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2026 Spring Retreat – May 18 – 21, 2026. Bringing Home The Love. In Person – Windermere Ranch, Santa Barbara, Ca, or Zoom. There is Limited Space In Person.

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You are HOME.

“Home is where the heart is.”

Be Present in YOU. Allow the Loving expansion in you to continue. You will know your true home is present in you, as you align to a greater attunement to the flow of Spirit.

What calls your heart goes beyond this world. It is in everything, yet this world is not your home. You carry this knowing, and when you find yourself yearning for something greater, it is not here, but within you, and it is doing all of this. Letting go of what stands between you and the flow of Spirit is a wonderful constant refinement. The more you allow this Infinite Love to come present and real, the more you will be pulled to keep going. You find that co-creative flow is in this freedom, in clarity. Expansion guided in a flow that comes like a dance of Love. It is simple and is active inside and outside.

When you are present in this experience in you. Love is Home where ever you are. Whatever the world brings you in upset is more easily brought to a place of Grace, and you know you are safe as the Beloved that you are and is doing all of this. You see through the Beloved’s eyes. The heartbeat of God is singing in you – you are in it and of it. There is no OTHER.

Join me with a small group in this sacred time and space to continue the alchemy of Loving Light with what is present for you. We will process, meditate, and take hikes. In the group will find a flow that allows more reflection and clearing. We lift and expand together. You are Loved.

In Person at Windemere Ranch – Santa Barbara, Ca.

The in-person space is limited. If you are interested in coming, please let me know asap. I will be your contact for accommodations for the retreat.

Zoom

REGISTER – EMAIL ME AT christi@christimider.com or text 415-606-4883

TUITION – $925 – BEFORE MARCH 18TH, 2026 – AFTER MARCH 18TH, 2026 $965

PAYMENT MAY BE MADE- VENMO, ZELLE, OR PAYPAL.

Times

May 18 through 21, 2026

Monday 18th, 4:00pm start – 6:30 or 7:00pm end

Tuesday 19th through Thursday 21st – 9:30 am – 5:00 pm. These times may vary.

All are Welcome

In Loving Service

Christi

SPECIAL OFFERING – Retreat Attendees may add a Package of 3 private light sessions at a discounted rate of $850. This package is to be purchased before the retreat start date. This package is to be done over a 3-month period. This is a wonderful way to stay in the flow and continue support.

There is still time to join with a Gift and give a Gift. Join the Workshop Series of 3 Sessions – Be Present In Flow – Next One – February 8th, 2026. See All Dates and details below.

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This series is designed to bring greater alignment in you with the Presence by being Present. This world pulls and pushes us in the doing. What if you could be relaxed and walk with your beloved leading? The simple alignment of being present with yourself and the flow of God’s love brings a grace to life within, and the outer comes into harmony.

This Harmony may be a simple step of acceptance, freedom within, and from there, you are in Flow. This process invites clearing the things that are in separation from Love, which supports creative flow, even in our daily lives. When we are in our Heart Flow, things go easily. Those things in resistance are calling for freedom. The freedom within comes with the alchemy in Spirit. Breathe and receive and let go in Love relaxation.

Letting go and expanding. In the midst of doing and the challenges of the world, brings a special gift – an opportunity. How do you come present – stay present in Flow? Let go and be met instead of chasing anything or fighting? Love is Present. Our inner world is what is driving our experiences and creation. Coming present in you with the presence is the key. Not a new concept. How are you doing with this?

Responsible Love – You are the key. You choose. We all create the experience that comes. That is an opportunity.

Join me for this series of 3 more gatherings. We will attune, clear, and create a simple practice for each day to come, present in flow. It is constant. When you relax and attune to this Divine heartbeat in you. You are in partnership with God. It is never over there; it is present. Present in you as you. Imagine opening your life to this, leading you. It is breathing you.

3 sessions- each being 3 hours. In Loving Sacred Space.

To register, email me at chrisit@christimider.com or Text 415-606-4883

DATES & TIMES

#3 February 8th, 2026 2:00p.m. to 5:00p.m. P.T. Sunday

#4 March 4th, 2026, 6:00 p.m. to 9:00 p.m. P.T. Wednesday

#5 April 12th, 2026 2:00 p.m. to 5:00 p.m. P.T. Sunday

Tution

Single Session $175

3 Sessions $525

Registration Payment can be made – Venmo or Zelle

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Private sessions and Packages.

I offer private single sessions $350, 1 1/2 to 2 hours.

A Package is a series of 3 sessions. – $900 to be completed over a 3-month period. This is a very subtle and powerful experience. This is a commitment to yourself. The package has a timing on purpose, and you are in flow for that time frame. There is a polishing that is building in this commitment. When you make space in your life to be present, opening to greater alignment, you are met by Spirit where you are. Once a month is a beautiful way to keep in Flow. The sessions can be spaced closer, if that serves where you are.

In Loving Service

Christi

There is still time to join with a Gift and give a Gift. Join the Workshop Series of 3 Sessions – Be Present In Flow – Next One – February 8th, 2026. See All Dates and details below.

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This series is designed to bring greater alignment in you with the Presence by being Present. This world pulls and pushes us in the doing. What if you could be relaxed and walk with your beloved leading? The simple alignment of being present with yourself and the flow of God’s love brings a grace to life within, and the outer comes into harmony.

This Harmony may be a simple step of acceptance, freedom within, and from there, you are in Flow. This process invites clearing the things that are in separation from Love, which supports creative flow, even in our daily lives. When we are in our Heart Flow, things go easily. Those things in resistance are calling for freedom. The freedom within comes with the alchemy in Spirit. Breathe and receive and let go in Love relaxation.

Letting go and expanding. In the midst of doing and the challenges of the world, brings a special gift – an opportunity. How do you come present – stay present in Flow? Let go and be met instead of chasing anything or fighting? Love is Present. Our inner world is what is driving our experiences and creation. Coming present in you with the presence is the key. Not a new concept. How are you doing with this?

Responsible Love – You are the key. You choose. We all create the experience that comes. That is an opportunity.

Join me for this series of 3 more gatherings. We will attune, clear, and create a simple practice for each day to come, present in flow. It is constant. When you relax and attune to this Divine heartbeat in you. You are in partnership with God. It is never over there; it is present. Present in you as you. Imagine opening your life to this, leading you. It is breathing you.

3 sessions- each being 3 hours. In Loving Sacred Space.

To register, email me at chrisit@christimider.com or Text 415-606-4883

DATES & TIMES

#3 February 8th, 2026 2:00p.m. to 5:00p.m. P.T. Sunday

#4 March 4th, 2026, 6:00 p.m. to 9:00 p.m. P.T. Wednesday

#5 April 12th, 2026 2:00 p.m. to 5:00 p.m. P.T. Sunday

Tution

Single Session $175

3 Sessions $525

Registration Payment can be made – Venmo or Zelle

********

Private sessions and Packages.

I offer private single sessions $350, 1 1/2 to 2 hours.

A Package is a series of 3 sessions. – $900 to be completed over a 3-month period. This is a very subtle and powerful experience. This is a commitment to yourself. The package has a timing on purpose, and you are in flow for that time frame. There is a polishing that is building in this commitment. When you make space in your life to be present, opening to greater alignment, you are met by Spirit where you are. Once a month is a beautiful way to keep in Flow. The sessions can be spaced closer, if that serves where you are.

In Loving Service

Christi

Bigger Healing Expansion

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I want to share a process that I have been in for years. Still having opportunities.

I live in a diverse neighborhood. When COVID came, more people moved into the homes around me. It became very crowded in their homes and on the street. More emotions and frequency of people trying to get along in tight spaces.

The polishing of keeping a loving boundary and the influence of the psychic frequency that changed here has been a strengthener, not always easy to lift and hold in peace and love. I found the places in me that were experiencing powerlessness to negativity.

If you have seen West Side Story, I’m doing a spoiler in sharing if you haven’t. Sorry. After there was the shootings of Maria’s loved ones, she encounters the young man who became wrapped up in the fight. and shot her love. He was not really in the middle of it, but was pulled into the sides in anger, then shot the person he had been told was the enemy. Families and ethnic separation, countries, streets, towns, etc., all have a sense of identity separate from others. We really feel and believe this is true. That is the design/illusion of the planet. This story was about a neighborhood. It reflects all of us inside and out.What I want to share is Maria, who saw only love, fell apart in grief and anger, took the gun from the young man, and said, ” I never knew how to hate until you taught me.” She turned the gun on him, did not shoot, then herself, did not shoot, then dropped the gun and wept. I wept when I saw this for the millionth time. Something in me remembered that moment of giving up love because all around me it seemed hopeless, hurt, abandoned, or more.. Turning the gun on someone is turning the gun on yourself. shutting off your love flow to survive. It is a beautiful offering to look inside and see how you have chosen this. No judgment, only compassion and forgiveness. We forget what we are and begin to move into separation inside as we experience this world, micro and macro. We can reclaim ourselves through awareness and compassion for ourselves, healing in Grace those places that give up or forget Love inside. Then, through those eyes, we have that for others. There is no other.

Another element of what I have been experiencing and watching is addiction. drugs, alcohol, and smoking. I am from a big family, and lots of drugs and drinking were part of my experience.. When I was 18, I was still living at home and pretty lost inside. I was partying a lot. Not present in me, nor really connecting with loved ones. I came home late one night, and ironically, I had been unwittingly drugged. I knew inside this was a turning point. When I entered my parents’ house, my Mother called out and told me to get out of her house now. This was not negotiable. My sister had attempted suicide that night and was brought home. My Mother was full to say the least.

I called a friend, and she allowed me to live with her and her family for a bit. I continued to drink too much. This was a kind person, and it was temporary. I was really hurt and upset with my Mom, and so was she with me. I have worked on my process of believing I had been abandoned and more. Just recently, Grace entered me. Addiction is something a person has to choose out of. My Mother Loved herself and me enough to do this. I look at that inside me now and I see how strong she was, but also how I had to walk this life I chose and choose to learn and strengthen my Love for me and let that lead my life. The sweetness that is coming alive in me, as I have allowed Love to lead this experience back into the Beloved I am and she is, goes beyond words. I am grateful.

Sometimes we think love is staying in the negative, or supporting the negative. What if you consider that we all have a Light that can ignite within? What if we have to turn back to ourselves in Love first? We can’t carry anyone that way. We can reflect and be a frequency of Love. They or we have to turn to the Love and field of healing to receive and expand. We are strong Love. We forget. That is okay. We are also pulled into remembrance. Love expands in us in Spirit, through Spirit, and we let go. Relax, forgive yourself. Love and allow it to reveal. It is a flow of God’s Infinite Love we are all made of.

Be grateful for those who held in Love even when it appeared to be a no, not anymore. Take a look inside and see what you reclaimed in Love, not righteousness. Give yourself the gift of a stepping stone instead of victim. Thank whoever played their part. Put the gun down and lift in Loving Light. e Gratefu lin Love to you and all involved.

You are Beloved – There is no other – Only ONE…

In Lovng Service

Christi

Freedom Within

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This is a time of expansion. We are tested every day with a sense of chaos-controlled negativity.Inside we probably find ourselves in restriction, oppression, fear, anger, frustration and more.

How do we regain our center? Our Loving creative flow?

I was with some children yesterday. One tripped and fell down, and I was pulled to go to him. His face showed embarrassment and vulnerability, shame. The frequency he sent me when he looked at me was to stay away. I did, he cried, and went to his Dad. I sent love from within to him. Then his brother was walking in front of me, and slipped, then fell, and he just lay there deciding, not quite reacting yet. There was space for me to gently help him stand up. His father asked if he was okay, and he decided he was.

My observation is that they were showing me how we all allow and promote receiving or blocking love flow in our reactions. When we let go and relax and trust, we open to being lifted and balanced in Love. It takes courage to not be in defense or shame. It’s okay to have feelings, as we grow up, we can recognize our feelings as just that. What we are telling ourselves about ourselves is inside us. We learn to comfort and calm and see the benefit of vulnerability and trust and receiving. This is how the Light gets in.

The Loving Light is always present in creative flow inside us. Keeping our hearts open and sharing in vulnerability allows clearing, and doors swing open to creative abundance. We share in this world this way. We are not isolated except inside. That is where the jail exists. We create the jail. Our life experiences hold the messages we have kept alive in us to ” survive.” Instead of Love and abundant flow. The messages were an experience of separation. We believe and believed it.

Take your power back through Love. We give it away to ego walls, shame, blame, and control through negativity, ours or others. We get our feelings hurt and shut down, try to be perfect, which is non-existent, love the one inside and the one who stumbles, falls down. Let the Loving Light lift you up and stand in your Loving creative Power. You are divine. When we want to fight, hit, or control, we block what we are seeking. This is a process.

Knowledge of this helps us use our Divine awareness to choose, take an inner Love bath, and receive. Remember, we all make mistakes and learn from them. Don’t condemn yourself or others. Consider you have a choice. This choice is that you can heal what is disturbed and open to freedom within that shows the way to create a better place inside and out to live. Live in Loving freedom. see through the heart of God.

There are layers of creation that have a frequency that we respond to. Be willing to keep getting back up in Loving support. Inside and out. Sharing with others who are also on this path can be revealing and healing.

Be open to being supported and supporting. No one does it alone. It is an inside job; your inner experience is what is running you. Those upsets are a call for help. Start by pausing in honesty, and love the one inside that is in upset or confusion. Relax, breathe, allow the love to reveal the one inside that does not know Love-Light. There is nothing to do but love and forgive yourself for forgetting you are beloved, you are Divine, and you are Love and Loved. Start with this simple process and see how it reveals and heals you into a greater awareness of flow, of safety, and creative inspiration. Your inner world will reflect to the outer.

Thank you

In Loving Service

Christi

Be – See a Light Love Filled Life

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We all have read, heard or maybe know that we are co-creating our life experience.

That being said, this life experience is our curriculum. We are Divine. When we come into this world, we forget and we begin a journey of being remembered. Remembered is a knowing that comes alive. dropping the illusions of separation. We tell ourselves negative stories from within. We keep focused on that negative story as our truth, as opposed to the Love the Light we are. The Loving Light filled life we are.

We frequency the focus, the emotions, the thoughts, the reality we are believing to be running us radiates more of the same. All humans do this. Imagine healing these place into Loving Light flow. How would it be to walk in a Loving Light reality within ?

This is possible, step by step. Illuminating your inner world. The stories, the parts of you that have been in the confusion of separation, from the experiences that told you, to fear, or to judge, or hate or lack. Carrying a sense of powerlessness to what everyone else is doing or saying. We have the power to change the frequency- language to Love. We hold this key, We can choose. This means giving up the things that support the negativity, this is journey of remembering.

The world looks and feels full of against-ness. How do we relax in Loving flow? Bring the one inside into the light and allow the Alchemy of LightLove to reveal the Divine, letting go of the story that has been holding you hostage. The language goes from negativity to Love, Kindness, Sharing , Caring, and Abundance. This is an inside job, you are important. Love does support you. God is LoveLight and you are ONE LOVE. This is a surrender. Surrender to the unknown – knowing.

The process of Loving alchemy allows what is holding you in negativity to have a voice in the Light. To reveal what is unseen to you. let it be seen in Love. Give yourself kindness and see how holding on to defense, anger and hurt has kept you there. It is a false protection, but understandable. Now is the time to see how you actually are not the things you told yourself. Let the Loving Light flow and assist you in clearing your emotions, mind and body of the repetitive habits and come alive in expansion of Spiritual Loving Light. this is what you are. ONE LOVE.

This is an experience. It goes beyond mind. I am sharing this in words. Maybe there is something in you that knows this is true and you are pulled in Love.

That is all this is about.

Be the Love you SEEK. The world will reveal that as we are ONE. The more we choose and actually move within to this, we radiate out in overflow. Touching all around us, even if we do not know what is going on.

Be the Love Light and See the Love Light Life you seek. This will keep you in a direction of Loving Flow. Co-creating from within a Life of Loving Light Abundance.

You are Beloved.

Thank you

In Loving Service – Christi

Book a Private session or Package – email me at – christi@christimider.com

Text 415-606-4883

More information is available on this work and session details – under the heading about the work, on my website.

Sunday – Session #3 January 5th, 2025 Celebrate Love – Creative Grace Workshop. 2:00pm – 5:00 pm PT. Zoom and In Person

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Celebrate Love – Creative Grace Workshop

Take this time to step free inside into a more expanded experience of yourself the Beloved . The Divine Flow leading you from within. ONE..

What would it be like to be led in Love? How?

. Open to Divine Love Flow leading, sharing a heart creative life. Expand in the Loving Light setting a tone to steady and guide you.

Let’s gather and listen – let go and receive. Listen in flow. Take a few hours to celebrate in the Loving Light all that is present and allow freedom through Grace. Enjoy the inner freedom as you walk in the loving frequency you are. Step by step we focus on the Beloved and as we polish we find the freedom begins to surface as IS. You are the Beloved. This is a state of Being. Create in Harmony from within, see and be the life you are.

TO REGISTER EMAIL christi@christimider.com, or 415-606-4883

Prepay veia Venmo or Zelle or Paypal.

Tuition – $150 for each Session

DATES AND TIMES

Session #3 January 5th, 2025 – 2:00pm – 5:00pm PT

In Loving Service

Christi

Thanks – Giving

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Thanks – Giving

Gift of Support, Light Session Package Discount For You.

Thank you is a constant gift that walks within us as we experience this life journey. There is always an opportunity to support ourselves with this. We all walk inside our beautiful Divine world that illuminates the presence when we pause and open to Thank you, not matter what is happening. We make ourselves available to love. There is always a gift of love, of freedom available in the Divine flow of the presence within us, we truly are ONE. Through these eyes we see the beauty, the Beloved in all. Nothing is perfect here, so we choose how we want to be within our Kingdom. This is a process of walking the road available in the ups and downs of the human experience, while always being available to the Divine Being essence we are. Thank you – Thanks Giving does exactly that.

Giving Thanks for all that is present and be open to expand and see the good in all. This means letting go. Not with holding love within and allowing Love to Lead you. Loving the disturbance within and opening to the gift of love that heals. Allowing the Divine presence to come awake and know the Beloved is present in all. We can all learn to let go to love. Even when there is negativity Pause in a gratitude opportunity and Love you in the disturbance now and thank yourself for being honest, open to loving light to this place or places inside that are holding onto the very against – ness that is being reflected. Thank you for the opportunity to heal what does not know the love, The Light. Grace is present. Freedom within is the freedom that is forever.

The ups and downs of this world are going on inside us. We came to Bring Love. Let this be our choice, we are worthy, and this will overflow in the world we walk in. All sense of need lesson or falls away and the path is clear. You are met with each step in clarity and flow. Be LOVE as that is our natural state. Resting in Love. The Heart Beat of GOD.

Have a Beautiful THANKS – GIVING week and life…

Thank you for being part of my Loving Light Work.

I am offering Light Packages for a Discount of $850 Until November 25th.

The Package is a series of 3 and can be done over a 3 month period. It expires at the 3 month date from when you purchase it. Give yourself or a loved one a gift of support,

In Gratitude and Love

Christi

Pre Payment via Venmo or Zelle or PayPal.

Contact me to set this up. email or phone 415-606-4883

Free The Victim to Love

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God Morning,

I have been observing the sense of being a victim. How inside the struggle to be free seems to be determined by what others do, or say and even how money runs us. There is also being a victim to a victim. Seeing another person in need as a reason not to be happy or express love and joy, stay small so they feel okay. Maybe the need to save them so you can be free…Love.

This is all going on inside. We bounce and struggle with stories of right and wrong all depending on the others to be or do what we seek. No one is more important than another. We just give that to them inside us. What if you knew you are Divine ? You are God’s Love. How would it be to walk free inside being held in that. We have to give up our need to be separate, special over another or less than another. These are controllers. Letting go into the flow of Love. Imagine being and sharing in this world from that inside you.. This is polishing process, to love it al is to love all of you. Not in ego but, in sweet surrender to God’s infinite love.

What if we choose to take responsibility in a loving focus for our own inner fight? How would it be if we could take time to nurture and rewire ourselves within by giving up the fight and look and be the Love to the one inside who feels power is what is keeping it imprisoned. What if we can open to the Loving Light inside, breathing in and receiving?

Relax – Let go – Focus on your Heart Center, and let this breath of God breathe you as you are safely relaxing in the warmth and love of the Beloved. We can walk all day long in this contact. Remember – open to love, and relax ask and receive,, focus of what you want which is Love Freedom. This is inside. No one else gives it to you. If you depend on that you will always be in struggle wanting them to be what you want them to be so you know you are Loved and Safe.

Be that Love and Safety. Meet the polarity within you and in the world as an opportunity to heal in Love and be free. To Live a life of Love greater and greater inner attunement in Divine Flow. Love Light and Sound singing you. you will be in overflow, sharing in freedom.

We All are God’s Love – Open to this as your leader. Receive and allow. It is a choice and you have that power.

In Loving Service

Christi

Grace – Love

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You are Beloved.

These are times of challenges inside and in the outer world. What comes up in you can be very dismaying.

How do we come into compassion, understanding leading to freedom in acceptance in Love?

We all are experiencing the world inside us. Our reactions and stories create a greater friction to deal with. Start there. Be present with you in the discomfort. It is present as a message, this message is calling you to Love. If you are afraid of the discomfort, keep it simple , be the love you are seeking, It is present in you. There is no shame in the experience of upset. There is no shame in asking for another Beloved to hold in Loving to assist you. We are here to bring Love.

Start with yourself . Be available to you, do not run from what is in disturbance. Sit with you and ask for the Loving Light of God to assist you. Let what is in hurt and in separation surface in the safety of kindness, the loving Light flow illuminating the misunderstanding.

We all abandon or forget ourself to our experience of this world. Be the Peace and love you seek. Come into a greater peace through the healing Grace of God that is present in all. Do – Be the Loving to the inner wars and allow the release through compassion expansion, trusting Love. God is Your partner. God is the source of All and that is Love. A love that goes beyond the Mind, Body, and Emotions. Allow this Love to awaken and soothe these frictions to remembering you are the Beloved. You are Divine even when you forget.

Do not shame the humanity in you or others, you came to bring Love. Let the ones who are in disturbance hurt and more in you have a voice, to be seen in the loving embrace of yourself and another can be a powerful choice. Be love to all that is hard to Love. This means Love the one in you that is in challenge to Love. Let it speak and hold over and over again in forgiveness and loving . Forgive yourself for judging you. Love yourself as you forgive whatever it is in yourself that doesn’t know Love. That part of you is in the illusion and you have the power to bring peace and love to it. See the greater understanding. It will be loved into Grace. Do not dismiss these parts,. They are here for lLoving.

Forgive yourself for giving up your love because of what someone else said or did. You are Love. NO matter what consciousness shows up in me or in front of me, I am Divine and so are they. Even while there is disturbance, Love and Peace are present. There is no they, we are ONE LOVE.

This is a big and worthy practice. give it a try. It is a polishing, so do not try to be perfect. Allow the Humanity to dissolve into love, meet it over and over again in this Divine Space of Mercy – Love.

This is a tme of opportunity, take this time to generate the Love focus through your own inner healing in the Grace Field of the Christ. Be brave and share when you need support. allow the love to surface in the face of all the disturbances. You are Divine..

Trust your vision of Love and be that frequency, lean into letting go of control and allowing the focus to be in flow, in acceptance and receiving and giving. This is an intimate dance of trust in Love.

We are ONE LOVE, let’s build the field inside to overflow, like a gentle strong wind that touches soothes all.

In Loving

Christi