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Gratitude -Love Flow

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Grateful …I am grateful for this moment… I am grateful for the bumpy experience that reminds me to Love…I am grateful for my breath…I am grateful to those who challenge me inside. they bring me more awareness to where I do not know love.

Each moment – Each experience is another opportunity to remember you are Beloved. What a great way to know nothing is against you. Your thoughts and emotions will tell you that. What if you were willing to view everything as a love note from God, nudging you home. Showing you where you are with – holding Love? Offering you a choice of Love.

We all hear about gratitude list, what if you create a constant thank you in you as you walk your moment to moment life? See what this reveals. Choose Love. Gratitude can open your eyes to opportunity beyond your shoulds and hurts and more. You are worth it. Be gratitude. See what your inner and outer life reveals to you.

Now Breath in and let go.. Thank you.

In Loving Service

Christi

Outer World – Inner Love Flow

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Honesty- Be Present

Anticipating you are going to be seen a certain way. Doing things so you know you are loved. Have you ever noticed when you do these things you have a continued challenge to stay loving in you to you. You find that things are hard to keep up with. This is most likely because you have been living from the outside in. The illusion is a chase. A chase for validation, belonging, being special.

I want to offer an another loving challenge – tool. It involves being honest with yourself and others. Not in any way the harms or hurts. Honesty can be a challenge when you live in fear. the fears and hurts may be running you,, will take courage to be with see, hear, feel and open to loving truth. You are a Soul, there is no wrong, can you witness in loving?

My Loving Challenge is to allow yourself to take time and stop running from yourself, looking to belong…instead come present. There will be discomfort, but this discomfort is calling you to freedom. Come present and allow the thing or things you are avoiding to come into the light, Be present in Loving surrender to how you feel, think, behave and let go in the truth. The truth of what you keep telling yourself about yourself that keeps you in the chase, the outer world validation chase for love. It is an inside job. It does not matter how many people shower you with attention, you are still talking inside to yourself. Be present listen, and come to a place that brings a loving forgiveness for the judgments you carry on yourself and others. Those judgments keep you in separation and fear. More hiding and more sense of being out of control .you are not in control. The Loving Source is, and as you allow yourself to awaken to this through honest surrender in Love to the Light you find yourself with more generosity inside to you and others.

This world will keep you busy. We are here to learn. you are worth it. So take the loving challenge to be honest, be present, and bring the loving grace field awake in surrender to Love, even as you are taken through the discomfort. The other side is amazing. It is the Loving Freedom, that is present in being present within. Be still , walk in the world knowing you are more than this. It is a grand scheme of Divine Love awakening this form home. This Home is in everything, tune – wake to the Love and it will flow in you as you , being supported. There is no limit to this expansion. So there is no limit to what can be brought to the Loving Light. Come Present in you and open to the Divine Song singing you, and bring all that is there, place it at the feet of God. Love is present.

In Loving Service

Christi

“Everyone discusses my art and pretends to understand, as if it were necessary to understand, when it is simply necessary to love.”

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– Claude Monet

A loving tool for self freedom and compassion to live love and for others.

“I know you did the best you could in that moment or situation, I love you / me,” then let it go.

How would it be for you if you choose that path? IN loving forgiveness for yourself, opening to let go to next… renewed and try again, get up again, all the stories are allowed to come up, just keep loving them .

Give it a try, keep it simple, Just keep repeating and see how it goes. give your self a week, then add on if you choose.

I would love to hear how you experience yourself and the world in this process.

In Loving Service

Christi

Love Expansion…Each Breath Each Day – Celebrate You and All. Love is Present. Love is ALL… One Love…

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Your roots are in The Beloved soil of love, let your love expand in Spirit, Let Spirit awaken in you in all ways. Love is Breathing you, each cell illuminating as you let go to the Light Love you are growing in and out to the Light. One Love Light…One Tree and all is of it. you can never be separate except in your illusion.

Happy Love day each day…

In Loving Service

Christi

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Love Flow – Gratitude – Loving

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The essence of love grows through letting go of routines of right and wrong.

The idea of seperation is like the waves that come to surface during a storm or change in tides. All of the comings and goings never really separate from the ONE. Inside most humans experience from a perspective that life is happening outside of ones self, in a sense of separation. We experience within , we withhold Love by our own inner shut down. When disturbance or tides move, if we ride the shift in that moment and use it as a negative truth, we are taking a position that starts the withholding inside to ourselves. Going against the flow of the tide, that is offering an experience of expansion. We may move into resistance to be safe, through old lenses that perceive there has been betrayal or abandonment This probably will be emotional and mental. It will feel visceral and powerful. So we believe it to be true. This comes as a lifelong pattern. A signal…

What if you paused and opened yourself to love. Inner love, not righteous? What if you had an expanded knowing inside that whatever has taken place or is happening is revealing a place in you that withholds love to you. Expectations of others and Betrayal can seem devastating when you see the world around you as your guide. It is a reflection that reveals you. The world inside is the place all of your information is stored and reveals how you are in flow or not in flow of love. You will be shaken not to harm but, to give an opportunity to move to honesty in love. Where are you hiding, where are you withholding love in you to you. In a blink of an eye another may not respond how you want and you crumble. You take a mantle of good and bad, unforgivable. The tide ebbs and flows. Everyone has a process of taking care of themselves. Some lash out in blame and with -hold love to others and to themselves in that choice.

If you take time to pause and listen to the pain story you are telling yourself, and give voice to the part of you that has with-held love over and over to yourself and others, blaming them, ie parents, coworkers and anyone else, you will see how you with held love to you. You decided this keeps you safe. Could you know, no one is perfect. do you ever make mistakes? What do you do with that? Do you judge yourself, do you pretend you do not have that in you? What if you take time to be honest, not afraid to see and bring love to the places that are pretending to be “perfect”” in the way you perceive love should look. Love is an experience inside that keeps growing in flow, it does not need to inflict or control others to know love. It is present in the breath it has no limit, except in our humanness. Which is the design here. Letting go to a place within that goes beyond and receives in love and gives up in love and trust is available if we choose.

We all are of the infinite Divine Ocean of Love and Mercy. To experience this, we all have an opportunity to pause and accept what has come present is a gift, even if it is bumpy, the tide is moving. We have choice to let go in forgiveness, learning, let go to and ride the loving tide as your guide, revealing and healing the places that keep recreating the hurt and more. You hold this key. It is not about another person. Others can assist you to find your keys and doors to open to the flow. Things happen in this world, from the human view, it may seem confusing and hurtful. This is your opportunity to know Spirt, this is your journey to awaken Love. if you are willing, you will receive a gift of expanded love in the places that have been reflected in you as separate.. From there Grace happens and you know all is well, you are Beloved.

Open yourself to the Infinite tides of Love. Each bump has a Love message. A message in a bottle if you will. Open the bottles. Let all be revealed back to the Ocean Of Love and Mercy.

“God Bless you, I Love You Peace be still” J.R.

This song or prayer is a powerful tool, try singing it to yourself and to those you are in disturbance with. Let it flow in you. It is not about another person or situation it is in you.

Dance in the Light Bright.. You are Loved.

In Loving Service

Christi

Purpose – Love -Life

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PURPOSE – LOVE LIFE

DIVINE LOVE INSPIRED CREATIVITY

Are You Present? Are you free In Loving flow within, over- flowing in your life? Are you present in your breath, in you beingness. Is there space for you within or are you carrying the outside world, and all the people inside of you and experiences , as your source of inspiration – truth, is it noisy, and is it controlling you?

STAYING BUSY 

.. Are you just going through the motions in your life ? Are you in alignment within or abandoning yourself to the outer pull of the world ? Are you in Joy – are you inspired – uplifted? Do you trust Love? Do you Trust Yourself ? Do you trust support? Are you just going through the motions? What is your purpose? What is motivating you, the ideal of something outside of you finally filling you and then knowing you are a success, valued, loved, needed, worthy and more?

These are good questions to ask yourself. Do you actually take time to go within and know what voice you are listening to and following? Do you even know what voices you have? We have many levels of ourselves, and the costumes that we have created to ” try to fit in”, to be safe, to be loved, seem very real and they can become tight. We believe they are truth and we believe we are powerless to them.. Our day to day life is full of this. How you conduct yourself from within and how you react is all that is going on. How often do you actually go within, take time to be present ?

You are worth it – Take Time to come present

Take time to come present in the Light to free what has been running you for eons, that keeps you from living a loving free life within. which allows your outer life to reflect and flourish in new ways, support, grace, joy. This process is a daily opportunity. You are infinite and to take time for you is key to it all. You are love, you are Divine . How do you know this? . ” Pealing the onion.” Always easy to understand that. old phrase The scent of the Divine is sweet and full of love. To live a life from within in the flow of Lightlove is Divine sweetness.. Experiencing this is to let go of old patterns, beliefs, hurts, and more in this sacred process. You deserve to love yourself enough to be the love you seek.

Frequency of Love

New questions, are you present, are you in loving frequency inside ,? Are you in accord within Divine flow, and more. . Is it safe for you to be honest with yourself ? Is it safe for you take time and let down your guard in vulnerable love in you to you and all the parts that actually do not know Love? Bring them into the light and allow Love healing – grace?. Are you present and listening or pushing in control, in defense? are you holding onto an old life that is no longer serving you, maybe you don’t know what is uncomfortable and not allowing expansion in loving abundant creative flow. Are you present in Love. Are you living in the moment in loving.? Does Love Lead Your Life? Can you imagine Love holding all the power? It does… What is your purpose.? This life is a Divine ordinary / extraordinary expression of Love. what you choose is your universe. Letting go in Love is a flight that goes on in ways that cannot be put into words but, is an experience of Home in Infinite Love within you. You have to pause and be present.

Relax – Breathe in the Breath of Love… Allow Love to permeate the places of resistance. Be present, relax, quiet, open your heart. Be present in Love – be available to take part in harmony of Spirit. All is perfect. you do not need to be fixed – Lovelight is an expansion of sacred healing. This is a creative loving dance when it is allowed from within. Step away from doing

Step away from doing and Join me for private Light Sessions and allow yourself to take time out from the world and open the world within to the greater you – love – light and that will overflow into your life inspiration. 

This is a sacred time for you and I hold in this space to facilitate Light Doors that live in you and Spirit comes more forward as you are ready and you will have your experience. This gives a foundation as you start your journey back to you in a greater way.  Guidance comes from Spirit and you allow what you are you ready for, you will have tools by the experience. You have to choose to take time for you. The experience is one of polishing you awake in Love.

You are worth it, do you know this? Really know, not ego but, vulnerable love which is the power ?

In Loving Service

Christi

Wishing You a Happy – Abundant Grace Filled New Year!

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The Light rises in each breath and each day in you and around you. You are Light. Rise and Shine as you step into each day. Look to the Light. This is the opportunity of life. Let this lead you from within. Live your best life.It is all here for you, Beloved One!

Happy New Year! Sending Blessing of renewal each day in creativity, grace, joy, love, peace and abundance.

In Loving Service

Christi

Elixir of Love Light Daily Tools

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Each day we have an opportunity to choose Love. I know we all have inner stress and situations that come up that send a message of separation from loving, joy, relaxation flow and more in us. The elixir of Love Light is a daily tool. to remember yourself as a loving flow, this starts with choice then relax into this. I know it seems like that is not possible in the midst of whatever might send you into a shut off in side. Keep it simple. Make a choice each morning to remember you are God’s Love. You are Love – Light remembering. The butterfly is a constant resurection inside, and overflow just happens.

Take a moment – lean back or pause where ever you are. Relax… Take a breath – let go of breath, Take a breath – let go of breath, Receive a breath – relax – let go of breath, continue in receiving and letting go. The flow of Love is Breathing you. Now, place a hand gently, kindly, in love on the center of your chest, over your heart and be love now. Tell your self – I am Love – I trust love – I am. Comfort yourself with this reminder. Receive as you allow this frequency of Love to come awake, flow in, through you in this process. Repeat as many times as needed. When you are ready. Open your eyes and move in your moment to moment life from this view. you may repeat this through out your day. Love what comes present, do not resist, just be love, let it flow and envelop what is in Polarity or resistance in Love.

Be – receive the elixir of Love, daily moment by moment.

In Loving Service

Christi

Let Go In Love – One Love

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Passage of time – stories of our life inside. We write our story inside as we experience our life here. Many times we believe the stories as truth, we hold tight to lessons instead of letting go to Love in Grace.

When we place a prison on an experience, declare that good and bad has been done or is present, we are shutting the door to the Grace. How would it be to open the book and see the words keep changing. We retell the story of illusion inside to ourselves over and over, to make a case inside, to prove there is a right and wrong being done. When we respond by slamming the book closed, we have filed another opportunity to revisit the expeerince another way – another time.

Grace comes through Love and Forgiveness – Spirit assist as we open to love. With – holding love is with holding love to yourself. When we understand and have compassion for the places that feel or think hurt, we open to the place that sees from a higher altitude, that there is a gift of love awaiting. The places that continue to place walls inside to yourself and to others will keep you in this process over and over. God is infinite Love. The places that do not know love are calling for the light but, are afraid to open the page and really see what is going on. It is bright!

What if you sit down with yourself, be honest and allow the pages – places that are hiding in the separation of hurt, righteousness, victimhood, anger, control, lack, cast systems and many more nuances, to come forward and share how you have shut off love to protect yourself, maybe in shame, embarrassment, and in blame? What if you could love enough to bring this story forward and see how you misunderstood? Even if there was a hard situation,, it might be a moment that blows up to a mountain. We do that. As children we beleive we are powerless to the world around us. Maybe life had a lot of anger, and you carry a lot of anger, if something doesn’t go the way you think it should ie a person doesn’t give you what you want the way you want, the hurt and anger come forward in you. You access the story and label it and shut it off to love once more. This creates a loop of Karma. Action reaction. Do not look at others in blame, this is your cocreation on purpose. Look to you inside with lovng guidance. Bring forward into the loving light the one who has told you – that you hurt, betrayed or whatever it is because … We all have created many experiences from many existences that will play out in this life to heal. What if you let go in love and allow yourself to view these things through eyes and frequency of greater love. A love that sees the hurt, and brings understanding to the place that has forgotten you are Divine, that has become saturated in the illusion frequency of hurt, separation. This feels real, and once you open to receive you will have to let go. The Yin and Yang come present. This powerful…This is sacred.

This is a process of letting go in Love. This is a process of trust. We tend to fight for our hurts, our right and wrongs, to stay safe. There is a greater reality of unconditional love that dissolves these frequencies back into the love – the Divine flow you are of and are. We walk free inside and now all is well.

We are coming to another cycle of year’s end. Most people start to examine their life and make New Years lists . Remember where you are – there you are. If you look to the outer design as your form of success and happiness and bypass your inner you may find, where you are - there you are, shows up in those places that still are with – holding love - withholding health wealth and happiness. Co-creating comes from with in. We frequency or radiate what is going on in us. Known and unknown.

Remember life is an inside job. Do not be afraid or too busy for you. There is nothing that is greater than what you truly are – Divine Love. You can’t pretend this, it is a frequency and a knowing as your breath is being breathed. It just IS. Allow yourself to alchemy into the Divine love step by step, bring yourself to the light love it will assist and guide you.

Wishing you an Abundantly – Expanding -Loving Flow – breath to breath. One Year to the Next. Love inspired life in all areas.

Be Brave and be present with what is going on in you, bring it to the light. You will understand when you start to step clearly into this process in your life each day in gratitude. 

In Loving Service

Christi

A Gift of Love -Light

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Every Year at this time, I find myself looking deeper at what it is to give and receive.

My Very Breath is just that receiving and giving in gratitude .

Our inner world is stirred in many ways. as we are engaged in our life. The Loving Light Support is called for each day. Giving up the things that create a sense of separation from love is key, these things are stirred in many ways, this is a time to open to the loving light and receive in loving. You will come into a greater Peace and clarity opening to the Love you seek. This is a gift to you and others.

I invite you to open and allow this loving spark to awaken and expand in the Light each day, each moment.

Give yourself this opportunity with intention.

I invite you to gift yourself or another with a private session or package of 3 for guidance in loving support and experience the lovelight that is always present in each of us, even if we do not know it. The series of 3 builds, as each session reveals and resolves into love in new ways. Lighter and Lighter..

There is always more opportunity.

Light Package of 3 – $900. This series is done over 2 to 3 months. It has an expiration at 3 months.

    Single sessions are $350

Sessions run 1 1/2 to 2 hours in timing.

This is a wonderful time of year to come present as a present to you and others. slowing down during the hustle and bustle of the season or life itself, is a powerful loving thing to do. Bring in the new year with this opportunity in intention.

I am sure you have noticed all the various thoughts and emotions that are pushed up during this time, it is perfect. The light is strong and is calling you to come home to love. These little ones who experience seperation are letting you know they are there. Do not shame or push them down, they are calling for love.

Live a life of freedom within and co-creating in Divine flow more and more.

      Happy Holidays! – You are Beloved. – Celebrate the Light being born in you each day, each moment!

Contact me at christi@chrisitmider.com or text 415-606-4883 to set up your gift of light for yourself or a gift certificate for another.

In Loving Service

Christi