I had a great experience today sharing an idea of how to serve in another way. This is not a new offering. It is one of the ways I used to work with people in the early years.

The work I share is about the inner, as that is what is creating and how any of us reference creativity, expansion as a Spiritual Being. The human is being done and forgets that this is not our home. We are not this

The physical world is reflection, and has frequencies we have co-created. Have you noticed when you enter a room in your house over and over, you sit in the same place, you think, feel, etc., certain ways? Maybe you think it is comfortable, and maybe you experince being repetitive in other ways inside, maybe not expanding. Or other things. If you had anger, sadness in that home or room, it keeps repeating; it is you, anchoring this.

Clothing is interesting as we wear it. If you put on something, do you notice how the frequency is after wearing it a few times? Sometimes people believe an outfit makes them feel better. You are what is creating that experince. When you look in the mirror, what do you feel or experince? When you close your eyes and relax inward, how is that?

When we keep things around us, we will have conscious or unconscious inner experiences. There is no wrong or right. There is no out there.

What if you could be present and honest with how you experince yourself, let that information come forward and use it to clear, or alchemy or heal. Come free? Someone might tell you to bypass that; I say let’s look directly at what seems like a block and find the key that you carry that is calling you home. Let that part that is not experiencing freedom give you information about where you are withholding Flow Love inside. From that view, when you approach your life, your home, your clothing, etc, you know expansion is calling you; there may seem like overwhelm, and it may be time to clear inner. Take time with yourself, then the outer is easier. They are not separate.

I am grateful to the person who was willing to share.

We all have our tactics to look outside for instructions. What if you love yourself, choose to listen, and use what may feel hard as a gift to process, heal, and clear, before you touch anything else? We can throw away clothing or things, but what is in you is still there. Do not bypass with a suggestion to override or ignore. you are worth being with and coming into the Spiritual freedom that is doing you. Everything can be used. The thing you bypass will show up again in another way.

I am offering or suggesting that you can clean deeper, be freer, and be less bogged down in the outer by clearing the inner first, and they can flow in tandem. Once you clear the inner, the rest can be easier, and you can do this at the same time, being present with what is going on, calling in the light, and start to process. The things in your closet or home hold something inside you that can be cleared. Notice how you experince yourself when you stand at your closet. Be honest. If it is overwhelming, maybe you are holding onto old things and are afraid to let go all at once! What will happen? Well, what is it in you that you are afraid to let go of? Seems like too MUCH!! What will happen? What do you tell yourself? What is the change you are aware of inside that is reflecting, but you may be afraid of?

All is in Loving

If anyone is interested in exploring this process with the support of Spiritual Light clearing, please ask; I would be honored to share the service and set an appointment.

In Loving Service

Christi

Are you present ? How are you present ?

Are you relaxed, trusting, open heart, peaceful mental, emotional and physically? How present are you? Do you sit with yourself, scan in observation, allow, experince and open to Breath of Light ?

Are you tight in your breathing? What subtle places or not so subtle are in reisitance to let go and receive ?

Come into your Kind vulnerable heart, no judgment, no right or wrong with what shows up, even anger, etc. Love – Be present in breath…give and receivei in Love. Ask fo spiritual assistance.

Asking for assistance is trusting loving. Vulnerable, not hiding, but open to receive. if you want to do it yourself, you are shutting off the Spiritual flow. There is no seperation yet, when you hold onto myself, you are not vulnerable and open to receive the Divine Flow that is doing you. It is a dance of remeberance. Subtle, Loud, let go…

When you come into yourself this way you open to be seen and known as it is all know already. You place yourself in a position of vulnerable Love to receive. This takes courage to be present with what is.

You are the Beloved, you forget this and then turn back inward over and over as you are called home. Purity of the Spirit will reveal you within.

ONE LOVE – not control. This is an infinite flow. Letitng go of the bumps over and over in the Light.

You choose. No one can stand between you and God, you place things, events, people places in there. Worshipping these things as truth. It is an inside job as you allow in vulnerable love to see and let go, experience into a freedom of Love. There are no words for this.

Vulnerable Grace … IS…

In Loving Service

Christi

Expand in Light. You are the Light.

You are warmly invited to join me in a collective sacred space, designed to hold the Light or be held in the Light.

Be breathed by the Light as you are Divine. Discover more of yourself in the sacred space within, as we reveal what has been standing between you and the Beloved you are. The Light. ( Living in God’s Holy Thoughts.) You can’t be separate, yet we all forget we are Light. We are Breathed by God – Light.

Inner attuning is key. Have you ever noticed how you hold your breath while breathing? The intrapments of this world cause us to hold our breath. Resisting the Light, trying to be safe in control. The very thing that will bring you freedom, inner freedom, is the key calling. It can be as simple as letting go in Loving trust to receive in breath. This giving and receiving in the intention of Light expansion, it is a celebration of God’s Holy Thoughts!

We will open to more Light, and this can reveal the places that are not quite in the Flow yet. This is a beautiful dance of Love. Those parts of you are being called home. ONENESS.

Breathe in Love in Light and reveal what resists, then allow the Light Expansion. We will do processing, meditation, and journaling. This is a sacred experince within you and the Divine Flow of god that is breathing you.

Hikes will be intertwined in a few of the days, grounding in this flow.

There is always another opening waiting. You choose. Come join in! Breath Of Light Now and Always.

Registration: contact me at christi@christimder.com and/or text me at 415-606-4883.

Tuition: $925. Venmo Christi – Mider or Zelle prepayment is requested.

Dates and times:

November 6th starts at 4:30 pm, ending may vary.

November 7th runs from 9:30 am to 5:30 pm. Ending may vary.

November 8th runs from 9:30 am to 5:30 pm. Ending may vary.

November 9th runs from 9:30 am to 5:00 pm. Ending may vary.

Mark your calendar. Connect with me to register.

Look forward to hearing from you.

In Loving Service

Christi

I was called inwardly to God a long time ago in this lifetime. It was a movement within. My view suddenly became a yearning for the unknown, an excitement for knowing. I had clear messages that were guiding me in freedom and love. Everything kept calling me to be present and receive. This naturally shifted my focus in me and life. There was nothing else more important to me than to come closer; there is nothing closer; it is doing us. Ironically it breathes us.

I was given loud and clear experiences with spirit and still do receive. Though it is subtle, it is clear. It has no ego; it just is. The doubter has no room; I let go in flow. The controller also let go. Presence is present. There is no other; only expansion ONE.

I continue to expand, and in this I am revealing and bringing the parts of me into healing, trust, and love. I actually receive as I let go in breath, inward, relaxation in prayer, meditation, and processing through seeing, hearing, and experiencing what may surface in my personality that is being called into Grace. It may be in discomfort; that discomfort is a gift. Ignoring this can create more challenges. It does not go away. It is called to be loved in the Light. No fear of what may seem too much.

Back to focus, open quiet, breath, sound current, forgiveness, and dancing in Spirit. All is revealed in perfect ways. None of the discomfort makes it into Spirit, it is Disolved.

This process is as constant as breath. I do not hold onto it or control it; I give and receive. I am breathed. I relax my mind, calm my emotions, and allow the discomfort to happen at the same time: my emotions, mind, and body are a temple of God. In this world, they erupt and let go in Loving light flow as I attune. It is not still; it is active, and it is expanding Peace, Sacred silence.

I share this so you may open yourself to new things, let go of shutting off to be at peace. It can be going on all at once.

I write of this sacred dance constantly. We live our lives in ordinary ways, while all this goes on. It is amazing Grace. We are here to be in this dance. Some people will be called more than others in this time. This time will be their time, when it is time.

No one is ever lost.

In Loving Service – Gratitude

Christi

Invitation to Know You Are the Beloved.

This is an invitation to alchemy in Loving Light. There is no wrong or right, receive the experince of Loving Light you are. This comes into the areas that do not know this in Loving.

Consider if you are cocreating your experience, it is all inside you. What you do with it is the key. What if you knew your reaction inside had the power? Meaning, if you want love, be the love. sounds good, right? This is actually a statement that suggests you are not the love. You are already the Beloved, but the places inside that only know this outer world as truth, and control are seeking Love outside. This is where we all get to go back inside and claim our self-talk and judgment, bringing love to the places that do not remember they are Light.

Attuning spiritually is key. That is what you are, a Divine Being having a human experince. This is a school of remembering. Being remembered, in flow. This is a beautiful and seemingly challenging choice. It will also be a kowing that pulls you to it. It is you in the Loving Light Flow of God.

Polishing is a natural flow in the process. Be open to assistance as you traverse this open field of God’s Love. All that shows up is here to help you. Check inside. What shows up, does it tell you to be you in love flow, not ego, it is something in freedom. Everything may start to unravel. Be open to what that is revealing in Loving expansion.

Freedom in Love inside. More…

Be the love that you are. You are the Love of God. What doesn’t know that love in you is being called home.

Join me for private sessions and workshops. The fall retreat is coming up in November. This will be posted soon.

Connect for sessions, email me christi@christimider.com or text 415-606-4883

In Loving Service

Christi

What is gratitude?

Do you put a right and wrong on how things unfold? When someone or something doesn’t do or go the way you want, do you judge? Do you think or feel a push of right and wrong?

What if you consider everything is an opportunity? Are you in your ego, control, or are you in Flow? Spiritual heart is free and in loving gratitude. Through the Spiritual eyes, you see all is. If something comes to you, this is your co-creation to reflect or move what is standing between you and Divine Love, Being aware.

I recently had an experince with a beautiful person who I had a lack Karma with in me. I abandoned myself to prove I am worthy, not showing up as valuable inside to me. I put this person between God and me. I allowed myself not to be paid and supported from a place of lack in me. forgetting I am the Beloved. Serving in God’s Flow. There is flow in the way the service comes in and expressing gratitude in supporitng and being supported. When I saw the film of life times, I stood up inside in Loving and took agency over myself in Spirit. I am grateful to have this healing, this Grace. The karma is in me. Withholding love, health, wealth, and happiness. Withholding the Divine flow. I am the key to this shift.

I value the Divine loving Light sharing I am Blessed to share, I also value the Beloved in me that is showing up in service. I do not have to prove I am Divine; it is. I value all who show up to share in this experince. It is All One.

I share this only for you to consider the places you have denied the Divine in yourself and others to prove, to control, to only see through your physical eyes, which may tell you that you are not worthy. or they are not worthy, and many other ways to live in separation from the Divine flow and gratitude.

Taking Agency is not control; it focuses on the Spirit in you, opening to more Divine Expansion. If you do not value spiritual awakening and yourself, it will show up.in experiences of separation, victim, wanting more control, lack, or blame, the list goes on. It is not about control or right or wrong. It is about Grace. This is an opportunity for Alchemy, the morsels that wiggle, speaking to your inner. This is your basic self repeating a pattern. How about opening to the Divine Light support to help that part be remembered and be led from that Spiritual Heart. Your basic self will be supported in amazing ways.

Let go of stories, blaming. Move to gratitude and open to the true healing that is present now. It is your choice to focus, value, and move vulnerably to expand in Grace. Nothing is against you.

This can feel challenging; we all hurt, and when we choose back to Spirit, we open to a greater Love that is Grace and in an infinite flow. All misunderstandings are dissolved. Each day we find all the places that call us to be in separation inside. Separation is an inside experince. No one outside of you will ever fill this. It is you, the Beloved, who is calling you home.

This is a life of being remembered while being in a human experince. There is infinite creation and love.

You are all. Be present, be in compassion for forgetting, forgive yourself for forgetting you are Divine, and give it up to God.

In Loving Light Service

Christi

Harmony.

I am taking care of farm animals at Windermere Ranch this week. It has been a learning curve, and full of observation around control, demand, over responding, belonging, giving, and receiving in harmony.

Animals are sensitive Basic selves. Recently, a long-time resident passed; his presence was one of consistency and light, touching all, animals, land, and people. The change for the animals was not overlooked. Also, the family that cares for the Ranch and animals went away for the week. When I arrived, they had already left. The animals were in a frenzy. When I arrived at the barn, the ducks, chickens, and goats ( including baby goats that cry like babies) were all at top communication. It was a LOT!

My basic self reaction was tension and what bad has happened, I see energy, etc., I saw so much flying around. I moved quickly ot feed them, and I had confusion as this was my first time doing this. Instructions are great, but when you are doing it, there is another reality. coming centered in Presence was my intention. To be in love frequency, while serving the animals. They react to our frequency, too. We all have vulnerable places. I was on a bit of overload, aware of the animals and concerns of the caretakers’ details that were in a working-out process. They were stressed.

What I came to realize as I have spent 2 and a half days in this process is how much I was pulled out of center in worry. Worry I would fail at this, and that would mean I am not loving enough. This really pushed me in places I had not seen in a long time. I felt exposed, truth, the animals don’t play in costumes, so any routines that may have been a plan were thrown out the window. Authentic, relaxed love was the only way to do this. Each time I let go of how it should be done and do it in relaxed trust flow, as truthfully, everything was good. Just emotional animal people stuff. Getting upset, the animals were hyper-reactive. Just getting used to me.

Yesterday morning, I had to make a special baby duck food because there was a problem getting the one they usually use. This was taking me extra time. Animals in the stalls were all yelling at me , it seemed. ” Get on with it, we want to eat and go out!” Im laughing as I write this. One of the duties in this process is to keep the chicken separate from the goats, moving the goats ot one pen, then letting the chickens out. Suddenly, a Rooster flew in and landed above me in the food stall. I was so surprised, as in my mind, the plan was to control, and those who shared the plan knew what they were doing. Of course, so I thought. There was no control; the rooster can go where he wants. I loved this as it made me let go and relax. I was being controlled by the plan on paper instead of being present with what was NOW, still doing what was on the plan, but not in ego, meaning get it right their way. I let go of the task I was in and went where the flow was. Everyone was fed and let out to their areas for the day. Mission accomplished.

The animals were communicating with me. The Rooster definitely took me out of my STUPID to giggles and Love.

This is a give-and-take harmony flow, not rigid. We all need each other in this dance. When we shut down, as if we are separate, and try to create control, it never works. I love the chickens; they’re so mellow and seem to be in that flow. Once they had my attention, they became peaceful and waited for me patiently. I see so much human behavior in all of this. After all my inner talk, trying to get it right, then deciding this isn’t for me, I let go. I said a prayer of harmony and love for the animals and me to be in flow and love.

Today was bliss; they were all calm, I took my time and did things the best I could, the way that worked for me. The goats, chickens, and ducks seemed happy to see me, not pushing, I was more present in myself in trust, so I was. available to flow to give and receive in harmony. They were in peace and were waiting, in what seemed like trust, all is here now. We all give and receive. Peace and flow were present in me and them. Everyone was fed and given some Love. I am grateful expanded. I received this.

The last gift this morning was the baby goats and their mother joining the big goats for the day in one pen. I was passing by the fenced area as I was heading back to my house, and did not see the baby goats. I said inwardly, I wonder where the babies are. Suddenly, one of the babies popped its head out of the plastic igloo in the area, looked at me and called out in a goat’s voice, “Here we are” I felt and heard this intention, then it popped back inside. If you doubt that you affect what is happening with your inner voice, , thoughts, and frequencies, think twice. We are all connected.

This is good news, we choose. It also means we will still have ups and downs, but maybe a Rooster will fly in and give you pause, ” Hey – calm down, we are here, it will happen.” god gets our attention in many ways.

God’s got Your Back. Be open to receive. Then giving is a cinch; it is joy. We learn from each other. Don’t forget. No one is an island.

There is much more i would like to share about the animals but, for now this is my intention and what came forward.

Much Love and Light

Christi

I have been looking at how I choose. Why did I choose? Is it a default to others or patterns of lack or control? Am I actually looking inside and being present, seeing what is going on inside?

Letting go of control, mind, and checking in, am I motivated by fear, lack, Fear of missing out, specialness, or?

I am slowing down even more to allow flow to come awake, healing the retractions and stories, allowing my choices to be aligned in me to take part in something to come from clarity in me. I have watched when a choice has been made out of a lack of control. Disharmony inside will always seem to whisper.

I also know when choice is made from the YES.. experince or NO experince from peaceful clarity. There is an authentic loving flow. No one has to validate or can take anything away. It is clearly a choice that is coming from and in me. There is a strength in this that allows a flow, a knowing I am walking in grace, A choice made by me in a greater mastery of my path, that I claim. Following God is my partner. The awesomeness of this is that it has a Divine sweetness. It is true.

Take time to pause, go indie, give space to clear what stories stand between you and the choice that is in flow, clarity. Breathe, listen, check, and see if you are moving in choice from default or clarity in peace. Not reaction, chasing. Come present. allow yourself to let go, receive. There will be no restrictions. No Lack. It is a clear choice. path.

Be True to Thy Own Self. Means many things, not from ego but from divine flow. What is your intention? If we depend always on others’ validation, we will never know what our true choice flow is. We are influenced by so many things in this outer world; take time each day to go within and be present with the presence. From that place, God is your partner. Listen and allow the flow and clarity to answer. Do not let someone else cripple you by pushing you through in a special, urgent way. Let yourself take the steps and the process. We will be met in clarity. Inside, and all the rest falls into place. Sometimes this is quick and sometimes we will experince confusion. This just means we are not present in ourselves and the flow. Take a step inward. Let go of the outer and allow the clarity to come.

This is a daily practice of living life present in the presence.

You are Divine.

In Loving Service

Christi

I want to open this sharing up to you. Please take a moment and consider writing your experince or question. I would love to hear from you. This work is about expansion and upliftment on the inner. You are Divine. This affects everything. We touch each other in all we do. Take this opportunity to put your energy into this space in Loving.

1. Share your experince with this loving light work and path.
2. Ask a question.
3. Please keep this about the loving expansion you have experienced or are seeking.
4. Remember, this is about your inner Light. Your inner world, which is all.

To those I have worked with it has been a pleasure. Please share if you are called inner.

to Those I have not met – Nice to meet you, please take a momnet ot share.

I am always in expansion and growth, this work is the same. So the more I hear from others, I am connected in a greater way to uplifting service.

In Loving Service

Christi

In these times of collective focus, sharing experiences, are you listening inside? Are you focused on what others do? Are you observing and staying aligned with the inner flow? Not control, inner flow is expansion, clearing, expansion, clearing- and choosing in clarity what is supporting you.

Like many, I can still get caught in stories that pull me in control, separation, or lack, shut off the inner flow, which is Spiritual. Each of us has this breathing us. Do we check and see where we have restrictions and are holding on in lack, could be health, wealth, happiness, the flow of Infinite Divine support. To know this, we all have a beautiful dance of in and out of this flow. The outcome brings us all sorts of experiences in the outer world on purpose. When it gets odd enough, we have a choice to turn back inward and open to Grace expansion, clearing what patterns we have that keep us in forgetting or living in the loving flow. When I say odd, check how you are inside.

Sometimes people hold their breath when things are stressful. They try not to feel, expand, or try to disappear in a way. Maybe things will just get better. We are holding the frequency of what is creating the very thing we are trying to hide from. We are key inside to all of this. Each experince gives us a chance to explore and alchemy in the Loving light what we continue to do or create. in separation. There may be different facets of this, so when it surfaces, it is never exactly the same, and you have the gift of expansion in a new way in an area in your inner life that overflows. The outer may appear good, but what is going on inside?

Take time each day, each week, each month to be present and work with yourself in the presence. This means to be present with the presence. Allow what is in restriction to surface, bring it into the Light. It is all known anyhow.

I know we sometimes just want to play, of course! What if play can include this beautiful Divine, you being the lead? This goes beyond the physical world, and is doing all of it.

It is said 10% is this world and 90 % is Spirit. My experience is to move into God is my partner, and it is 100%. When I am willing to refocus, relax, and move back to this, each trauma and drama starts to reveal the gift of Grace. Some days they are small, and some days are huge; they seem like mountains moving to Miracles. We are Miracles, so all is a Miracle.

Have a day, week, month of miracles – come present in the presence with meditation and Light Love Work and dance in the Grace.

LOVING LIGHT OFFERINGS

Private sessions and packages. I also offer workshops.

Here is my upcoming workshop and private package offering link. https://christimider.com/2026/06/22/summer-refresh-lighten-in-grace/

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Hope to meet you or see you again soon.

In Loving Service

Christi