I want to share an observation of something that has continued to come up for me. When things come to our lives, how we are inside with it is the only thing that we have any control over. I know we all have our human ups and downs. We all want love. Change is Constant. Many people believe others should look, speak, respond in ways that make them comfortable. That means love to them. It is hard to control this. We might find that we are always being disappointed when we have expectations on others. This is not uncommon. It is a place inside that is living in the outer world, believing it can control things.make them look a certain way, behave a certain way so, then everything will be okay. Have you noticed you still have you inside pulling you into things that are not so shiny? Trying to deny never works. It grows bigger in some area of your inner and outer life.

We may try on all sort of costumes, use words that we hear used that mean love, or give us an identity we perceive will be a good thing for us. We all are just trying hats on.

We all have “flaws” , these are our gifts, when we are willing to be honest, be present in ourselves, bringing light and love to these places we deny, we begin a true path of Love – freedom. NO matter how much we want love, we are the key inside to what we are seeking. We can join groups of people with the same intention, always a good idea, but, if you expect perfection from the group, you are once again missing the point. We are here to learn from our humans. Master school. When we are with others we will always find all sorts of opportunity to see our own limitations. Our own reactions to what comes forward. When you have perfection expectation on others, you have those on yourself. You probably find you are judging yourself a lot, and probably others. As I said disappointment show up often.

My many years of living my life in this Master school of love focus, has continued to reveal the nuance of how people bring separation awareness in me, when I witness certain things that are out of balance I can get frustrated at the missed opportunity , I yearn for honesty. why do I need others to be honest? How can I expect that? That is a demand. Knowing this about myself, brings me back inside,, to loving me.. The place that doesn’t know I am safe and loved no matter how others behave. Others denials, only show up as a problem, If I deny love in me. It is never on anyone else. We all prefer things to be loving and safe. Ultimately we are our loving safe place. God is Present in this Beloved Vessel and when I am attuned in this frequency, I know peace and understaniding is present, all is well. I never get there if I try to shut off my human healing process.

So be Honest, Look at yourself as you are. all things you love and all things that you have created that you do not love or like. They all are yours to choose a path home in loving you awake.. I suggest you let go of the idea any one person will always be perfectly the way you want them to be, you would be better off to look in the mirror for what you are seeking and go to work in you, in loving light. It is all you…Can you love the dark can you love the Light, The light is love it becomes a flow. It IS.

Observe, come present, do not turn away. This is a Divine life breathing you. to know this takes courage. You are worth it.

Be Well .. Beloved… This is a continued opportunity.

In Long Service

Christi