps you in illusion. Be brave in Love. Jump; it is flight.

In Loving Service

Christi