I Freind Reminded me of this song today, Perfect sweet share ….

Expansion from restriction in innocence.

Open in Love in freedom, letting go of control, being in the innocence.

Expanding in innocence, being honest and loving with what we have held between us and Love. The need to be in control, the fear that there is not enough something which usually is a sense of lack in ourselves.

What – Who Blooms a flower? The flower within is Gods love, this, is an infinite flow, Let go of the control, let the loving – light in and allow the awakening in freedom.

We are relaxed, authentic, compassionate to our foibles and others foibles, they are helping us bloom.

Be relaxed, in the innocence and strength of love flow. Simple relaxation, forgive the places that forget and lock down in negativity and control. To receive we release the control and open in Love.

Be Present, feed yourself in the loving and ask for assistance in Spirit – let the Light to lead,. pause attune in innocence and willingness, you will reveal, receive and expand in letting go.

Bloom in you abundant flow of the beauty and loving that is watering, feeding and breathing you.

You are Beloved even when you do not know it.

In Loving Service

Christi

This is a share, and I am always in process. I am a student always, my life is my curriculum. I have said that many times. These days I am in class full time, morning, noon and night.

My focus is loving, this is an experience of expansion in a Spiritual expression that goes beyond mind, emotions, a place of all, of is. I have experienced this yet, as a human I still forget and experience the emotions and mental , pulls and pushes this magnetic world experience supplies. When I say this place it is actually the openings I have in my creations from this life and many lifetimes that are still in process of awakening – alchemy – of Divine Love in me.

When I go through my day, I can be aware of all levels going on, experiencing Soul while, being pushed on emotions and being thrown off into a challenge then coming back into relaxed loving. The first step is to be honest, to allow vulnerability, allow what is in restriction and upset, confused and out of sync to come present in a safe place inside, this does not mean you cannot share and get help in these times or moments. The help is inside and others many times can assist and hold by reflecting in love, you remember yourself. Sharing when you are like this can be a. great service, not pretending all is well is a powerful thing ,as all is well even when we feel off, we have a chance to learn, clear expand, let go, let God.

This process for me is daily and moment by moment. My sensitivity, gives me more information than is mine and I have to refine what is mine or others. This can be a busy class for me. I also see the gift in this, because I am aware of what is off or negative and what is in Loving, clear open and willing when I walk in a room, the essence of others disturbances can knock me over sometimes. This is my opening , when I get knocked off by this, I get to find what my opening to the energy is and clear it, heal it. We all are energy, and we may try to compartmentalize, or pretend, to keep something hidden , it is not hidden it is yelling in the room. I do experience this awareness in my life where ever I go, I have been called to know and love myself awake, this means I can not pretend nothing is happening and this means I take care of myself and when I need help, I ask, I share with those who can hold in Light, I do not always share with people but ,I ask for Spiritual assistance and do the Loving forgiveness work. I do take care of what is going on as it comes up, no pretending, it does not work for me, it is like a mental, emotional physical invasions of shaking, rubbing, yelling, poking or whatever is happening, it does not hide.

I am sharing this because ego can step in and try and keep us in separation keeping the challenge going instead of opening the door or doors to vulnerably in Loving support. We are not alone even when we are in a room without another person, and we are not alone on this planet, there are others who can support in many ways as you are supporting yourself in your school of you the Beloved One.

It is an inside job for sure, can you allow your truth, meaning it is all okay, to be present and allow the one who is not feeling well, to come forward, share and free the energy that has been running you and your field of creation? This is not for the weak of heart, it is for those who are willing to keep opening and allowing the truth in vulnerability, to ask for help, when you uplift, we all uplift. Strengthening The Love…

We are one love ultimately, This in Spirit is… This stream of Love is always present and we all are of it. Allow this to open , support you in your walk, nothing is hidden, so, you might as well, be truthful to yourself, open the doors and allow -let go of your need for control, and receive the Blessing of Love to lead your inner world, overflowing in your outer world.

The butterfly … I Am in the Egg…I Am in the Caterpillar… I Am in the Chrysalis… I Am…

In My Loving Classroom

Christi

Choice – Where are we choosing our step or steps from? Free energy of upliftment in inspiration or from our fears, worries, judgments or more?

The world is in constant change, finding our inner flow alignment in the Light is a constant opportunity. Taking time to check in and see what is motivating you and freeing the places that keep motivating in negativity is an amazing expansion. Learning to express a life of being inspired in flow, creates expansion and comfort at the same time. Awakening to you in Love light flow, aligns a clarity in our choices, not attached but, a flow of inspiration in each step. This is ordinary.

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In Loving Service

Christi

When I wake in the morning I notice my first awareness is how it feels to be in my body. It may feel heavy or it may feel soft and tender. In this moment no matter what I have in my awareness,I have an opportunity to choose what my focus is. Many times I am cranky in the discomfort of my body, mind and emotional polarity ” chatter” – I breathe and focus on getting the love awake in the midst of all of what is pushing me. It can take some time and my day may be full of remembering the focus of breath, relaxing in Love and I will meander through mental and emotional judgements. In those times I move once again into Loving and forgiving my judger, the one who is uncomfortable with what ever the discomfort is that seems to have my attention more than my sense of love flow in myself.

I will pause and begin to listen explore why or what I am giving over my power to, instead of being n my loving in me.

These times are giving us all the opportunity to choose Love as our authority. It is as simple and challenging as that. I know just remembering that this is choice can sometimes seem crazy, in the midst of what may seem to be a moment, a day, a world full of challenges that appear to be leading in suffering, hurt, fear and more.

So take a pause, choose Love to focus on, even if it is just a loving thought, do not try and fix or resolve anything, just make Loving be the authority inside you in this moment. Love the discomfort, listen to what it is telling you and comfort it n Love.Let go of the need to overcome and allow the flow of breath of Love relaxation to comfort and unknot the restriction that seems to be holding tight. You might find a misunderstanding a hurt, fear or more, bring loving to this one who is confused and lovingly forgive whatever you have judged in you, where you forgot, did not know you are Love, you are Loved. You do not have to prove to anyone that you are love just be that love you already are, this can be moment by moment as you learn to become attuned to your inner Love Authority. It is relaxed and in flow.

Answers in our life begin to flow as we open this vessel of Love. The places that are in restriction are in forgetfulness and will find Grace in the Loving release. Open to the Authority of Love, there will be no right or wrong, win or loose only expansion in Love, Joy, and Peace.

The Authority of Love… What a wonderful place to allow, look, attune to, as we walk through our day, moment by moment breath, by breath. Be this Love and allow this flow to guide you in your inner world, making this voice, this sense, expansion be your authority.

You are Beloved, to know this is a journey , the way is in Love even when you do not know it is present it is present.

Surrender to the Authority of Love Expansion in Light.

All is a flow of love. If you are in a lack focus, heart restricted, fear, separation, or more, all things may begin to seem like a hurdle. Sometimes you may try to move into victim, with-holding love from yourself in the hurt.

What heart eyes are you looking through in this moment, overflow or lack? We always should take care of ourselves, not inflicting on ourselves or others. When we are present in ourselves in love, letting go of controlling others, we find our breath, our peace, our abundance in sharing inside and with others.

Grace is in this flow. No one else has power to determine our love flow. When we hold onto another person as our Love source, we find we are in ups and downs more frequently depending on the relationship.

God is our source and this is a simple process of letting go of the lack and restrictions, moving into gratitude and love. We open the channels for Spiritual assistance. Which is present always, we must open letting go – giving and receiving in one breath. Control, lack, revenge, unworthiness. fear, and all the other stories we hold onto keep us busy in our inner world in separation and lack of flow. We will see this show up in our own lives, even when we are so loved, so abundant in so many ways we will never feel or know the fullness is present when we seek this from the outer world.

Take a moment and take in the loving breath, allow the restrictions and negativity to let go. Focus on the Love flow, your inner becomes expanded and all is easy in grace.

You are a Blessing. Know this and free yourself from with holding Love habits to yourself and in the your life.

Breathe…, God is Breathing You.

You Are Beloved…Infinite Flow is Present….Open to the presence and allow Grace to lead you. all in ease and abundance.

In Loving Service

Christi

Today is another day full of opportunity. Come present inside and make it simple, Breathe in the Love, the Light and Breathe out letting go of what you are holding onto, what you are locked down in. Be aware of your body, as you do this and you will be aware of the places you are not Breathing. Yes breathing, Breath is life and it is in all of you. God Breathes you.

Now Breathe in, relax, breathe out let go, breathe in fill in flow in love in Light, allowing a healing balm of light to move through you, relaxing lifting clearing any restrictions, calming your body, your mind your emotions. Let all go into the light transmuting in to love. Relax allow the sweetness to expand inside, allowing the flow the knowing all is in process in perfect ways in perfect timing. Breathe in the comfort the love allow the loving breath to support you beyond what you know into the unknown loving. Receive and give, give up what is not serving you anymore, receive the love light into that place or places that have been holding in negativity, control, judgement, fear, hurt, shame, and more. Let it all go and continue to breathe in the love light and breathe out and give up in love. Now continue this and as you do this relax and allow the true love to become your cycle of love Breathing you, expanding your inner Light and awareness.

Continue until you are ready to open your eyes and I suggest you sit down and write what may come forward, you are now ready to hear, see through loving eyes and ears. You are Love light

Be the Love Light You are awake.

In Loving Service

Christi

I am aware of another phase of agitation and need for control coming forward in me and others. We are in our expanding life, this is an inner expansion that is pushed to let go in Love. This is a flow of neutral love, as this is happening our Karma our sense of need may show up. We may start to have more mental chatter and need to judge or control. We might experience a need to keep busy to a point of avoiding ones self.

These times are just opportunities to be present and use what is coming up to heal , clear, free yourself inside. These agitations are are not more powerful than you. Take time to be with yourself , peaceful -walks, freeform , meditation. exercise. Help yourself bring forward what is pushing you around. When you stuff this kind of thing you begin to generate energy that is creating more of the same around you.

These places are still experiencing a sense of separation, Love is the answer, Forgiveness in kindness in loving for those places that still are lost in separation, comparisons, anger, unworthiness, and more.

Bring yourself present in your loving Breath, simplify… when you do this, you find things calming, it may take a dedication to yourself in Love. Choosing your loving path is one of peace, and love. you may find yourself not needing to be so busy, and find comfort in being in the moment. Open to the overflow of Breath – Love in Flow.

Learning to receive and give up the restrictions, letting go the idea it is a race. Be present and honest with where you are, allow what is present to be bathed in Love in light. You will find the places that are in discomfort may be holding onto stories that keep you in restriction of receiving in love and peace.

Listening to yourself and being in alignment as you choose to walk in your life in your relationships in all areas, allowing the love to lead, allows the experience of being present in yourself in an authentic way, knowing you are full in love whatever you are choosing. To know your inner voice of love and direction goes beyond want and need it is free.

The more you are pushed the more Grace is calling you. Choose to take the time to go inner and do the loving work of Spirit to awaken what is calling to let go of.

We are all Love…Waking the places that sleep in separation.

Much Love – Grace – Peace

Christi