Opportunity is Present – Awakening the Flower of Divine Love – Spring Retreat May 10, 11, & 12, 2019



TIME MAY 10 TH  –  3:00PM TO 6:00PM – MAY 11 TH –  9:30 AM TO 5:30PM – MAY 12 TH –  9:30 TO 5:00PM  

The essence of the Beloved is an unfolding, revealing the sweetness that is singing and blooming within every cell. This is a renewal of the Beloved you – in every breath.

Blooming in the Light is an ongoing expansion of awareness of the Divine sweet essence you are.

Going within the places that are holding tight in resistance with loving light allows the presence of your own inner Divine design to awaken in the presence of illumination.

We will take our time and create a holding space of Love illuminated with the Spirit to explore and allow the freedom of flow to release these restriction that have forgotten the way of love is present no matter what has happened. These may be imprinted by our family, society, religion and more, allowing the experience of alchemy through the Divine Presence awaking in surrender to innocence .

We will be in meditation and Light processing.

This is a small group of Loving sharing, that brings sweet awakening in the Beauty of the Light Ignited within.

Times: May 10th, 11th, & 12th, 2019

Friday, 10th   3:00pm to 6:00pm

Saturday, 11th  9:30 am to 6:00pm

Sunday 12th 9:30 am to 6:00pm

Tuition: Cottage Residential $550.00 – Non Cottage Residential $600.00

REGISTRATION FOR ALL OFFERING: email: christi@christimider.com or call: 415-606-4883.

RETREAT – Cottage reservation should be done as soon as possible, Below are details.

I am once again excited to hold and house our retreat at The Cottages in Carpinteria California, where we can all be together holding the light.

Staying at the cottages for the weekend is encouraged but not a must. Residing at the cottages, allows you to step away from your day-to-day patterns, giving yourself completely over to the loving support offered in the retreat atmosphere. If you are unable to retreat at the cottages, you are still welcome to take part in this light filled weekend.

 This is a beautiful, playful cluster of bungalows located in the small town of Carpinteria, California, just a few miles south of Santa Barbara and few blocks from the beach.

website: www.carpinteriabeachcottages.com
Call property manager, Lisa Carey, for reservations at 805.680.6622 ~ Let her know you are part of the retreat.


Freedom… You are..



A song of Love, You are the Love Song of God.

Click the link for a little sweetness https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SE_l1hLps1g

In loving Service


Allow and Promote


This is a school of reflection. We have relationships with ourself through others reflecting what will serve our growth. The answer always leads to love.

When we blame ourself or others or hold ourselves as victims, we are holding ourselves in the trap that we believe has held us back. As we awaken to the Divine we understand that all has purpose and on some level we have allowed or promoted what has happened or is going on. It is all going on inside us. Understand this may be unconscious, it also has come as a stepping stone for us to learn from. Karma is like that. We give ourselves over to things, they do not have power over us. When we are willing to know the Spirit of Grace is present, we take responsibility for our experiences and we are grateful to know this is true.

It is amazing how empowering it is to claim – know our Divine nature, when we are truly in this knowing, we are able to expand in love  in  Grace, as we awaken through what seemed to be adversity. We will stumble and it is going to bring a sense of blame, pain and powerlessness. Be kind to yourself, be open to knowing that what has transpired has a gift that was perfectly designed to use as a stepping stone.

When we choose to take a position of blame or victim, we are allowing and promoting more of the same that has been the challenge. Manipulation is possible but, if it comes to us, be wise to see what  part we may have needed or played in that. Most of what happens is not on a conscious level, and it must have been serving us in some way. We all have ways of creating and when we believe someone has control over us, we have given this away, we are allowing this or promoting this, There is usually some payoff we receive  or are seeking and are not willing to give up. The freedom we seek is through understanding, allowing the ” healing” to surface by allowing the gift of information the situation has brought forward to us. It is not what is happening that is important, it is what we are doing with it inside us. What are we telling ourself ?  Why are we allowing or promoting these things in our lives? We will probably see a pattern and see ourselves in what we perceive someone  is doing to us. We actually find compassion for those places that believe we have to manipulate ourselves or others for one reason or another. When we find this compassion we are moving to Grace. We will find forgiveness for ourselves and others. There are treasures of patterns we carry in the unconscious that run us, They tie into this life and past life creations. So when something comes forward there is great opportunity to release with Spiritual assistance in forgiveness and Love. We hold these keys. When we truly release it does not exist anymore and we are free inside, realizing  – knowing, no one ever had power over us, we just believed it. This is an inner freedom I speak of. The design here is to forget the freedom of the Divine and re-awaken to what we already are, but have forgotten.

Be wise and let go of the judgments and blame, on yourself and others. Remember you have a part in all that is happening in your life. There is a chance you have done and do the same as others do or did. No one is above or below, there are only experiences here to awaken the Love where the Love has been hiding – with – holding to ourselves and others.. It is all of God, God is love.

Awaken the Divine within and follow in Love the answers that are hiding in the seemly adverse challenges. Try not to take a position of against-ness and allow the loving to surface through all that you have co-created.  Remember you are the power of Love. you are the Beloved of The Beloved.



LIGHT – More to Share – Second Inspiration.


 We are in constant movement , the change is always present. The Love is always present even when it seems to be a strain to know this.
Open the places that are being challenged to the Light and keys will be revealed to the freedom you seek. Your willingness to let go and let Love lead will be the path of liberation.
In Loving
I am called to add to this sharing today. So you are receiving this twice.
WhenAs we awaken to the Light that we are and we are of, we shed the things that seem to be real to us in our personality. when this happens we may feel pushed and pulled. We may reach out in old ways of sharing, we may try and control things more. This comes up in us because letting go seems to be against the seemingly safe patterns we have developed to have relationships, survive, or just find identification in ourselves. We are seeking to belong.  We Belong. We are the Breath of God. We are Divine  –  all of the Light the Oneness. To know this is…
BE kind to yourself when you feel stretched, know you are being polished in places that have forgotten you belong, there is One Love in Light and that is…
No – one is unworthy or unlovable. No need to costume. Separation is illusion, acceptance in ones own self, foibles and all, releases the bindings that keep the experience of need and we move to loving acceptance. We find relaxation. Love, Freedom inside and all is.
We know…
Do not run from the stretching times, move into acceptance and open to Grace. The healing in Loving – Forgiveness where we have fogotten ourselves and built amazing illusion realities keeping us in a sense of separation.  We did this in judgement and misunderstandings as we forget what we are in this world of  play that becomes so real.
It is all perfectly imperfect. Seek the Love and love the imperfection and peace will reside inside as you awaken to the Divine that resides in you and all.
We are One Love.
In Loving

Awakening the Love


We are not broken we are asleep. The places that are feeling neglected or unloved are just the places that are awaiting our inner to let go and Let Love –  Let God which is Love. The source of all is within us.

It seems uncomfortable to go inside, this discomfort is the very thing that keeps us repeating the the very things we find hurtful or challenging. This is not to be judged, this is a place to be loved and set it free in love.

The Beloved calls you from within, this moves you in ways that shake and quake. This moves the mountains you have held onto for lifetimes as impossible to cross. you are not to be on a cross you are to lift in Love…

To be free is to be free inside in Love. This Love is Present always in you, no one else has to approve of you.  You are approved, you are Divine creation.

Love is free, control is not love, it is control. Set yourself free, allow the light to touch those places that have been hiding in contraction, be with those parts that you are uncomfortable with, receive the Loving there. Allow the misunderstanding to heal through Love. Forgiving the misunderstanding, that took place in the moment that you decided you were not worthy or lovable. This brings more compassion forward and understanding, no one else is your source of love or even your source of problem, as you begin to awaken and know the flow of the Beloved Light Love is what is constant and available. It is Breathing you. You must agree and open to receive, giving up the hiding and control allows the unknown – The Divine Love to move in flow and you will know unity. The oneness.

So – Let Go -Let Peace –  Let Love- Let God

You are Beloved.

Click for a song of love and healing – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBYrRPSG-Rs





The mind is only a tool of processing. The source of creation is in the unseen, yet is in us. The One is not what we think, it is a Beingness.

Control of others or attempting to control how people see us will cause disturbance, a sense of lack and loss. All that is happening is reflection. Reflective light is in constant change. We will never understand, we will be… we will know in Being. Grace will be at hand in that experience of Being.

The mental realm is limited. Opening our Spiritual eyes is a letting go, this can be very scary to many, when we doubt our worthiness we hold onto to the illusion through control and many times judgement.

The unknown knowing is a place of freedom. We are not here to fix anything, we are Love, this love is always evolving through letting go of control and relaxing into acceptance. When this becomes a harmony infused in the Spirit, we experience freedom and that part may let go and be love.

We discover we are not what we do or say, we are Divine. to know this goes beyond the mind.

Let go of control, allow – accept and open to receive. Receive what is beyond the mind and resides in Love, which is what is breathing you.

Let Go Let God – Be willing to not know to know and BE…

Being…Now. Breathe…Repeat…

Spring Open


Open your Heart – welcome the new in every breath- Breathe the fresh renewing Love in and let go of the old ways of holding tight in worry, fear, lack, separation, and more. These are limited ideas and you are more than an idea, you are Divine.

Be the Fresh open receiving – giving – receiving – giving, love inspired being, creating , renewed in each moment, each breath. Nothing is permanent… this is not a limitation, this is opportunity to open to be the abundance, the infinite flow,  God has no limit. Attune in Love and you will soar.

Happy Monday, enjoy the love song you are and that is all – God.

Click link and enjoy… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9h2QC3nM-Ec