I was called inwardly to God a long time ago in this lifetime. It was a movement within. My view suddenly became a yearning for the unknown, an excitement for knowing. I had clear messages that were guiding me in freedom and love. Everything kept calling me to be present and receive. This naturally shifted my focus in me and life. There was nothing else more important to me than to come closer; there is nothing closer; it is doing us. Ironically it breathes us.
I was given loud and clear experiences with spirit and still do receive. Though it is subtle, it is clear. It has no ego; it just is. The doubter has no room; I let go in flow. The controller also let go. Presence is present. There is no other; only expansion ONE.
I continue to expand, and in this I am revealing and bringing the parts of me into healing, trust, and love. I actually receive as I let go in breath, inward, relaxation in prayer, meditation, and processing through seeing, hearing, and experiencing what may surface in my personality that is being called into Grace. It may be in discomfort; that discomfort is a gift. Ignoring this can create more challenges. It does not go away. It is called to be loved in the Light. No fear of what may seem too much.
Back to focus, open quiet, breath, sound current, forgiveness, and dancing in Spirit. All is revealed in perfect ways. None of the discomfort makes it into Spirit, it is Disolved.
This process is as constant as breath. I do not hold onto it or control it; I give and receive. I am breathed. I relax my mind, calm my emotions, and allow the discomfort to happen at the same time: my emotions, mind, and body are a temple of God. In this world, they erupt and let go in Loving light flow as I attune. It is not still; it is active, and it is expanding Peace, Sacred silence.
I share this so you may open yourself to new things, let go of shutting off to be at peace. It can be going on all at once.
I write of this sacred dance constantly. We live our lives in ordinary ways, while all this goes on. It is amazing Grace. We are here to be in this dance. Some people will be called more than others in this time. This time will be their time, when it is time.
No one is ever lost.
In Loving Service – Gratitude
Christi

